Friday, December 31, 2010
December 31. 2o1o// friday.
so i went through the temple yesterday. Draper to be exact. and the lady that helped me was AMAZING! so cute! I got to go into the brides room and change in their. =) special attention. I loved it! initiatory was my favorite part! The blessings you get are so amazing! It was realllly really cool!! I'd love to go back and do them. However the session was . . . something else for sure. It was good but i was sooo lost and so confused. and technically, i'm kind of scared to go back. honestly. it was really cool to see how much support i received when i was there. everyone that came! meant soo much to me. especially because weather was awful! dax and i could BARELY get his car up the hill!! This guy pulled over and asked if we needed help! hahaha. we made it though. only a few more days til i marry my bestfriend. and BOY is it going to go by pretty fast! which is good. keep my mind off things. anyways. off for a night at my aunt and uncles with the family for new years. peace out kiddies. see you in 2o11!
Saturday, December 4, 2010
saturday. 12.o4.1o.
one month from today until I marry my bestfriend.
i have so many mixed emotions.
excited. happy. nervous. scared. kind of all of the above emotions.
i get nervous and butterflies in my stomach, really bad when i think about it.
=D but i'm excited for my new life to begin with my soon to be husband.
i love him.
i have so many mixed emotions.
excited. happy. nervous. scared. kind of all of the above emotions.
i get nervous and butterflies in my stomach, really bad when i think about it.
=D but i'm excited for my new life to begin with my soon to be husband.
i love him.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
november . four . 2o1o.
oh my. it has been one heck of a semester. let me give everyone the key points.
*5 classes, 16 credits.
*work in ogden, monday. friday. every other saturday.
*engaged.
*planning wedding.
well. its becoming very stressful. especially the last couple days/weeks. i've never wanted to cry so much in my life. i feel so emotional over everything. i'm either jumping off walls with energy and happiness. or i just want to cry in bed and not talk to anyone. its been hard.
wedding planning is coming along well. engagement pictures are done. and the announcements are in the making. they should be sent to us soon. just the designs. then we pick them out. and send them out to be made. bridal and groomals are on the 13th of november. and then all three of my bridal showers are the week of thanksgiving. and three of those days will be spent in idaho, hopefully. i need to check with work for black friday off. but hopefully i can get it off! that would be splendid! i'd love to go shopping with dax's sisters. they're adorable!
I got my tattoo retouched yesterday, finally. it hurt like a beast. but it looks alot better. and I think if I wanted it, then no one else should judge. its me. my body. i will do what i please. and its not like i didn't already have a tattoo. i just fixed it. it was already there. do people not get that? sometimes I dont think people do. . . its very irritating.
dax and I went and looked at an apartment today, more like a townhouse. two levels. 1.5 bath. 2 bedroom. deep nice, walk in type closets. washer and dryer hookups. it was cute for a first house. and i dont think i'd feel scared to be there by myself. we didn't even ask if it was pet friendly. =( i dont want to live by myself. i want a little puppy.
I'm missing jess like crazy. its hard to have hardly any friends in logan now. =( real hard. sometimes i need girl time, not only fiance time. and i dont get that much up here with out friends. we've been hanging out with heidi and eli a bit. which is a good change. dax and i are doubling with jess and justin on saturday. we're going to a comedy show. it will be good. i work this saturday. kill me, yeah? i hope my foot allows me to work. i should say.because its all swollen and it hurts suuuper bad. meh. but i'm excited to finally see her in two days!
my classes are crappy this semester. dear everyone. never get married or plan a wedding DURING a semester. your grades will fall. horribly. =( i'm hoping to pass at least 4 of my 5 classes. because I know i wont be passing one of my classes. boo. its hard. never again will i take so many classes and plan something so big and so stressful. don't do it. i'm telling you.
tonight we have plans with heidi & mike. patrick & kayla. dax & i. it should be fun. we're meeting at chili's at 7:30. i can't wait. hopefully it'll be really good. i mean we all haven't really caught up with each others lives in a while. so cross your fingers it will be a success. and hopefully i can put my stressful life away for a bit.
