tuesday. ugh. got up knowing i had work. dreading it. seriously. so i got to work and we were checking out homes, our usual noon check out. and i swear i always say 'i have it!' whenever the pharmacists will call out a home. but they can't hear me. i mean sometimes i wont say anything. but i usually do. anyways. so i was talking to tyson and braden came up behind me and was like 'highland north central. highland north central' and i turned and looked at him and kept talking. so then like five minutes later kendall said 'who has highland north central?' and i was like i do! and braden says sure you answer him! what the heck! i'm like i was talking to tyson when you were yelling our my name! hahaha. so then sam ONLY heard that part. she wasn't in for any of the first part of the convo. so later she throws out the comment, oh chirelle can't she'll probably be talking to tyson. i'm like shut your freaking face! no i didnt say that. but i wanted to. like seriously shut up. you dont even know. angie ordered tony's for lunch. so i caved and got something. but its lunch for today and wednesday. so score. hahah. =) the rest of the day was stressful. we were SO busy. and sam was driving me crazy. as usual. she would run a medication under someone who we haven't even been filling for like six months! hello. you can't do that. run something under someones insurance when they arent even taking that medication! it because she freaking doesnt pay attention to what she does, ever! she just texts and grant gets so mad at her. but hello. you're screwing up! then she just thinks oh grant hates me. well uh! you're messing up things, woman! she's ridiculous! i swear. i was soo stressed. like i had to leave because i had an appointment AT SIX THIRTY. but i didnt even leave work til SIX FORTY! so i was late to my appointment! it was ridiculous. like we werent even done. but its because only christy was there. and kendall stayed. he was supposed to be gone at four. sheesh. i wouldnt have stayed. i would have been like see ya! i did my time! roads were horrible! thank you snow. ugh. got to jenny's around seven. and she dyed my hair. i wanted blonde and brown. she was like we should throw some caramel in. i dont think i've ever done caramel so i was like sure. so she did. cut it and then blow dried it and i was like freaking out. i was like uh does it look orange? she was like no. the caramel is bright. we can tone it down. so she darkened it. but now its like black dark. =( all over. =( boo. she said it'll fade because she didnt leave it one long. so wash it with crappy shampoo. so we'll see. i wanted to lighten my hair, not darken it. but she reminded me why i never do caramel. because i HATE caramel. blah. lesson learned i suppose. but she cut my hair like PERFECT!! and its so light and thin now, than you very much!!! =) i love the cut! love love love! didn't get done there til around ten thirty. then home. i was soo hungry. but we have like no food. =( bed.
wednesday. got up soo late. and it snowed SO much! like 8 inches AT LEAST lastnight. so i hurried and showered. and then got ready. fast. i forgot to put mascara on one of my eyes. i looked so stupid! left home around 11:10. and got to work around 11:55 ish. sheesh. it took me forever to get to work. thats how bad roads were. HELLO SNOWPLOWS! ITS WINTER, COME OUT NOW! seriously! it was bad! sam made comments about about yesterday. 'oh chirelle will answer today, she has no one to talk to' uh hello. jenny is here today you idiot. and we always talk. sam screwed up more medications today. like our comfort kits, she ran them for 12.5 instead of 25 promethazine suppositories. she's stupid. then she didnt even grab the right ones! she grabbed like bisacodyl! hello. thats so different! bisacodyl makes you poop! promethazine makes your throw up go away. not even the same stuff. she's an idiot. seriously. then she was pulling meds and i was writing cards but she wasnt ordering anything. so i was like uh are you ordering. and she was like no we dont have to. christy will order it. WELL CHRISTY DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO FREAKING ORDER WHEN YOU ARE PULLING STUFF!! she's soo freaking stupid! seriously! so then braden says 'did you order this' and i had told jenny about what sam said. so jenny said 'oh sam said we dont have to order it. so it probably wasn't ordered' so then braden called sam out on it and sam was like 'no i said only the lantus!' i'm like noo! you said christy would order it! you didnt order anything! whateves sam. whateves. be stupid. i was ordering stuff because my hand was full of stickers and she was like 'what are you ordering' i wanted to be like 'everything YOU didnt order' but instead i said 'the orange bottle stuff' i can not stand her, did i mention that. ugh. she drives me crazy. and gives me the biggest headache. she has a comment on everyones conversation, even if you aren't talking to her. ASLKJSLk. one of these days, i tell you what! i'm going to freak out on her!! blah! anywaysss. i had the worst headache at work. ewe. yeah. it was bad. didn't get out til seven. then my stupid car wouldn't move. it was like stuck in the parkinglot. so jenny had to help me get out! hahah. thank goodness for that girl! i swear!! came straight home. had plans with dan. but that was out of the question after i saw how roads were. i wasn't about to go anywhere. came home. took a nice long hot shower. whooow. love hot showers! =) watched 'teen mom' that show always makes me happy! i love it! hahaha. now bed. yawwwwn. i'm so tiredddd. blah. wake me up when 2010 ends. seriously. ha.
nightie lover faces.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
monday. december 28. o9
lets see. hello everyone. look. i'm actually doing this ON MONDAY! whooow. k so i woke up today. after pressing snooze only a million times. =) got up and got ready for work. sugar was on her leash downstairs. i kind of forgot about her while i was getting ready and when i came downstairs to leave she was sleepin on the lovesac. oh so cute. =) i love her. so i was actually early for work. like five minutes. i would have been earlier if i didn't have to call the hotel and book it. and they didnt even ask for my credit card this time. so weird. anyways, its booked! whooow. work went well. we were busy. it was good though. jenny stepped on my foot and she was like 'oh no. i think chirelle needs to go home for the day!' hahah. she enjoys hurting me, i swear! bumping my head, steppin on my feet. hahaha. it was funny. got off work at six thirty. called mom because bonnie's surprise 40th birthday party was tonight. she said 'bonnie's not here! hurry. oh wait. she's pullin up. quiet quiet. . . SURPRISE!!!' oh bummer. i was in ogden. sucks. because if i would have gotten off on time, at six. i would have made it. blah. headed over anyways. even though i was late. walked in and said 'supriiiise?' hahaha it was good. i love catching up with thee family. jasons getting surgery tomorrow. and ashley's in the hospital having her baby. hers and trevors. so they werent there, obviously. i can't believe it! weird that he'll be a daddy. weird weird. i told grandpa i wanted one of his cameras for college. sheesh he has a million! i swear. hhaha. we'll see what happens. =) came home after. watched hoarders with thee family. sugar like broke her leg. my sister was running earlier and sugar was chasing her and then she just stopped and started yelping! so shes babying her left leg now. and can't walk and yeahh its pretty bad. we gave her this pain medication. and she was out shortly after. so hopefully tomorrow she'll feel better. we will see. well. nightie time. i'm exhaustedddd. night. =)
Saturday, December 26, 2009
sunday. december 27, o9
wednesday. so i went christmas shopping at oldnavy for socks. and rue 21 for some other things. then workiiiie. so i freaking slammed my head a million times at work today. once on the counter. i dropped a label on the ground, reached down to get it and SLAM. when i came up. ouuuuch. it hurt so bad. like knocked me out for a second i swear. =( i couldnt function! then jenny was putting lotion on her hands and i dropped my pen or something so i reached down to get it and she moved right above my head and WAM i banged it on her elbow. =( she was like 'uhh you hit so hard that it messed up your hair. you might want to go fix it.' ahh. =( mick met me at work after. and we went to old navy to return something. then to rue 21. bought some cute bras. they've got frilly stuff on them though. and bows. HAAHA. i told my sister i'd just cut them off. =) then we went to the timbermine and met up with jenny and chris there. then everyone at work with their 'significant other' hahah. oh boy. its VERY weird to see people's significant other after you hear so much about them at work. because you get this own visual image in your mind then you see them and its completely different. and everyone knows i have a big fetish with noses right? i HATE people with big noses. well freaking a million people had a huuuuge nose. i couldn't even see their face! seriously. it was bad. hahaha. me and jenny and chris and michayla talked. gossiped! hahaha. troy sat by us and talked with us. and his date, haylee. she was adorable! she talked to me about utah state and such. =) she loved it there. she was like ugh i'm so jealous! party for me please! hahah. left there around nine and came home. oh man. i forgot. when they gave me my prime rib i just set it aside. and the lady comes over 'is your prime rib okay?' i'm like yeahhh but i'm a vegetarian so i just wanted to take it home. so she went and got me a box and i was like about to vomit all over because of all the blood. it was soo gross! jenny was laughing so hard! oh boy. hahaha.
thursday. so i got called in early. i knew i would. got to work around ten. which is a good thing i took those stuff back lastnight before the work christmas party. because i wouldnt have had time today. work was soo busy. soooo busy. we closed at four. hospital for lunch. then back to work. me and jenny were in charge of destoying all the returns. so we sat in denises office and punched out a million cards. ha. it wasnt bad though. we were in there for like two hours. just talking. hahaha. basically. i mean we got all the stuff done, well cards anyways. we were working our butts off. but it was nice to get away from everyone and talk. ha. i'm pretty sure everyone there hates us because we work together so much. hahaha. hmm. we ended up getting out at four thirty because of an admit from hurricane at four. booo. it was stupid. but it was still LIGHT outside when we got out. how weird is that! hahah. =) came home real quick to get my camera card. then walmart. stupid photocenter lady had a sign that said closes at six. and it was five thirty. if that. and she was like no we're closed. uh your stupid sign says you still have at least a half an hour! ugh. see if i ever give you my business again. pft. yeahhh right. ha. shopped. ran into taryn from highschool. i hear 'chirelle?' turned around and she was like HIIII. hahaha. i haven't seen her since literally the last day of school. wow. so long ago! then while we were talking trevor tanissa's brother walked by me and i was like hiii. so we all sat and talked for a min. then he left and then i left. came home. taco stuff for dinner. yum. deep fried tacos basically. different. but yummy. spent time with thee family. mick gave them her photo book for christmas. then i finished jess' photo i'm giving her. its cute right?
i hope she likes it! ahh. she better. i drew that myself!! hahaha. =) bed after a while. and i even heard santa!! he came through the garage. weird. =)
friday. MERRY CHRISTMASSSSS!! =) mick brought sugar in and sugar jumped all over my face wishing me a merry christmas. breakfast burritos. =) yum. then presents around ten! hahaha. ahh. i love christmas! i got a plethera of gifts. =) including such things as a blender, toaster, towels, more towels, two knife sets, mini fridge, microwave, more tupperware, printer, bed set, vacuum, coat, pots and pans, cookie sheets and cake pans, electric blanket, a wayyy cool blanket my sister made me. with pictures on it. hoodies, sweat pants, etc. it was a nice christmas. thats for sure. we all freaking cried a million times though. with the picture blanket. and the picture book. and the three calenders. oh boy. emotional christmas! hahah. good tears. =) got ready after. moved most of my stuff to the basement. and some upstairs. got ready. then don's house for family christmas party. it was fun. talked to cami most of the time. she made these yummy oreo things. cream cheese and oreos. rolled in teddy grams. =) sooo good!! =) it was nice over there. casey tried to get me to hook up jayden and bryson's lap top computers to internet. pft. i dont know how! i helped all i could. but he needs to hook it to the router. or whatever. came home after. jess came over. we switched presents. she liked her picture frame i made for justin. =)
saturday. daddy called me and woke me up. laid in bed. then dan called me and asked if i needed boxes. yes. so he said he'd bring them down from logan because he was coming down anyways. so i got up and got ready. but he had plans down in salt lake. i was like okay thats fine. so i laid around. bored. i packed a little bit. i packed jammies. =) whooow. ha. nick came and got me and we went to FOUR t mobile places. =( no such luck finding my samsung behold. the first one. they discontinued it. so they only have the second one. =( i like the second one, not as much. but i like it still. but its kinda pretty spendy. =( asdlkfjsl. frustration. so i told nick i would look around and see what i like and let him know. maybe i'll just send him like five different ones and let him pick. came home and headed to jess'. jess, ashlee, and myself watched julie and julia. it was . . . . stupid. ha. eh. i fell asleep and ashlee started tickling my feet. that butt. hahah. after we all went and talked downstairs. ashlee decided shes going into phlebotomy! hahah. i told her that i was glad i was there when she made her career decision! hahaha. she's so funny. hahahaha. =) dan came over and brought those boxes. hahah. so i thought he was coming from salt lake so i told him to turn left once he got off the exit and so he did. then i said k you'll pass two maveriks. and then he calls uhh i'm at a dead end. 2600 e. i'm like what the crap. he was coming from riverdale and turned left. so he was like on the mountain! i was like nooo you need to come down to 2000 w! hahahaha. it was kind of funny. ahh! =) came home and bedddd.
sunday. woke up around eleven thirty. yeah talk about lazy butttt. =) laundry. then packeddd. got ready. and packed some more. i think i'm mostly packed? eh i have no idea. i have too much stuff. its like do i want this, do i not want this? i mean i could probably take what i have up there and then figure out if i need anything else? you know what i mean. eh. yeah. patrick came down at five. and i went to the airport with him to pick up his friend ruby. then he brought me home. watched 'land of the lost' with thee family. stuuuupid. i couldnt even finish it. i had to walk away. ha. came upstairs. got ready for bed and talked to mommy about packing and such. long day. and i haven't even been awake twelve hours yet. and i'm exhausted. its only eleven. =) nightie night kids.
thursday. so i got called in early. i knew i would. got to work around ten. which is a good thing i took those stuff back lastnight before the work christmas party. because i wouldnt have had time today. work was soo busy. soooo busy. we closed at four. hospital for lunch. then back to work. me and jenny were in charge of destoying all the returns. so we sat in denises office and punched out a million cards. ha. it wasnt bad though. we were in there for like two hours. just talking. hahaha. basically. i mean we got all the stuff done, well cards anyways. we were working our butts off. but it was nice to get away from everyone and talk. ha. i'm pretty sure everyone there hates us because we work together so much. hahaha. hmm. we ended up getting out at four thirty because of an admit from hurricane at four. booo. it was stupid. but it was still LIGHT outside when we got out. how weird is that! hahah. =) came home real quick to get my camera card. then walmart. stupid photocenter lady had a sign that said closes at six. and it was five thirty. if that. and she was like no we're closed. uh your stupid sign says you still have at least a half an hour! ugh. see if i ever give you my business again. pft. yeahhh right. ha. shopped. ran into taryn from highschool. i hear 'chirelle?' turned around and she was like HIIII. hahaha. i haven't seen her since literally the last day of school. wow. so long ago! then while we were talking trevor tanissa's brother walked by me and i was like hiii. so we all sat and talked for a min. then he left and then i left. came home. taco stuff for dinner. yum. deep fried tacos basically. different. but yummy. spent time with thee family. mick gave them her photo book for christmas. then i finished jess' photo i'm giving her. its cute right?
i hope she likes it! ahh. she better. i drew that myself!! hahaha. =) bed after a while. and i even heard santa!! he came through the garage. weird. =)friday. MERRY CHRISTMASSSSS!! =) mick brought sugar in and sugar jumped all over my face wishing me a merry christmas. breakfast burritos. =) yum. then presents around ten! hahaha. ahh. i love christmas! i got a plethera of gifts. =) including such things as a blender, toaster, towels, more towels, two knife sets, mini fridge, microwave, more tupperware, printer, bed set, vacuum, coat, pots and pans, cookie sheets and cake pans, electric blanket, a wayyy cool blanket my sister made me. with pictures on it. hoodies, sweat pants, etc. it was a nice christmas. thats for sure. we all freaking cried a million times though. with the picture blanket. and the picture book. and the three calenders. oh boy. emotional christmas! hahah. good tears. =) got ready after. moved most of my stuff to the basement. and some upstairs. got ready. then don's house for family christmas party. it was fun. talked to cami most of the time. she made these yummy oreo things. cream cheese and oreos. rolled in teddy grams. =) sooo good!! =) it was nice over there. casey tried to get me to hook up jayden and bryson's lap top computers to internet. pft. i dont know how! i helped all i could. but he needs to hook it to the router. or whatever. came home after. jess came over. we switched presents. she liked her picture frame i made for justin. =)
saturday. daddy called me and woke me up. laid in bed. then dan called me and asked if i needed boxes. yes. so he said he'd bring them down from logan because he was coming down anyways. so i got up and got ready. but he had plans down in salt lake. i was like okay thats fine. so i laid around. bored. i packed a little bit. i packed jammies. =) whooow. ha. nick came and got me and we went to FOUR t mobile places. =( no such luck finding my samsung behold. the first one. they discontinued it. so they only have the second one. =( i like the second one, not as much. but i like it still. but its kinda pretty spendy. =( asdlkfjsl. frustration. so i told nick i would look around and see what i like and let him know. maybe i'll just send him like five different ones and let him pick. came home and headed to jess'. jess, ashlee, and myself watched julie and julia. it was . . . . stupid. ha. eh. i fell asleep and ashlee started tickling my feet. that butt. hahah. after we all went and talked downstairs. ashlee decided shes going into phlebotomy! hahah. i told her that i was glad i was there when she made her career decision! hahaha. she's so funny. hahahaha. =) dan came over and brought those boxes. hahah. so i thought he was coming from salt lake so i told him to turn left once he got off the exit and so he did. then i said k you'll pass two maveriks. and then he calls uhh i'm at a dead end. 2600 e. i'm like what the crap. he was coming from riverdale and turned left. so he was like on the mountain! i was like nooo you need to come down to 2000 w! hahahaha. it was kind of funny. ahh! =) came home and bedddd.
sunday. woke up around eleven thirty. yeah talk about lazy butttt. =) laundry. then packeddd. got ready. and packed some more. i think i'm mostly packed? eh i have no idea. i have too much stuff. its like do i want this, do i not want this? i mean i could probably take what i have up there and then figure out if i need anything else? you know what i mean. eh. yeah. patrick came down at five. and i went to the airport with him to pick up his friend ruby. then he brought me home. watched 'land of the lost' with thee family. stuuuupid. i couldnt even finish it. i had to walk away. ha. came upstairs. got ready for bed and talked to mommy about packing and such. long day. and i haven't even been awake twelve hours yet. and i'm exhausted. its only eleven. =) nightie night kids.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
tuesady. december 22. o9
sunday. i did NOTHING. was planning on playing with aaron. but that didn't happen. so i laid around and did nothing. argued with dad later. i was so frustrated i almost walked out. i kept yelling 'good thing i'm moving out!' freak. so upset.
monday: workieee. it went well! jenny kept asking me to help her wrap christmas presents. shooot i still NEED to GO christmas shopping. i'm not done! =( jess called and asked if i wanted to go to temple square with her after work. so i got off around six. and headed to temple square at seven. with ashlee, jess, nate, and josh. so basically my other family! ah!! it was so freaking fun! =) temple square was gorgeous!! i love it up there. its sooo pretty. i went into the new conference building. for the first time, ever. jess was like what?! you've never been here?! nooo. i haven't. first time for everything. jess says 'so next year we will be here with justin and kennington' uhhh yes we will. =) only a few more months. okay so like seven. but still. four for jess. freaking lucky girl! so on our way home from temple square we were getting on the freeway and the stupid girl in front of us SLAMS on her brakes in the middle of entering the freeway! we had to swerve to not hit her. then the car behind us had to do the same. it was horrible. so then there were like seven cars piled up waiting for this stupid girl! ugh. so frustrating. finally we got going. pulled off in centerville to get hot chocolate. yummy french vanilla cappuccino. =) not as good as DATC was. but still. freaking ashlee was so crazy in the car. she was out of control! we were all screaming songs though. ahhh! so much fun! it was hilarious. then josh says 'my tust buds are burned!' i'm like uhhh tush buds?! hahahah. it was so funny. =) jess' house after. we chatted with eric on msn. webcam and such. =) i was sooo tired. came home. bed.