I sold my contract! whooow! which was seriously like a big stress. so its nice to not have that stress anymore. some girl doing 'study abroad' in china bought it. she was really nice though, i hope she likes it since she wont be able to see it before hand. my roommates are getting pretty sweet. i told dax the other day that i was sad i was leaving because i really like my roommates. hopefully we'll keep in touch after i get married!
well i suppose i should be paying attention in humanities. so peace out kiddies.
*5 classes, 16 credits.
*work in ogden, monday. friday. every other saturday.
*engaged.
*planning wedding.
well. its becoming very stressful. especially the last couple days/weeks. i've never wanted to cry so much in my life. i feel so emotional over everything. i'm either jumping off walls with energy and happiness. or i just want to cry in bed and not talk to anyone. its been hard.
wedding planning is coming along well. engagement pictures are done. and the announcements are in the making. they should be sent to us soon. just the designs. then we pick them out. and send them out to be made. bridal and groomals are on the 13th of november. and then all three of my bridal showers are the week of thanksgiving. and three of those days will be spent in idaho, hopefully. i need to check with work for black friday off. but hopefully i can get it off! that would be splendid! i'd love to go shopping with dax's sisters. they're adorable!
I got my tattoo retouched yesterday, finally. it hurt like a beast. but it looks alot better. and I think if I wanted it, then no one else should judge. its me. my body. i will do what i please. and its not like i didn't already have a tattoo. i just fixed it. it was already there. do people not get that? sometimes I dont think people do. . . its very irritating.
dax and I went and looked at an apartment today, more like a townhouse. two levels. 1.5 bath. 2 bedroom. deep nice, walk in type closets. washer and dryer hookups. it was cute for a first house. and i dont think i'd feel scared to be there by myself. we didn't even ask if it was pet friendly. =( i dont want to live by myself. i want a little puppy.
I'm missing jess like crazy. its hard to have hardly any friends in logan now. =( real hard. sometimes i need girl time, not only fiance time. and i dont get that much up here with out friends. we've been hanging out with heidi and eli a bit. which is a good change. dax and i are doubling with jess and justin on saturday. we're going to a comedy show. it will be good. i work this saturday. kill me, yeah? i hope my foot allows me to work. i should say.because its all swollen and it hurts suuuper bad. meh. but i'm excited to finally see her in two days!
my classes are crappy this semester. dear everyone. never get married or plan a wedding DURING a semester. your grades will fall. horribly. =( i'm hoping to pass at least 4 of my 5 classes. because I know i wont be passing one of my classes. boo. its hard. never again will i take so many classes and plan something so big and so stressful. don't do it. i'm telling you.
tonight we have plans with heidi & mike. patrick & kayla. dax & i. it should be fun. we're meeting at chili's at 7:30. i can't wait. hopefully it'll be really good. i mean we all haven't really caught up with each others lives in a while. so cross your fingers it will be a success. and hopefully i can put my stressful life away for a bit.
I sold my contract! whooow! which was seriously like a big stress. so its nice to not have that stress anymore. some girl doing 'study abroad' in china bought it. she was really nice though, i hope she likes it since she wont be able to see it before hand. my roommates are getting pretty sweet. i told dax the other day that i was sad i was leaving because i really like my roommates. hopefully we'll keep in touch after i get married!
well i suppose i should be paying attention in humanities. so peace out kiddies.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
saturday. o9. 18. 1o.
so i thought i'd catch you up on life. toady is a nerve racking day. i'll explain later in another post if all goes well. =)
jenny's wedding is today though. so excited for her! so dax and i are driving down to ogden for that. =) and then i'm going to help ashlee get ready for her dance while dax goes and works on his car with my dad. whenever the ac is on and he turns his wheel, it makes this awful squeaking sound. hmm. bridal faire next saturday, i took off work for it. sam is covering my shift. thank goodness! and jess' mom and sister are coming up to help me with that. since my mom works and can't get off and jess works. and dax works. so. yes. i'm excited that they're willing to help me plan this out! we kind of picked a day. but i'm going to keep all of you on your toes before i give out details about wedding anything. =)
i'm lovin my apartment up in logan. well some what. i dont really talk to my roommates, i wish i had my old merrill hall roommates. but i enjoy my own room. except when i find random gross big spiders. craig came and sprayed my room on thursday. so hopefully that's the end of that!