tuesday: i could not sleep worth my life. i'm stressed out about freaking everything. =( its not good. so i finally got up around eight fourty five ish. eh. showered. and got ready. left home around ten thirty and headed to the layton mall. got jess some underwear. because we always do underwear for christmas. except freaking american eagle doesn't sell underwear anymore. stuuuupid. so victoria secrets it was. they didn't have much of a selection. =( bummer. got heidi some lingerie. =) she'll LOVE it! hahaha. that was so awkward buying that. i'm sure they girl that rang up my stuff was like 'dang. i know what you're getting your boyfriend for christmas' ewe. hahahahah! not this year baby, no boyfriend this year. thank goodness. boyfriends are stupid. =) hahah. late to work. because it was snowing and drivers are stupid 'OH NO! THERES WHITE STUFF FALLING FROM THE SKY! COME TO A STOP!' uh no. keep driving you stupids! >=( work went . . . suckie. kassidy complains that she's fat so she has to eat vegetables and i'm like k you can't even donate blood. and your ring is too big for your finger and its a size four and a half. shut up! you need to eat more. then sam has to one up everyones conversations. if you have a pet monkey, she has seven pet monkeys and a lion! its ridiculous. seriously. and sam messed up ALOT today. like she was filling then i went to seal her filled meds. and it was like wrong medication. or wrong amount. or they were supposed to be cut in half and not full tablets. stupid stuff. but still! that stuff would be sent back if i didn't catch it. and i'm not talking about one or two things. i'm talking about like twenty! seriously. it was bothersome. then everyone has to leave early and leave me and christy there. ugh. blah. we didn't get done til almost seven. hurried to tasty's to see megan. and sheesh we gossiped forever! and i told her everything, and she told me everything. it was VERY good to get things out in the open though. =) really. i love her! she's so freaking cute!! she's most definitely my bestfriend. AND she got me the best christmas gift ever. =) pepper spray. =) keychain pepper spray! its lovely. its on my keychain now. =) i love it!! went to the church. for cherrelle's mommy's viewing. =( her mommy passed away a few nights ago. she looked so cute though! =( i felt so bad though i waited in line til makenzie saw me and told cherrelle i was there. then she came and got me and was like 'come stand in line with me!' hahah. she's cute. =) left after a bit. came home. ate dinnnnna. and then called jenny talked to her for a bit on the phone. then my mommy got all of us together and read this poem she made for us. for christmas. it was cute. =) and sooo true! i loved it. =) she's a very talented poem writer. i wish i could write poems. psh. i was i could write anything with talent. then bed. well here. i watched teen mom. i LOVE that show. i know i say that every week. but really. =) well. bed time. i need to go shopping again tomorrow morning. =( niiiightie night.
THREE DAYS TIL CHRISTMAS!! =)
monday: workieee. it went well! jenny kept asking me to help her wrap christmas presents. shooot i still NEED to GO christmas shopping. i'm not done! =( jess called and asked if i wanted to go to temple square with her after work. so i got off around six. and headed to temple square at seven. with ashlee, jess, nate, and josh. so basically my other family! ah!! it was so freaking fun! =) temple square was gorgeous!! i love it up there. its sooo pretty. i went into the new conference building. for the first time, ever. jess was like what?! you've never been here?! nooo. i haven't. first time for everything. jess says 'so next year we will be here with justin and kennington' uhhh yes we will. =) only a few more months. okay so like seven. but still. four for jess. freaking lucky girl! so on our way home from temple square we were getting on the freeway and the stupid girl in front of us SLAMS on her brakes in the middle of entering the freeway! we had to swerve to not hit her. then the car behind us had to do the same. it was horrible. so then there were like seven cars piled up waiting for this stupid girl! ugh. so frustrating. finally we got going. pulled off in centerville to get hot chocolate. yummy french vanilla cappuccino. =) not as good as DATC was. but still. freaking ashlee was so crazy in the car. she was out of control! we were all screaming songs though. ahhh! so much fun! it was hilarious. then josh says 'my tust buds are burned!' i'm like uhhh tush buds?! hahahah. it was so funny. =) jess' house after. we chatted with eric on msn. webcam and such. =) i was sooo tired. came home. bed.
tuesday: i could not sleep worth my life. i'm stressed out about freaking everything. =( its not good. so i finally got up around eight fourty five ish. eh. showered. and got ready. left home around ten thirty and headed to the layton mall. got jess some underwear. because we always do underwear for christmas. except freaking american eagle doesn't sell underwear anymore. stuuuupid. so victoria secrets it was. they didn't have much of a selection. =( bummer. got heidi some lingerie. =) she'll LOVE it! hahaha. that was so awkward buying that. i'm sure they girl that rang up my stuff was like 'dang. i know what you're getting your boyfriend for christmas' ewe. hahahahah! not this year baby, no boyfriend this year. thank goodness. boyfriends are stupid. =) hahah. late to work. because it was snowing and drivers are stupid 'OH NO! THERES WHITE STUFF FALLING FROM THE SKY! COME TO A STOP!' uh no. keep driving you stupids! >=( work went . . . suckie. kassidy complains that she's fat so she has to eat vegetables and i'm like k you can't even donate blood. and your ring is too big for your finger and its a size four and a half. shut up! you need to eat more. then sam has to one up everyones conversations. if you have a pet monkey, she has seven pet monkeys and a lion! its ridiculous. seriously. and sam messed up ALOT today. like she was filling then i went to seal her filled meds. and it was like wrong medication. or wrong amount. or they were supposed to be cut in half and not full tablets. stupid stuff. but still! that stuff would be sent back if i didn't catch it. and i'm not talking about one or two things. i'm talking about like twenty! seriously. it was bothersome. then everyone has to leave early and leave me and christy there. ugh. blah. we didn't get done til almost seven. hurried to tasty's to see megan. and sheesh we gossiped forever! and i told her everything, and she told me everything. it was VERY good to get things out in the open though. =) really. i love her! she's so freaking cute!! she's most definitely my bestfriend. AND she got me the best christmas gift ever. =) pepper spray. =) keychain pepper spray! its lovely. its on my keychain now. =) i love it!! went to the church. for cherrelle's mommy's viewing. =( her mommy passed away a few nights ago. she looked so cute though! =( i felt so bad though i waited in line til makenzie saw me and told cherrelle i was there. then she came and got me and was like 'come stand in line with me!' hahah. she's cute. =) left after a bit. came home. ate dinnnnna. and then called jenny talked to her for a bit on the phone. then my mommy got all of us together and read this poem she made for us. for christmas. it was cute. =) and sooo true! i loved it. =) she's a very talented poem writer. i wish i could write poems. psh. i was i could write anything with talent. then bed. well here. i watched teen mom. i LOVE that show. i know i say that every week. but really. =) well. bed time. i need to go shopping again tomorrow morning. =( niiiightie night.
THREE DAYS TIL CHRISTMAS!! =)
Friday, December 18, 2009
sunday. december 20. o9
wednesday : so i was late to work. because i had to haul out all the stinkin jam boxes! ha. those things are heavvy. got to work. work went well. =) after work i headed for the bowling alley. we got out a bit late so i was slightly late getting there. parked and mom and this other guy helped me bring stuff in. which was nice of them. oh my. people were lining up for their stuff! and buying more stuff. one guy bought 76 dollars worth of stuff from me! hahaha. at the end of the night i said 'so dad. aren't you going to pay for my college now' he's like i aint your daddy. i'm like come on! you could be!! hahaha. it was kind of funny. =) he's like 'how much is in that box?' uh 10 syrups. then hands me fourty bucks. haha. so i sold COMPLETELY out. it was nice. =) lyndee's brother spencer came over and bought some. then his wife nicki came over and wanted some. and she was plastered. it was so funny. so spencer walked away and nicki went to find four dollars. came back with a hand full of bills all over. =) spencer came over and was like what are you doing? i already bought some. and she stuffs it in her shirt. the money. and said 'i'm nottt buying anythaaang' hahaha. then he was like 'good! keep that four dollars we need that for christmas!' hahah. then he walked away and she bought some. then she kept dropping money all over the place like . . dropped the same quarter probably six times. not even kidding. it was so funny. she then told us a story about how the car wash gave her gold coins, which were gold dollars. hahah. and then she said she likes jam better than jelly because she likes to pick out the seeds with her teeth. and then she was like spencer do you have crunchy seeds? i was like oh man. this conversation is getting a bit r rated! hahaha. it was so funny. my mom was like 'you should have seen your face chirelle! you were like what the crap is going on!' hahaha. it was quite a funny night. as much as i hate people drinking, i love drunken people. hahaha. they're so freaking funny and clueless. =) after i came home. not a good night. i knew something was up. i had a horrible feeling in my tummy.