works been terrible. ronnie was on my case yesterday. and i was sooo mad about it. i asked him one question and he freaked out. and didn't even answer my question. i'm like 'k i'm not even talking about that! i'm asking about this other thing!' gosh. calm down. i really just need a new ob. somewhere where maybe i'm appreciated and not expected to work til 8 at night AND have to drive to logan that night. and get stuff done. seriously. its called being appreciative of your workers and them being able to stay late when they can. not abusing that and expecting them to stay late. basically i'm sick of it. sam's sick of it. jenny's sick of it. we should all quit and see them scramble for help, seriously. because kassidi is already going to quit once she's pregnant. and the pharmacists have been talking saying 'with her attitude she HAS to be pregnant. she's had quite the attitude lately' haa! so she probably is.
anyways. i'm off to get ready for the wedding. i have a few other things to do before i'm ready to head down.
peace out home slices.
ps. my sister and taylor came up and helped me with math homework lastnight. which was helpful. thanks sooo much. heading home sunday for the night so she can help me a little more and on a paper i have to write. i'm the 'on call' technician on sunday anyways. so might as well go home. i work in that crappy place monday anyways.
jenny's wedding is today though. so excited for her! so dax and i are driving down to ogden for that. =) and then i'm going to help ashlee get ready for her dance while dax goes and works on his car with my dad. whenever the ac is on and he turns his wheel, it makes this awful squeaking sound. hmm. bridal faire next saturday, i took off work for it. sam is covering my shift. thank goodness! and jess' mom and sister are coming up to help me with that. since my mom works and can't get off and jess works. and dax works. so. yes. i'm excited that they're willing to help me plan this out! we kind of picked a day. but i'm going to keep all of you on your toes before i give out details about wedding anything. =)
i'm lovin my apartment up in logan. well some what. i dont really talk to my roommates, i wish i had my old merrill hall roommates. but i enjoy my own room. except when i find random gross big spiders. craig came and sprayed my room on thursday. so hopefully that's the end of that!
works been terrible. ronnie was on my case yesterday. and i was sooo mad about it. i asked him one question and he freaked out. and didn't even answer my question. i'm like 'k i'm not even talking about that! i'm asking about this other thing!' gosh. calm down. i really just need a new ob. somewhere where maybe i'm appreciated and not expected to work til 8 at night AND have to drive to logan that night. and get stuff done. seriously. its called being appreciative of your workers and them being able to stay late when they can. not abusing that and expecting them to stay late. basically i'm sick of it. sam's sick of it. jenny's sick of it. we should all quit and see them scramble for help, seriously. because kassidi is already going to quit once she's pregnant. and the pharmacists have been talking saying 'with her attitude she HAS to be pregnant. she's had quite the attitude lately' haa! so she probably is.
anyways. i'm off to get ready for the wedding. i have a few other things to do before i'm ready to head down.
peace out home slices.
ps. my sister and taylor came up and helped me with math homework lastnight. which was helpful. thanks sooo much. heading home sunday for the night so she can help me a little more and on a paper i have to write. i'm the 'on call' technician on sunday anyways. so might as well go home. i work in that crappy place monday anyways.
Friday, September 10, 2010
friday . o9. 1o . 1o.
work today all day.
work tomorrow all day.
work sunday all day.
work monday all day.
long weekend, i'm telling you. with some occasional studying. and maybe something else. but i dont want to mention it because i dont want to get my hopes up too much before hand.
anyways. i love my boyfriend. and i can't wait til one day when we just freaking tie the knot. and get out of this dating scene. I already feel like we ARE married. like when we go out with friends. and pay together and leave together. it feels like its already here. just get on your knee, put a ring on this finger, and lets make it official. haaa. enough.
i need to go do some psychology reading now.
but first. i went and saw 'the other guys' tonight. i thought it was soo funny. like i guess i didn't understand some of it because it was a boy movie. but it was hilarious on some parts! ahh! i liked it. =) i was laughing pretty well through it. eh. well now reading time. see yaaa.