thursday : got up at like seven thirty. took sugar to the vet, she had to get her girl parts out. so she can't have little baby sugars running around. =( came home and watched 'teen mom' i'm obsessed with that show! i loveee it! seriously. i wish it was on like everyday! hahah. patrick called me this morning. eh talked about jam stuff. i told him i sold completely out. he was impressed! hahah. i'm just good like that, baby!! stopped by the dentist before work to get my bleach trays! yay!! workie. i lovee workie. thursdays are the best. =) me and jenny went over to the hospital for lunch. i vented thee whole time. ha. it was fun venting. she gives very good advice, she should be a therapist! seriously! she's good. freaking choir kids at the hospital took forever! so we stood there with our food waiting for them to be done coming down the stairs. for like FIVE minutes. we're like uh how many of them are there?! so many! that's for sure. lunch was not split today, which made it nice. =) hm. good day. =) stopped by bowling alley after work. dropped off a few jams. not many. like nine. then came home. i was pretttty mad. so i came home, changed into a hoodie. and headed out the door for nicks. mom was like what's wrong. i said 'i am very upset. and frustrated' and shut the door and left. called jess on my way to nicks. and well. lets just say it was not a good conversation. by the time i reached nicks house i was bawling my face off. got in nick's car. and continued bawling. nick said alot of 'eff him.' and 'eff thems' ha. but that doesnt change the fact of what happened, happened. blah. i was pretty upset and hurt. needless to say. ha. i've never heard so much about curb biting? is that was its called? ha. whatever. dinner with nick. and then back to nick's to get my car. and went and played with jess. i love her. she most def. makes everything better. i love it! we talked in her room. and vented and caught up on gossip. then we came over to my house. patrick called and apologized. and jess cleaned out my closet for me. she said 'k i'm pulling out clothes. you choose 1, you're keeping it here. 2, packing it for college. 3, giving it away. 4, sisters.' ha. so we had big piles on my bed all over. and we threw away soooo much stuff. it was crazy. i should have taken a before picture. but all i took was after. my closet is naked! there's nothing in there!
weird huh! we had to take all the trash out. except our trash can was FULL already. good thing it was trash night. so we ran around the neighborhood throwing trash away in other people's garbage cans. hahaha. =) priceless. aaron called and i talked to him for a bit about spring break plans. ahh! =) i'm excited for spring break. and its not even january yet. hahaha. me and jess laid around gossiping again. ha. we do that best. she left around twelve thirty. bedtime.
friday : woke up. weird not having sugar around. ha. we'll pick her up from her surgery tonight. got ready. and headed off to work. it was a gooood day. i learned alot. like 'horny goat weed' yeah, its over the counter viagra! weeeird. me and sam thought braden was making it up then he's like no its real stuff! we sold it at albertsons! oh my. weird! we have some BLUNT conversations at the pharmacy. like how they check for prostate cancer on boys. they go up their bum and feel. ewe. and then we talked about pap smears. i guess theres a commercial that says 'if you love your wife, get her a pap smear for christmas' uh could you imagine! here honey, its a pap smear. uh no i would be PISSED. hahaha. i can't believe they have commercials for that. really! thats so weird. then we talked about having babies. and how no one should ever want to see that happen! jenny's brothers wife was having a baby. and jenny's mom wanted to be in and watch. it was kind of funny. like eweee who would want to watch that. thats my privates! no one should see that!! hhahah. jenny is hilarious. =) after work i came home. sugar was soo hyper. i'm like uh really?! aren't you tired?! no she was her normal self! =) she had this cone mick was like 'put the cone on her head!' she was running into the walls and stuff. awh. so sad! hahaha. so we took it off. got ready and mick and me headed up to ogden to the terrace playhouse for the improv comedy show. i picked up megan on the way. met up with kendrick. and then headed over there. kendrick got a picture of me and megan with santa!
i was laughing so hard. he was like 'do you want a candycane?!' kendrick was like uh no. i'm alright. 'are you suuuure' hahaha. it was so funny. jenny and camille met up with us there. and then camilles friend. they were so cute. and i miss camille! i haven't seen her in forever! the show went well. it was so funny. =) i think everyone had a good time. shoot. there was this boy sitting by himself and kendrick was like yelling at him to come sit by us. but he couldn't hear. it was so funny though. then a girl flipped him off for pointing at them to get the boys attention. but instead she just flipped him off. =) ahh! hahaha. home around one. then bed around two thirty. ish. a little after two thirty am.
saturday : i heard 'its a love story baby just say yessss' i was like what the crap. i looked at my phone and marcus was calling me. i'm like what the crap. so i answer it. he's like uh do you know you're supposed to be working i'm like no!! ugh. so he said he'd call adam in. so then i texted him saying i could come in if he needed. so he texted back asking if i'd go in. yess. so i headed in. it was SO foggy outside. i mean i couldnt see two feet in front of my car. it was horrrrible!! got to work and marcus says 'goodmorning sunshine!' ugh. i looked like yuck. ha. i didn't even put on makeup or anything. ewe. work went well. marcus made me a breakfast burrito. because we were both starving. =) i worked front. some guy came in with a piece of paper and said 'this is what i need' and at the bottom of the order it said i love you. he's like 'uh just dont worry about the i love you part' weiiiird. ha. some cute family asked me to take their picture. the little boy was throwing candy at me and laughing. hahaha. it was cute. it made for a cute picture! work went well. i left at eleven. came home. showered. and patrick came over. we attempted to make soup. but i was too tired. so he made soup. ha. then he made rice crispy treats. except i helped. laid down for a bit. while he talked. sugar was driving me crazy. peeing all over the place! and pooping all over. ugh. she was horrible today! she's usually not this bad. patrick left around five fifteen. then i had to hurry and get ready for the family christmas party. headed out with daddy and michayla. we met up with mom at jay's house for her side of the christmas party. it was good!! i loveee family christmas parties! =) sat by stacy and ate and talked. i went and gtot a piece of pie stuff and i came back over and said 'dont say a word! i already know this is going straight to my butt!' she laughed and said 'okay i wont say anything.' hahaha. its a joke we've had for years. every time i go to eat cake or anything sweet she says 'chirelle, that'll go straight to your butt!' hahaha. its silly. so we played that one game where you draw a piece of paper and act it out after we ate. then we sang a few christmas songs. and then opened presents. it was chaotic! i tell you what. i didnt know where to look! everyone was just ripping into presents. so they were like NOOOO. it needs to be more organized. so they did youngest to oldest. i got a thirty dollar gas gift card from cameron. YES! which will be wonderful for college! and then i got a 16 gig flash drive from my grandparents for college. niiiiice work huh. thats alot of space!! cameron came over and sang a song for me and my mom called like 'ring those bells' or something. it was cute. like instead of jingle bells. very cute. he's adorable. joey and i didnt talk the whole time, or make eye contact til the very end. and his girlfriend was upstairs and we gave each other the biggest hug ever. and like didn't let go! awh. i miss him so much. =( stupid girlfriend of his is jealous of me. uh k i'm a cousin! i'm not about to try to get with my cousin, stupid girl. i dont like her. whatever. i told Jay that i only needed one semester of college to get my MRS. he was like WHAT?! does you dad know about this?! because if you were my daughter you wouldnt be leaving my house!! hahah. my dad was like yeah i've heard the story. and rolled his eyes and said she better not be coming home with any college boys. hahahaha. =) left Jay's house around 10:30 pm. i was soo tired and had the worst headache from lack of sleep. =( came home. and went to bed. i was exhausted.
sunday : woke up around ten thirty. i was sooo tired. it was like a struggle to get up! i haven't done anything yet. aaron got home lastnight. so i'm hoping i get to see him today. awh. i miss him sooo much! you dont even know. =) well. i'll let you know later. peace out my little babies.
FIVE DAYS TIL CHRISTMASSSSS!!!!
thursday : got up at like seven thirty. took sugar to the vet, she had to get her girl parts out. so she can't have little baby sugars running around. =( came home and watched 'teen mom' i'm obsessed with that show! i loveee it! seriously. i wish it was on like everyday! hahah. patrick called me this morning. eh talked about jam stuff. i told him i sold completely out. he was impressed! hahah. i'm just good like that, baby!! stopped by the dentist before work to get my bleach trays! yay!! workie. i lovee workie. thursdays are the best. =) me and jenny went over to the hospital for lunch. i vented thee whole time. ha. it was fun venting. she gives very good advice, she should be a therapist! seriously! she's good. freaking choir kids at the hospital took forever! so we stood there with our food waiting for them to be done coming down the stairs. for like FIVE minutes. we're like uh how many of them are there?! so many! that's for sure. lunch was not split today, which made it nice. =) hm. good day. =) stopped by bowling alley after work. dropped off a few jams. not many. like nine. then came home. i was pretttty mad. so i came home, changed into a hoodie. and headed out the door for nicks. mom was like what's wrong. i said 'i am very upset. and frustrated' and shut the door and left. called jess on my way to nicks. and well. lets just say it was not a good conversation. by the time i reached nicks house i was bawling my face off. got in nick's car. and continued bawling. nick said alot of 'eff him.' and 'eff thems' ha. but that doesnt change the fact of what happened, happened. blah. i was pretty upset and hurt. needless to say. ha. i've never heard so much about curb biting? is that was its called? ha. whatever. dinner with nick. and then back to nick's to get my car. and went and played with jess. i love her. she most def. makes everything better. i love it! we talked in her room. and vented and caught up on gossip. then we came over to my house. patrick called and apologized. and jess cleaned out my closet for me. she said 'k i'm pulling out clothes. you choose 1, you're keeping it here. 2, packing it for college. 3, giving it away. 4, sisters.' ha. so we had big piles on my bed all over. and we threw away soooo much stuff. it was crazy. i should have taken a before picture. but all i took was after. my closet is naked! there's nothing in there!