work tomorrow all day.
work sunday all day.
work monday all day.
long weekend, i'm telling you. with some occasional studying. and maybe something else. but i dont want to mention it because i dont want to get my hopes up too much before hand.
anyways. i love my boyfriend. and i can't wait til one day when we just freaking tie the knot. and get out of this dating scene. I already feel like we ARE married. like when we go out with friends. and pay together and leave together. it feels like its already here. just get on your knee, put a ring on this finger, and lets make it official. haaa. enough.
i need to go do some psychology reading now.
but first. i went and saw 'the other guys' tonight. i thought it was soo funny. like i guess i didn't understand some of it because it was a boy movie. but it was hilarious on some parts! ahh! i liked it. =) i was laughing pretty well through it. eh. well now reading time. see yaaa.
Friday, August 20, 2010
friday . o8 . 2o . 1o.
oh my gosh. did i not just write about teenagers having sex and i hope they get pregnant. because they aren't using birth control. . . . . . . . . . . . .
to say the least, i'm pretty disappointed and upset. its not all flattery like people portray it to be. its a big responsibility that you CANT TAKE BACK. its a life that you just provided and made and have to take care of, not just while they're a baby and cute and blah blah blah. but forever. not til they're just 18. they'll be your child, forever. i'm so maddddd. ugh.
on another note. i did my first session of p90x tonight. and it rocked my body. basically. i'm so unbelievably sore. i did, oh only a zillion pushups. literally. i'm exhausted.
annnnd i work tomorrow. with ronnie, and he's the worst pharmacist to get people out semi on time. its like he doesn't care. its annoying. hopefully tomorrow he'll care somewhat. cross your fingers for me that we get out before seven. because that would make for a long freaking day. with no lunch.
i move up to college in one week. and i'm terrified. beyond belief. i wont have my bestie there with me anymore. =( and that scares me. having to make new friends. uh yeah i'm not very fond of the idea. nor am i very good at it either. =( i'm in a bummish mood right now. can you tell.
peace out home slice.
ps. happy anniversary mommy and daddy. i love youuu.
to say the least, i'm pretty disappointed and upset. its not all flattery like people portray it to be. its a big responsibility that you CANT TAKE BACK. its a life that you just provided and made and have to take care of, not just while they're a baby and cute and blah blah blah. but forever. not til they're just 18. they'll be your child, forever. i'm so maddddd. ugh.
on another note. i did my first session of p90x tonight. and it rocked my body. basically. i'm so unbelievably sore. i did, oh only a zillion pushups. literally. i'm exhausted.
annnnd i work tomorrow. with ronnie, and he's the worst pharmacist to get people out semi on time. its like he doesn't care. its annoying. hopefully tomorrow he'll care somewhat. cross your fingers for me that we get out before seven. because that would make for a long freaking day. with no lunch.
i move up to college in one week. and i'm terrified. beyond belief. i wont have my bestie there with me anymore. =( and that scares me. having to make new friends. uh yeah i'm not very fond of the idea. nor am i very good at it either. =( i'm in a bummish mood right now. can you tell.
peace out home slice.
ps. happy anniversary mommy and daddy. i love youuu.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
thursday . o8 . 19 . 1o .
birthday . wow . i cant' believe it!
twenty freaking years old!
jess called me at 3:57 am. and told me happy birthday.
and dax called me at 3:58 am.
i love those two. i seriously dont know what i would do without either of them.
they're perfect.
noooooow. . . yes i should be in bed. its almost midnight. but i'm not tired. =(
someone come party with me. dax already went to bed. he's no fun.
love your faces.
PS. i got beautiful roses today sent to my work. two dozen. he spoils me. and i love him so much!!
twenty freaking years old!
jess called me at 3:57 am. and told me happy birthday.
and dax called me at 3:58 am.
i love those two. i seriously dont know what i would do without either of them.
they're perfect.
noooooow. . . yes i should be in bed. its almost midnight. but i'm not tired. =(
someone come party with me. dax already went to bed. he's no fun.
love your faces.