weird huh! we had to take all the trash out. except our trash can was FULL already. good thing it was trash night. so we ran around the neighborhood throwing trash away in other people's garbage cans. hahaha. =) priceless. aaron called and i talked to him for a bit about spring break plans. ahh! =) i'm excited for spring break. and its not even january yet. hahaha. me and jess laid around gossiping again. ha. we do that best. she left around twelve thirty. bedtime.friday : woke up. weird not having sugar around. ha. we'll pick her up from her surgery tonight. got ready. and headed off to work. it was a gooood day. i learned alot. like 'horny goat weed' yeah, its over the counter viagra! weeeird. me and sam thought braden was making it up then he's like no its real stuff! we sold it at albertsons! oh my. weird! we have some BLUNT conversations at the pharmacy. like how they check for prostate cancer on boys. they go up their bum and feel. ewe. and then we talked about pap smears. i guess theres a commercial that says 'if you love your wife, get her a pap smear for christmas' uh could you imagine! here honey, its a pap smear. uh no i would be PISSED. hahaha. i can't believe they have commercials for that. really! thats so weird. then we talked about having babies. and how no one should ever want to see that happen! jenny's brothers wife was having a baby. and jenny's mom wanted to be in and watch. it was kind of funny. like eweee who would want to watch that. thats my privates! no one should see that!! hhahah. jenny is hilarious. =) after work i came home. sugar was soo hyper. i'm like uh really?! aren't you tired?! no she was her normal self! =) she had this cone mick was like 'put the cone on her head!' she was running into the walls and stuff. awh. so sad! hahaha. so we took it off. got ready and mick and me headed up to ogden to the terrace playhouse for the improv comedy show. i picked up megan on the way. met up with kendrick. and then headed over there. kendrick got a picture of me and megan with santa!
i was laughing so hard. he was like 'do you want a candycane?!' kendrick was like uh no. i'm alright. 'are you suuuure' hahaha. it was so funny. jenny and camille met up with us there. and then camilles friend. they were so cute. and i miss camille! i haven't seen her in forever! the show went well. it was so funny. =) i think everyone had a good time. shoot. there was this boy sitting by himself and kendrick was like yelling at him to come sit by us. but he couldn't hear. it was so funny though. then a girl flipped him off for pointing at them to get the boys attention. but instead she just flipped him off. =) ahh! hahaha. home around one. then bed around two thirty. ish. a little after two thirty am.saturday : i heard 'its a love story baby just say yessss' i was like what the crap. i looked at my phone and marcus was calling me. i'm like what the crap. so i answer it. he's like uh do you know you're supposed to be working i'm like no!! ugh. so he said he'd call adam in. so then i texted him saying i could come in if he needed. so he texted back asking if i'd go in. yess. so i headed in. it was SO foggy outside. i mean i couldnt see two feet in front of my car. it was horrrrible!! got to work and marcus says 'goodmorning sunshine!' ugh. i looked like yuck. ha. i didn't even put on makeup or anything. ewe. work went well. marcus made me a breakfast burrito. because we were both starving. =) i worked front. some guy came in with a piece of paper and said 'this is what i need' and at the bottom of the order it said i love you. he's like 'uh just dont worry about the i love you part' weiiiird. ha. some cute family asked me to take their picture. the little boy was throwing candy at me and laughing. hahaha. it was cute. it made for a cute picture! work went well. i left at eleven. came home. showered. and patrick came over. we attempted to make soup. but i was too tired. so he made soup. ha. then he made rice crispy treats. except i helped. laid down for a bit. while he talked. sugar was driving me crazy. peeing all over the place! and pooping all over. ugh. she was horrible today! she's usually not this bad. patrick left around five fifteen. then i had to hurry and get ready for the family christmas party. headed out with daddy and michayla. we met up with mom at jay's house for her side of the christmas party. it was good!! i loveee family christmas parties! =) sat by stacy and ate and talked. i went and gtot a piece of pie stuff and i came back over and said 'dont say a word! i already know this is going straight to my butt!' she laughed and said 'okay i wont say anything.' hahaha. its a joke we've had for years. every time i go to eat cake or anything sweet she says 'chirelle, that'll go straight to your butt!' hahaha. its silly. so we played that one game where you draw a piece of paper and act it out after we ate. then we sang a few christmas songs. and then opened presents. it was chaotic! i tell you what. i didnt know where to look! everyone was just ripping into presents. so they were like NOOOO. it needs to be more organized. so they did youngest to oldest. i got a thirty dollar gas gift card from cameron. YES! which will be wonderful for college! and then i got a 16 gig flash drive from my grandparents for college. niiiiice work huh. thats alot of space!! cameron came over and sang a song for me and my mom called like 'ring those bells' or something. it was cute. like instead of jingle bells. very cute. he's adorable. joey and i didnt talk the whole time, or make eye contact til the very end. and his girlfriend was upstairs and we gave each other the biggest hug ever. and like didn't let go! awh. i miss him so much. =( stupid girlfriend of his is jealous of me. uh k i'm a cousin! i'm not about to try to get with my cousin, stupid girl. i dont like her. whatever. i told Jay that i only needed one semester of college to get my MRS. he was like WHAT?! does you dad know about this?! because if you were my daughter you wouldnt be leaving my house!! hahah. my dad was like yeah i've heard the story. and rolled his eyes and said she better not be coming home with any college boys. hahahaha. =) left Jay's house around 10:30 pm. i was soo tired and had the worst headache from lack of sleep. =( came home. and went to bed. i was exhausted.
sunday : woke up around ten thirty. i was sooo tired. it was like a struggle to get up! i haven't done anything yet. aaron got home lastnight. so i'm hoping i get to see him today. awh. i miss him sooo much! you dont even know. =) well. i'll let you know later. peace out my little babies.
FIVE DAYS TIL CHRISTMASSSSS!!!!
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
tuesday. december. 15. o9
friday. workie at noon. work went well. brain's wife came in and ordered a big order of jam stuff. =) well. the gift packs. but i dont get much off of them. but still check for 39 bucks. whooow! go selling shiiiz! hahah. i need that money. so after work i met up with patrick and we went to noodles and delicious company. hahah. it was soo good. then we headed over to the mall. i got my sister a present. and then helped him get him mommy a gift. =) then he took me back to my car. i was pretty stand off ish. =( i'm awfully confused. like i want something then again i'm like 'chirelle, college is starting up. date around' and i dont want something. but . . . well needless to say its just confusion. came home and picked up my sister. we went up to ogden and went to this improv comedy show. so funny!! 'bella, i want to give you a fifteen karot. . me!' 'bella, i would marry you but . . i'm a christmas ordiment' sp. ha so funny. very good, off the wall. you do well!! =) after me and mick went to walmart and it was like freaking one in the morning. ran into tage. so awkward. because when we pulled up i said 'wow. look at that sexy truck! that looks like tage's' oh well it was. ha. awkward. anyways. came home. bed around like four in the morning. i wrapped mick's present with mom's help. ha.
saturday. did absolutely NOTHING. laid around. allll day. didn't even get ready. ha. lazy butt, i know.
sunday. did nothing all over again. i paid for my college though! $3,745 bucks. =( SHOOOOOT ME! and that doesn't include books. i attempted to pack for college. it got me no where. ha. oh well. tanned. burned. oh well. had a horrrrrible night. kind of sucks when the kid you're dating, and like. wants to date your bestfriend. yeahhh. not such a good night, at all. horrible no good very very very bad night. the end.
monday. dentist appointment at ten. 'you have perfect teeth!' why thank you. hahah. they even gave me free bleaching trays. well i did the molds. yummy gagging stuff. i get my bleaching stuff on well. next week. they said they'd call me. after. went to old navy. and then jess called me. and i was like basically yelling on the phone, so i had to leave. because i was livid pissed telling her about lastnight and such. =( then work. i was like fifteen minutes, at least, early. i parked in the handycapped parking spot and got PLENTY of crap for it. but sheesh. there was no where else to park!!! freaking sanders card shop takes up all the parking with their 'reserved parking spots' which hello. we know you dont see cards. pft. cards and coins, yeah right. more like weed and drugs! seriously. hahah. like during lunch we people watch and watch out the window at all the fellas going in there, and we KNOW they're not buying coins and cards. =) oh gosh. silly. kassidi got engaged over the weekend. so there was so much hype about that. and her ring is ugllly. we had split lunches and timmy and braden were like 'k that thing is so ugly i would never let my wife wear that! sure its HUGE but soo ugly!' hahah. it was like 3 karats. dang big. tooo gaudy for her fingers honestly. kind of funny though because she's like 'yeah i designed it and he just enlarged it' we're like yeahh its ugly. not cute. at all. mick came in to get her snowboarding boots out of my car. so then she moved my car for me. hahaha. because of braden! giving me so much crap! work went well. doctors after, i was half an hour late! ha. but it was pretty much a waste of 30 bucks. 'uh we can't do anything for you' well. you're stupid. so i need another appointment with another doctor. blah. money, you suck. came home. patrick brought stuff over. and well. we attempted to talk. but i mostly talked. he didn't know what to say, i guess? kind of sucks. i spill, and nothing is said. that happened with nick and kyson. so it sucks being on the other side of the wheel. i just need to learn to keep my mouth shut, and act like nothing matters. pft. why do i even care. stuuuuupid stupid stupid. =( jess came over for a bit. she wanted cookies. i said i haven't made them yet!! haha. she's silly. and i love her. most definately my bestfriend, forever!! me and patrick exchanged christmas gifts. i hope he liked what i got him. he said he liked gummy things. so i hope gummy bears worked. =) and ps patrick. my dad was VERY jealou of those. 'just give those to me! please! just open them and give them to me! COME ON!!!' it was like an endless fight! hahaha. i got cute aggies stuff. whooow! warm sockies and a cute stuffed animal named blue. =) hahah. went over to nick's after. we made cookies! like really made cookies. i dont know how to make cookies. so this was us making cookies.
see that person, thats him. 'nick! thats you' then we attempted to watch a movie. but it didnt work. so then we started watching wall-e. but i left like thirty minutes into it because he was fallin asleep and i was falling asleep. but he did go out and warm my car up for me. after i begged him of course. what a good little bean he is becoming. =) came home around one. bedtime.
see that person, thats him. 'nick! thats you' then we attempted to watch a movie. but it didnt work. so then we started watching wall-e. but i left like thirty minutes into it because he was fallin asleep and i was falling asleep. but he did go out and warm my car up for me. after i begged him of course. what a good little bean he is becoming. =) came home around one. bedtime.tuesday. workieeee. i hate tuesdays. but today wasn't that bad. so i got there and braden says 'so chirelle. how was your doctors appointment? oh wait. . . i take that question back. i dont want to know' and sam says 'yeahhh you dont know what kind of doctors appointment she had! so maybe you really DONT want to know!' hahaha. it was pretty funny. then like we were talking about co pays and braden says 'when you work retail you dont want to tell them what their copay is so then they get all mad and get on the phone saying the pharmacy doesn't have my medication! and you say yes its right here. then you say your co pay is $213. then all of a sudden they dont want it. what you were just complaining we wouldnt give it to you. now you dont want it?!' hahaha. it was pretty funny. and sooo freaking true!! ahahah. i love it! we had one medication come through today. freaking $988 FOR THE PHARMACY TO BUY IT! then of course we up that price. sheesh! it was for renal failure. or like a kidney transplant. so expensive. it was crazy. so this one guy calls us, from one of the homes. and he's gay i guess. well. the first day we met him was halloween, and he came in with a hotdog outfit on. so sam says 'whenever i hear him i just think of that hotdog outfit!' and ronnie says 'maybe he is a hotdog!' and me and sam both start laughing because we had the SAME thought go through our head at the same time 'maybe he LIKES hotdogs.' hahahaha. siiiick. kassidi didn't think it was as funny as me and sam. got out on time. ish. a little after. then puppy training class. i called aaron before hand. he didnt answer. he called me back during. i didnt answer. we played phone tag a few more times. then later we actually got ahold of each other. finalllly. we talked for a bit. i asked if he'd go to zoo lights with me. he said he would! whooow. lets see if he actually comes through with it. ha. i talked to quinton to make sure aaron isn't cheating on me with any of those crazy girls down there! then talked to aaron again. then hung up on him because he was being mean. he called me back. tender. ha. then we were getting off the phone i said bye and he said bye then i said WAIT! you didnt even tell me that you loved me! he said 'chirelle, i love you' awh. tendddder. hahaha. i can't wait for him to come home! hopefully he comes home friday! cross your fingers. because i NEED him to come home before sunday. because i neeeed to spend some time with him. after all, he is my future husband. he said 'i'll buy another cracker jack box for a ring' hahaha. i best be getting this twenty five cent ring when he comes down! tanissa is trying to set me up with some return missionary boy. that lives in cali, went on his mission to mexico. but is moving down here soon. she's so funny. she's miss match maker. i swear. =) so cute. well. off to bed. nightie night.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
thursday. december 10. o9
tuesday: got up and ready for work. ugh i hate tuesdays. work went okay. i just kind of keep my mouth shut. there's not much to say. i mean nothing ever exciting happens on tuesdays. they're kind of just a drag. after work i went to the mall. patrick called me and wanted to meet up. he was on his way back from slc to bear lake. and was almost by layton. i told him yes. i shopped a little at the mall. then met up with patrick. awh. =( his brother isn't doing well. the surgery didnt work i guess. so we just sat and talked in his truck. i feel horrible. my heart breaks seeing him all sad like that. and i come to a loss of words. because i know whatever i say wont help. i mean i dont have magic words that make everything better. =( it just kind of sucks. there's not much else to say. my prayers and thoughts go out to him and his cute family. =) thats for sure. went to tacobell afterwards and got dinner for thee family. the weirdie guy that helped me gave me a large drink, for free. he was wearing a trench coat. eh. very odd little beanhead. thats for sure! came home and ate dinner. talked with thee family. oh yes. i called housing during lunch today and got my rooming assignments. then called jess. i'm rooming in merrill 214. her dorm. just rooming with ashlee instead. eh. we will see how that goes. because i dont really careeee for ashlee. she's uh. like real weird. enough said. wish me luck!
hahaha. very nice huh. yeah the cat hated it. hahaha. =) well. that was about all i did tonight. eh. i dont feel very good now. my tummy hurts. nightie night.
wednesday: got up and ready for workie. i laid in bed forever. workie went well. i texted jenny saying 'yes! you're finally going to be at work' she texted back saying she took off. then she was kidding. that butt. at work tyson asked if i knew the difference between a seal and a sea lion. because he tells me random facts of the day, like everyday. so heres the difference sea lions can hold themselves up with their flippers. seals just scoot. and sea lions have ear lobes. seals do not. so then he says 'and plus. sea lions have a mane.' i said no they dont! wait. lions do. so i guess that makes sense. and i go on working. and tyson says 'uh chirelle. i was just kidding' oh man. that boy. i swear. him and jenny. sheesh. i told them we weren't friends. nope. but braden said he'd be my friend. whooow. one friend. hahaha. oh silly. i love work sometimes. after work i met up with mommy at the bowling alley to sell raspberry jams and such. i did very well. sold fifty seven bottles. a bunch of the drunk guys bought it from me. thank you for beer. i just hope next week when i show up with it they remember! HAHAHA. came home around nine. and showered. bedtime.
thursday: woke up earllly. like seven fourty. ortho appointment at eight. i was so tired. and i sat there forever before getting in! like half an hour. and then had a two minute appointment. ha. so he saw me on a date not too long ago. he was like 'how was your date' i was like yeahh i didnt have fun. he's like you looked like you were having fun. i said 'so i'm good at pretending!' hahaha. he laughed. i like him. he's rad. i'm done though! whooow! so he said let him know when my invisalign break, because they will eventually. and then he can get me a new retainer. or something similar. =) so i came home and went and changed into jammies and got my big blanket and cuddled up on the couch and watched 'teen mom' awh. i'm going to LOVE this series! its the next part of 'sixteen and pregnant' like how they live after they had their babies and such. mick came home from her assembly. she made peanut butter rice krispy treats. except she mixed them in a bowl ON THE STOVE. so it burned a hole through the bowl. and melted it all over. i was like what were you thinking. she was like well it was only on for a few minutes! HA! oh my lanta. got to work. and braden bought thirsty thursdays. yum. me and jenny went to tacotime for lunch. then back to the pharmacy. uh. okay for CII's the doctor has to fill out a three script prescription. and we can refill it when the patient is eighty percent gone with their medication. well braden wanted me to fill it out today. ugh. i hate math. so i the patient had 45 pills. and eighty percent from that is 36. so they had to have 36 of their pills gone before we could refill. and they were taking 1 pill every 8 hours. so three pills a day. which is 12 days. blah. i can figure out the math. but on the spot like that its just kind of horrible. then i had to find the doctors DEA number and such. pain. so i went off and did that and braden says 'well that shut chirelle up! i'm going to always give her those!' i said wow! nooo. braden we are no longer friends! i hate you' then they said 'well chirelle has no friends now. she just gave away jenny and tyson's friendship yesterday. and now bradens' HAHAHA. oh gosh. silly kids. =) work went well though. loveeed today. and i'm finally beginning to remember what goes on which shelves. like because we got new shelves and then the medications all got moved around so now i have to relearn the shelves. its a pain. because the pharmacy has a million meds! but i'm learning! =) whooow! we just did that on monday. so not too shabby. after work i met up with nick at the bowling alley to try to sell more. but it was a womans league and the girls dont buy. only the boys do. blah. so i only sold nine. boo. not good. then me and nick went to subway for dinner. i saw matt taylor there. oh he's lovely. i miss him so. we talked a minute about college and such. =) whoow. he'll be up at utah state with me! then argued with nick about the meds he'll be on tomorrow. they're not going to give him name brand percocet. he'll see. they'll give him generic! haha. he thinks i'm wrong. but i'm right. =) we'll see come tomorrow. left there. came home and put up the christmas tree with thee family. and decorations. then me and mick gave slush a bathie. hahaha. he didnt like it much. at all.
thursday: woke up earllly. like seven fourty. ortho appointment at eight. i was so tired. and i sat there forever before getting in! like half an hour. and then had a two minute appointment. ha. so he saw me on a date not too long ago. he was like 'how was your date' i was like yeahh i didnt have fun. he's like you looked like you were having fun. i said 'so i'm good at pretending!' hahaha. he laughed. i like him. he's rad. i'm done though! whooow! so he said let him know when my invisalign break, because they will eventually. and then he can get me a new retainer. or something similar. =) so i came home and went and changed into jammies and got my big blanket and cuddled up on the couch and watched 'teen mom' awh. i'm going to LOVE this series! its the next part of 'sixteen and pregnant' like how they live after they had their babies and such. mick came home from her assembly. she made peanut butter rice krispy treats. except she mixed them in a bowl ON THE STOVE. so it burned a hole through the bowl. and melted it all over. i was like what were you thinking. she was like well it was only on for a few minutes! HA! oh my lanta. got to work. and braden bought thirsty thursdays. yum. me and jenny went to tacotime for lunch. then back to the pharmacy. uh. okay for CII's the doctor has to fill out a three script prescription. and we can refill it when the patient is eighty percent gone with their medication. well braden wanted me to fill it out today. ugh. i hate math. so i the patient had 45 pills. and eighty percent from that is 36. so they had to have 36 of their pills gone before we could refill. and they were taking 1 pill every 8 hours. so three pills a day. which is 12 days. blah. i can figure out the math. but on the spot like that its just kind of horrible. then i had to find the doctors DEA number and such. pain. so i went off and did that and braden says 'well that shut chirelle up! i'm going to always give her those!' i said wow! nooo. braden we are no longer friends! i hate you' then they said 'well chirelle has no friends now. she just gave away jenny and tyson's friendship yesterday. and now bradens' HAHAHA. oh gosh. silly kids. =) work went well though. loveeed today. and i'm finally beginning to remember what goes on which shelves. like because we got new shelves and then the medications all got moved around so now i have to relearn the shelves. its a pain. because the pharmacy has a million meds! but i'm learning! =) whooow! we just did that on monday. so not too shabby. after work i met up with nick at the bowling alley to try to sell more. but it was a womans league and the girls dont buy. only the boys do. blah. so i only sold nine. boo. not good. then me and nick went to subway for dinner. i saw matt taylor there. oh he's lovely. i miss him so. we talked a minute about college and such. =) whoow. he'll be up at utah state with me! then argued with nick about the meds he'll be on tomorrow. they're not going to give him name brand percocet. he'll see. they'll give him generic! haha. he thinks i'm wrong. but i'm right. =) we'll see come tomorrow. left there. came home and put up the christmas tree with thee family. and decorations. then me and mick gave slush a bathie. hahaha. he didnt like it much. at all.
hahaha. very nice huh. yeah the cat hated it. hahaha. =) well. that was about all i did tonight. eh. i dont feel very good now. my tummy hurts. nightie night.