PS. i got beautiful roses today sent to my work. two dozen. he spoils me. and i love him so much!!
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
tuesday . o8 . 17 . 1o.
ohhh stupid work. i'm glad i trained forever today on the new gui system for nothing. as well as everyone else. stuuuuupid.
http://www.qs1.com/Videos/PrimeCare_Demo/PrimeCare_Demo.html
wel now that wont be happening, i guess we will just stick with the hardest system everrrrr for the next forever. i'm pretty sure our system is the POS system. not kidding. how ironic.
birthday in t minus two days. =) celebration tomorrow with daxxxx.
i wish 'pretty little liars' was on tonight. but its nottttt. boo. i wonder when it comes back on. but 'teen mom' is on! yaaaay. oh my little tv show obsessions.
http://www.qs1.com/Videos/PrimeCare_Demo/PrimeCare_Demo.html
wel now that wont be happening, i guess we will just stick with the hardest system everrrrr for the next forever. i'm pretty sure our system is the POS system. not kidding. how ironic.
birthday in t minus two days. =) celebration tomorrow with daxxxx.
i wish 'pretty little liars' was on tonight. but its nottttt. boo. i wonder when it comes back on. but 'teen mom' is on! yaaaay. oh my little tv show obsessions.
Monday, August 16, 2010
monday . o8 . 16 . 1o .
dear idiot.
my name is chirelle.
not 'your girl'. not 'my girl'. not 'girl'. its chirelle.
i'd appreciate if you could call me by my name. thanks.
sincerely, CHIRELLE.
ps. i'm glad you could get my gender right, now lets shoot for a name next time, shall we?
my name is chirelle.
not 'your girl'. not 'my girl'. not 'girl'. its chirelle.
i'd appreciate if you could call me by my name. thanks.
sincerely, CHIRELLE.
ps. i'm glad you could get my gender right, now lets shoot for a name next time, shall we?
Sunday, August 15, 2010
sunday . o8 . 15 . 1o .
what a crazy week. wednesday: sharon and allen's wedding. sharon looked so cute! i miss her face. although she should have had a gym wedding like we planned in gym class in 12th grade. when we both hated gym and rebelled against the coach. HA. he was awful. we were in the middle of setting up things for jess and justin's wedding so we just ran over, said hii. dropped off a present. and left. thursday: jess and justin's wedding. i was SO nervous. we got up at three thirty. jess and i laid in bed and talked about everything. and ever since she went through the temple, and she's okay. i'm eager and more interested it seems. so i kept asking her temple questions and such. not that she can tell me much. but its interesting. got up and went to covet to get her hair done at five. and we had to use the heater in the car because it was FREEZING! who would have thought a summer morning would be so cold we would have to turn the heater on. at the hairplace the lady brought her freakishly expensive dior makeup and let us play around with it. so we did. justin and dax brought us mcdonalds breakfast. jess kept saying 'i think chirelle is more nervous than i am!' i'm like 'YEAH I AM!' went back to jess' and she left and ashlee did my hair. jess' little brother philip woke up after jess left for the temple and said 'but i want to tell her that i'd be her bodyguard incase there are villains at the temple' so cute. off to get jess' flowers. and then back to my house to change real fast. then slc temple. i was sooo nervous the whole drive up. i couldn't sit still. but once we got to the temple and dropped off her flowers to the lovely sisters at the temple. i was fine. because i already knew she was married. dax reminded me that this is an eternity thing. and i can't have her as my girlfriend anymore because she was married for eternity. oh please. jess will always be my girlfriend. helllllo. hahaha. pictures. i really liked her photographer. and her daddy wanted me in their family picture. i felt honored! i was so happy. =) yeah i'm part of the family! around 12 we headed back to syracuse for the lunchin. made it back around 12:30. lunchin was good. we sat by her photographer and talked with him and his wife the whole time. justin brought me a piece of cheesecake! that was special ordered by jess and i. yeah i was the only one besides the parents and bride and groom that got homemade WONDERFUL cheesecake. whoooow! =) helped with wedding stuff after. pictures at five ish. reception at 6:30-9 ish. i was mingling the whole time and i dont think i sat down once. i was like talking to these people then running over to these people. it was a madhouse! but SO good! i was so sad to see her drive off. i'm so proud of her and grateful for the example she's set for me! she's wonderful. she sent me a picture of her room when she got to the anniversary inn in slc. they had the Egyptian room. it was cool! work early friday morning. i was soo tired. and everyone kept saying 'gosh chirelle. you look tired.' 