Monday, December 7, 2009
monday. december 7. o9
friday. workie. jess texted me this morning saying she was sick and i couldnt stay with her. so i talked to heidi. she said i could stay there. and patrcik said i could stay with him. went to work. with all my stuff for the weekend. my back seat was paaacked. got off work at six. i told jenny that if i didnt text her in an hour, send someone to come get me because that means i didnt make it to logan! hahah. got to logan a little after seven. met up with patrick and we went to panda express. took it back to his condo to eat. we also rented a movie. 'the proposal.' watched that. it was good. i was fallin asleep i was so tired. he tickled my back til i fell asleep. we talked alot throughout the night though. i asked complained that my water bottle wasnt cold anymore. and what did he do, nothing. =( so i had warm water. HA. that butt.
saturday. woke up. and got ready. it was snowing! outrage! went over to get dan. and we got breakfast. then went to pass out resumes. picked up heidi. and passed out more resumes. we went everywhere. the hospital. lee's. walmart. both smiths. walgreens. sams club. spence's. ihc clinic. everywhere! my shoes were ruined because of all the snow and slush. =( dang. dropped dan off and headed to the mall with heidi. we went dress shopping for her wedding. no such luck on finding a dress. took her back to her house. btw did i mention how nice her apartment was. wayyy nice! went back to patricks. and i was tired. it was only like five? maybe. we went and got pizza from gia's. or something like that. it was really good pizza actually. ate there. it was like in the basement of this place. yummy. i thought they forgot about us because it took them basically forever. then back to patricks. i fell asleep right when we got back. i was so tired. ps. thank you for giving up your bed to me. ha.
sunday. woke up around seven. because huck needed to go out. i was slept fairly well actually. got up and got ready. i got a lovely massage. and then we headed home. my stupid windsheild was soo dirty so fast. because i didnt have any fluid so we pulled over like three times to put washer fluid on my window because it wouldnt spray up. thank you patrick for doing that. you're wonderful. got home and took my car into daddys shop. he said he'd fix it tuesday. so we'll see. didnt do anything basically all day. just laid around. i wrote my missionaries. well. i wrote logan, kennington, sunbeam, and i think thats all. i lost jordy's letter. =( i need to find it to write him back. and i also got a letter from mike. i need to write him still. again. oh boy. missionaries wear me out! there's not enough hours in the day to write them all back. didnt do much.
monday. well. i finally rolled out of bed at ten. after pushing snooze on my alarm for an hour. showered. and got out. sugar was freakkkking out downstairs. so i let her outside. ate cereal. and got ready for work. left. and actually made it on time. =) four minutes early baby. whooow! which was a miracle basically. work was stupid. jenny let sam take her shift so she could study for finals. =(so i basically didnt have anyone to talk to. we were slammed busy too. all three pharmacists were getting slammed. we got a call from a nurse. she was like 'hii. i'm like a nurse' we're like. you're like a nurse?! like?! who says that. they should say i'm a nurse. not like a nurse. stupid girl. anyways. we were so slammed busy. during lunch brian, the pharmacist, was like 'you look really nice today chirelle' weird. ha. but thanks? blah. didnt get out til six thirty. then i was supposed to meet mom at the bowling alley. so when i got there i called her. i'm like uh i can't see you. she's like wait. where are you. i'm like in syracuse. she's like i'm in roy. we didn't communicate WHICH bowling alley. oh man. so i just came home. we watched hoarders as a family. ewe. those people are sick. really. disgusting. watching cake boss now. i love this show. bed in a bit. =)
night babies.
saturday. woke up. and got ready. it was snowing! outrage! went over to get dan. and we got breakfast. then went to pass out resumes. picked up heidi. and passed out more resumes. we went everywhere. the hospital. lee's. walmart. both smiths. walgreens. sams club. spence's. ihc clinic. everywhere! my shoes were ruined because of all the snow and slush. =( dang. dropped dan off and headed to the mall with heidi. we went dress shopping for her wedding. no such luck on finding a dress. took her back to her house. btw did i mention how nice her apartment was. wayyy nice! went back to patricks. and i was tired. it was only like five? maybe. we went and got pizza from gia's. or something like that. it was really good pizza actually. ate there. it was like in the basement of this place. yummy. i thought they forgot about us because it took them basically forever. then back to patricks. i fell asleep right when we got back. i was so tired. ps. thank you for giving up your bed to me. ha.
sunday. woke up around seven. because huck needed to go out. i was slept fairly well actually. got up and got ready. i got a lovely massage. and then we headed home. my stupid windsheild was soo dirty so fast. because i didnt have any fluid so we pulled over like three times to put washer fluid on my window because it wouldnt spray up. thank you patrick for doing that. you're wonderful. got home and took my car into daddys shop. he said he'd fix it tuesday. so we'll see. didnt do anything basically all day. just laid around. i wrote my missionaries. well. i wrote logan, kennington, sunbeam, and i think thats all. i lost jordy's letter. =( i need to find it to write him back. and i also got a letter from mike. i need to write him still. again. oh boy. missionaries wear me out! there's not enough hours in the day to write them all back. didnt do much.
monday. well. i finally rolled out of bed at ten. after pushing snooze on my alarm for an hour. showered. and got out. sugar was freakkkking out downstairs. so i let her outside. ate cereal. and got ready for work. left. and actually made it on time. =) four minutes early baby. whooow! which was a miracle basically. work was stupid. jenny let sam take her shift so she could study for finals. =(so i basically didnt have anyone to talk to. we were slammed busy too. all three pharmacists were getting slammed. we got a call from a nurse. she was like 'hii. i'm like a nurse' we're like. you're like a nurse?! like?! who says that. they should say i'm a nurse. not like a nurse. stupid girl. anyways. we were so slammed busy. during lunch brian, the pharmacist, was like 'you look really nice today chirelle' weird. ha. but thanks? blah. didnt get out til six thirty. then i was supposed to meet mom at the bowling alley. so when i got there i called her. i'm like uh i can't see you. she's like wait. where are you. i'm like in syracuse. she's like i'm in roy. we didn't communicate WHICH bowling alley. oh man. so i just came home. we watched hoarders as a family. ewe. those people are sick. really. disgusting. watching cake boss now. i love this show. bed in a bit. =)
night babies.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
thursday. december 3. o9
wednesday. woke up and got ready for work. i couldn't find anything for lunch. so when i got to work. sam, jenny, and i ran over to the hospital and got foodage. then back to work. ate around one. and then workie. it wasn't bad. i swear they're going to start separating me and jenny. we talk too much. ha. she's the only one i talk to. hahah. and brian can't keep us straight. he'll be like 'uh jenny. wait you're chirelle. where's jenny' HA! its silly. i dont even think we look alike. i told jenny that and she was like 'no make up, me. make up, chirelle. got it?' hahah. after work i ran to mild to wild and met mick there. we got our eyebrows done. thank you janalynn! you are amazing! =) came home. and i was supposed to hangout with nate. but instead i got stuck to the computer filling out FAFSA and trying to find stupid scholarship shat. it was no bueno. =( sorry nate. reschedule please. i didn't even eat dinner. blah. it was not fun. i couldn't even fill out any of the FAFSA crap because it was like 'how much did you make in 09' well the year isnt over. then it was like how much are you recieving back from taxes. uh. IDK! outrage. bed.
thursday. woke up. made pancakes! and got ready for work. patrick swung by on his way back from salt lake. talked for a bit. then workie. late, as usual. blah. i swear. i'm never on time. so kassiti called in 'sick' oh please. we had cheesecake for lunch, for ronnie's birthday. and braden bought thirtsy thursday. and i went and picked them up. EIGHT drinks. thirty two cents for thirty two ounce drinks. not too shabby eh? =) i swear that place hates us. 'can i get eight thirsty thursdays' uhh sure. hahaha. that was such a pain to drive with all those cups. and carry those! ah. yeah i had a box. still it didn't work. because they didn't ALL fit in the box. horrible. i walked back in and said 'i am never doing that again!' but braden let me keep the extra like three or four dollars. ha. thank you! made it almost worth while. so around three thirty, kassidi shows up. makeup, hair done, cutely dressed, sick? no. i dont think so. me and jenny were like BS. jenny left at five. stupid college labs. leave me all alone! we got out on time though. whooow. came home. and packed. did laundry. and packed. for this weekend. sheesh. i'm bringing basically everything i need, minus food. because i dont know where i'm staying. because katelyn is a b. and doesn't want me 'on her side' and i dont think me jess and ashlee are ALL sleeping in jess' bed. and i'm not sleeping on the floor. so eh. hopefully this weekend isn't weird. i haven't talk to jess much. =( she's my bestfriend yes but we've been very distant lately. =/ eh. idk how it will work out. ashlee is supposed to be meeting me at my work tomorrow around six. and then we're heading to logan at six. maid of honor dress shopping for me on saturday, for heidi's wedding. =) i'm HOPING i can find something though. i really dont want to wear something that i dont like. eh. cross your fingers we can find something! i have what i want in my head, but that never happens. blah. so we'll see! =) well. laundry is finishing up. and i'm heading to bed. to rise and shine early ish tomorrow morning. =) goodnight lovers! xoxo.
thursday. woke up. made pancakes! and got ready for work. patrick swung by on his way back from salt lake. talked for a bit. then workie. late, as usual. blah. i swear. i'm never on time. so kassiti called in 'sick' oh please. we had cheesecake for lunch, for ronnie's birthday. and braden bought thirtsy thursday. and i went and picked them up. EIGHT drinks. thirty two cents for thirty two ounce drinks. not too shabby eh? =) i swear that place hates us. 'can i get eight thirsty thursdays' uhh sure. hahaha. that was such a pain to drive with all those cups. and carry those! ah. yeah i had a box. still it didn't work. because they didn't ALL fit in the box. horrible. i walked back in and said 'i am never doing that again!' but braden let me keep the extra like three or four dollars. ha. thank you! made it almost worth while. so around three thirty, kassidi shows up. makeup, hair done, cutely dressed, sick? no. i dont think so. me and jenny were like BS. jenny left at five. stupid college labs. leave me all alone! we got out on time though. whooow. came home. and packed. did laundry. and packed. for this weekend. sheesh. i'm bringing basically everything i need, minus food. because i dont know where i'm staying. because katelyn is a b. and doesn't want me 'on her side' and i dont think me jess and ashlee are ALL sleeping in jess' bed. and i'm not sleeping on the floor. so eh. hopefully this weekend isn't weird. i haven't talk to jess much. =( she's my bestfriend yes but we've been very distant lately. =/ eh. idk how it will work out. ashlee is supposed to be meeting me at my work tomorrow around six. and then we're heading to logan at six. maid of honor dress shopping for me on saturday, for heidi's wedding. =) i'm HOPING i can find something though. i really dont want to wear something that i dont like. eh. cross your fingers we can find something! i have what i want in my head, but that never happens. blah. so we'll see! =) well. laundry is finishing up. and i'm heading to bed. to rise and shine early ish tomorrow morning. =) goodnight lovers! xoxo.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
tuesday. december. 1. o9
monday. woke up. talked with mommy for a bit. shower. and then work. work went well. busyyy lunch around two thirty. me and jenny went to the hospital to get food. then back to eat. and workie again. work went well. mom came in and met everyone when she brought my bank account information. everyone was like 'wow i didnt know you have a twin sister!' ha. then jenny was like 'YOUR MOM HAS BLONDE HAIR?! i thought she'd have brown!' hahah. silly girl. after work i went into tasty's for a bit. saw scott and adam ashley and carley. i love them. talked for a bit. then went to the mall and tried on some dresses for heidi's wedding. no goes. then home. deep conversation with patrick. it was very very very good and needed.
tuesday. nail appointment at eight thirty. i love j. she's like my best venter. she gets me! i love it. i can basically telll her anything. i love it. my nails are cute red. with little christmas trees on them. well in them. =) i love them! came home. got ready. and then worktime. i hate tuesdays. so it was like any other tuesday. freak. that little tyson is back from his mission. he came home after being out for ONE WEEK. and wants a job back at the pharmacy. except grant wont hire him back. christy told me. =) whooow! thank goodness. christys like 'well he should have shown he was a better worker than screwing up and texting and not doing a great job' YES! i hope they like me and dont talk bad about me when i go off to school. =( when i first got to work me and brian were trapped in the lunch room because the filing cabinet broke and trapped us in there. so we had to move all the books off and destroy the cabinet in the dumpster. ha. moved everything around in the pharmacy. like cubicals and shelves and everything. it looks so freaking different now. idk if i like it yet. work went over a half an hour. then puppy training class with mom and mick and sugar. her lesson today was sit. she hates it. ha. but she'll learn. came home. filled out a scholarship application for utah state for fall semester. =( eh. we'll see what happens. i called housing when i was at work today too. they said they do room assignments on monday. and they'll try to get me in merrill hall. katelyns not moving out so i wont be roomming with jess. and move in date is on heidi's wedding. and i'm heidi's made of honor. eff. i'm screwed basically. ha. hopefully maybe i can move in on friday. that would be rad. =) then i wont have to cram everything in and have to move in everything on sunday. the day before classes start. that would suuuuck. =( hopefully everything goes good though. i'm scared for college to be honest with you. =( i dont know what to take up there. i dont know what i need. i dont know what i'll do without my family around. =( it'll be tough thats for sure. gotta be strong. it'll be a learning process. blah. after christmas i guess i will figure out what i really need. gotta see what santa brings first. =) someone just buy me gift card to like smiths. ha. so i dont starve in college. smiths is close to campus. and i'll need food. for sure. or even walmart. they have towels and everything else i need. blah. college. what a drag already. anywho. off to bed. mommy made me take cough syrup. nastyyy. because i can't stop coughing. blah. =( make my sickness FULLY go away please. peace babies.
ps. patrick wrote a cute song for me.
verse 1. early one day, as i was walking all alone, i looked beside me and i was feeling at home. i saw your eyes, they looked back at me, and i wondered, could this ever be?
chorus I try not to fall on my face too hard, i just can't seem to get you out of my heart. i cry at night cuz i'm not with you, but do you feel it? i wonder too.
verse 2 the weeks go by, you see a different me, a side that nobody
ever should see. I can't hold it in, i can't let it out. what am i saying and what am i talking about?
Chorus
verse 3 I seemed to find the person i like, and then some how i traded that all for luck. I wish i could take back my actions and words, but then you wouldn't know how i look inside.
chorus 2 i try not to fall on my face too hard, you are always there inside of my heart, I can't wait for my phone to ring, and see you smile, and i just wish that I could be your guy for a while.
repeat chorus
end
title, i'm just not the guy
cute eh? i thought so. he thought of it on the spot too. no preparing or anything. he's very good with his words. might i add. and yes we're better now. just friends. but good friends. =)
tuesday. nail appointment at eight thirty. i love j. she's like my best venter. she gets me! i love it. i can basically telll her anything. i love it. my nails are cute red. with little christmas trees on them. well in them. =) i love them! came home. got ready. and then worktime. i hate tuesdays. so it was like any other tuesday. freak. that little tyson is back from his mission. he came home after being out for ONE WEEK. and wants a job back at the pharmacy. except grant wont hire him back. christy told me. =) whooow! thank goodness. christys like 'well he should have shown he was a better worker than screwing up and texting and not doing a great job' YES! i hope they like me and dont talk bad about me when i go off to school. =( when i first got to work me and brian were trapped in the lunch room because the filing cabinet broke and trapped us in there. so we had to move all the books off and destroy the cabinet in the dumpster. ha. moved everything around in the pharmacy. like cubicals and shelves and everything. it looks so freaking different now. idk if i like it yet. work went over a half an hour. then puppy training class with mom and mick and sugar. her lesson today was sit. she hates it. ha. but she'll learn. came home. filled out a scholarship application for utah state for fall semester. =( eh. we'll see what happens. i called housing when i was at work today too. they said they do room assignments on monday. and they'll try to get me in merrill hall. katelyns not moving out so i wont be roomming with jess. and move in date is on heidi's wedding. and i'm heidi's made of honor. eff. i'm screwed basically. ha. hopefully maybe i can move in on friday. that would be rad. =) then i wont have to cram everything in and have to move in everything on sunday. the day before classes start. that would suuuuck. =( hopefully everything goes good though. i'm scared for college to be honest with you. =( i dont know what to take up there. i dont know what i need. i dont know what i'll do without my family around. =( it'll be tough thats for sure. gotta be strong. it'll be a learning process. blah. after christmas i guess i will figure out what i really need. gotta see what santa brings first. =) someone just buy me gift card to like smiths. ha. so i dont starve in college. smiths is close to campus. and i'll need food. for sure. or even walmart. they have towels and everything else i need. blah. college. what a drag already. anywho. off to bed. mommy made me take cough syrup. nastyyy. because i can't stop coughing. blah. =( make my sickness FULLY go away please. peace babies.
ps. patrick wrote a cute song for me.
verse 1. early one day, as i was walking all alone, i looked beside me and i was feeling at home. i saw your eyes, they looked back at me, and i wondered, could this ever be?
chorus I try not to fall on my face too hard, i just can't seem to get you out of my heart. i cry at night cuz i'm not with you, but do you feel it? i wonder too.
verse 2 the weeks go by, you see a different me, a side that nobody
ever should see. I can't hold it in, i can't let it out. what am i saying and what am i talking about?
Chorus
verse 3 I seemed to find the person i like, and then some how i traded that all for luck. I wish i could take back my actions and words, but then you wouldn't know how i look inside.
chorus 2 i try not to fall on my face too hard, you are always there inside of my heart, I can't wait for my phone to ring, and see you smile, and i just wish that I could be your guy for a while.
repeat chorus
end
title, i'm just not the guy
cute eh? i thought so. he thought of it on the spot too. no preparing or anything. he's very good with his words. might i add. and yes we're better now. just friends. but good friends. =)
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