'chirelle did you party too much lastnight. you look tired' i know i look tired. thanks for pointing it outttt. left work half an hour early to drive to logan for patrick and kayla's wedding. patrick looked sharp in his tux! we talked for a bit. it was good. dax went and got us papa murphies pizza after and we made it at his house and talked. and guess what?! JESS CALLED ME!!!!! whooow. yeah she's on her honeymoon. but whatever. i guess justin went to get them dinner and she was like 'wellll i'm going to call chirelle' and he was like 'you can't live a day without talking to her can you?' and jess was like 'NO! she's my bestie!' hahaha. we talked for like 40 minutes. i love that girl. im so happy she's still alive! headed home late friday night. worked saturday morning. i typed for like FOUR hours. which is crazy because i hardly know how to type! everyone was very patient with me thought. which was good. i only messed up a few times and had to re-bill things a few times. it was pretty good. we were caught up by two and thought we'd be done by four. then the admits came. and we didn't get out til 6:30. blah. 8 1/2 hour day. with no lunch. i was sooo hungry after. so i went to subway. how yummy. i love me some subway. and its been a while. so it was delish. i think i'm catching something from running around to all of these weddings and working my toosh off. so i didn't feel very well. took some medicine and watched big brother with daddy. OH and i got a letter from finland! whooow. it has been a while. i dont think i ever wrote him back. but it was a happy early birthday letter. i dont even know how he remembers my birthday. he's amazing at this sort of stuff. i swear. then i went to bed.
ps// at work on friday. it was a struggle man. kassiti freaked out. and so tyson lashed out at her. because she was making rude comments towards tyson and i. so she finally left. then i typed for a few hours with tyson and i got this order. it said 'qdbk' well. qd means every day. but bk? that doesn't mean anything. so i asked danny and i said 'maybe he wants it every time he has burger king' danny laughed and said yeah chirelle i'm sure thats what it means. hahaha. we figured it meant breakfast. even though that's not how you indicate breakfast in medical terms. then one of the drivers called and i answered it and he was like 'hey. i'm wondering which run i'm doing' i'm like uh. well aren't you already out on your run. so shouldn't you already know where you're going? he lauged and said 'no for tonight.' i'm like ohhhh. and jenny and tyson and everyone was laughing at me. i figured okay you took the slc run. and you're calling me to tell you which run you're doing, you already left with the slc stuff. you should know. ha. silly me. he was talking about the next delivery. oh gosh.
ps// at work on friday. it was a struggle man. kassiti freaked out. and so tyson lashed out at her. because she was making rude comments towards tyson and i. so she finally left. then i typed for a few hours with tyson and i got this order. it said 'qdbk' well. qd means every day. but bk? that doesn't mean anything. so i asked danny and i said 'maybe he wants it every time he has burger king' danny laughed and said yeah chirelle i'm sure thats what it means. hahaha. we figured it meant breakfast. even though that's not how you indicate breakfast in medical terms. then one of the drivers called and i answered it and he was like 'hey. i'm wondering which run i'm doing' i'm like uh. well aren't you already out on your run. so shouldn't you already know where you're going? he lauged and said 'no for tonight.' i'm like ohhhh. and jenny and tyson and everyone was laughing at me. i figured okay you took the slc run. and you're calling me to tell you which run you're doing, you already left with the slc stuff. you should know. ha. silly me. he was talking about the next delivery. oh gosh.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
tuesday. o8 . 1o . 1o .
Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer, but wish we didn't.
thee end.
so. this weekend was good. dax came down saturday night. and we went over to the Ivie's. awh i love their family. we spent much of our night over there hanging out with them and their cute family. dax eating chips, nacho cheese, and jalapenos with ryan. and i was talking with tara and watching samanatha dance for me. ha. so adorable. after we watched 'stepmom' in their movie theater in their basement. literally a movie theater. =) one day i will have a million dollar house like theirs. i promise you that. one day. sunday dax and i went down to elder mark kennington's homecoming. its hard for me to pay attention to talks in sacrament. but during his talk i was like so tuned in. it was really really good! after i stood around while all the rm's talked and talked. ha. it was all good. finally after 20 months met kennington. ha. it was weird. but real good. ha. afterwards on our way home we stopped by draper temple. so pretty. walked around outside. ♥ and then headed home. went on a walk with justin and jess that night. i can't believe they're getting married THIS WEEK! no work monday. did. . . nothing. ha. i'm lame. worked today. it was retarded. i swear. christy is dumb. she acts like she can't hear me. although everyone else can hear me. i'm like 'stop staring at the wall and listen to me. i know what i'm talking about.' sheesh. i talked to ronnie about raises today. because i get paid crap for what i do. and i need an increase in my pay. uh. how about 20 bucks an hour. thanks. so i talked to him about it. and he said he would talk to the higher up management and let me know. everyone's at the temple now. except me. boo. i didn't want to go 'wait' outside bountiful temple for everyone to do a session. so i stayed home. i wanted to work late. but that didn't happen.
i'm excited for my busy week to begin tomorrow morning basically. tomorrow and then thursday is the big day. it will be the longest day of my life. i promise you that. ha.
seeee yaaa.
thee end.
so. this weekend was good. dax came down saturday night. and we went over to the Ivie's. awh i love their family. we spent much of our night over there hanging out with them and their cute family. dax eating chips, nacho cheese, and jalapenos with ryan. and i was talking with tara and watching samanatha dance for me. ha. so adorable. after we watched 'stepmom' in their movie theater in their basement. literally a movie theater. =) one day i will have a million dollar house like theirs. i promise you that. one day. sunday dax and i went down to elder mark kennington's homecoming. its hard for me to pay attention to talks in sacrament. but during his talk i was like so tuned in. it was really really good! after i stood around while all the rm's talked and talked. ha. it was all good. finally after 20 months met kennington. ha. it was weird. but real good. ha. afterwards on our way home we stopped by draper temple. so pretty. walked around outside. ♥ and then headed home. went on a walk with justin and jess that night. i can't believe they're getting married THIS WEEK! no work monday. did. . . nothing. ha. i'm lame. worked today. it was retarded. i swear. christy is dumb. she acts like she can't hear me. although everyone else can hear me. i'm like 'stop staring at the wall and listen to me. i know what i'm talking about.' sheesh. i talked to ronnie about raises today. because i get paid crap for what i do. and i need an increase in my pay. uh. how about 20 bucks an hour. thanks. so i talked to him about it. and he said he would talk to the higher up management and let me know. everyone's at the temple now. except me. boo. i didn't want to go 'wait' outside bountiful temple for everyone to do a session. so i stayed home. i wanted to work late. but that didn't happen.
i'm excited for my busy week to begin tomorrow morning basically. tomorrow and then thursday is the big day. it will be the longest day of my life. i promise you that. ha.
seeee yaaa.
Monday, July 26, 2010
2nd blog for thee day.
dear so called friends.
i'm done with this one sided relationship we have.
i'm done being the only one that tries.
i'm done being the one that tries to make this friendship work.
basically it's not up to me anymore, if you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there.
love tired of trying chirelle.
i'm done with this one sided relationship we have.
i'm done being the only one that tries.
i'm done being the one that tries to make this friendship work.
basically it's not up to me anymore, if you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there.
love tired of trying chirelle.
monday . 7 . 26 . 1o .
so i've been working my butt off. and today it's about to all pay off.
i need to pay for my college tuition tonight. twenty six hundred and some.
and i'm going shopping. because i definitely need a break. =) and there's this new store i want to hit up. well new to me. because i've never been there. but Janalynn had thee cutest shirt from there the other day. so mick and i are going in a bit.
i need a haircut as well.
and i need to go to the library to get this book. shoot i never read. but there's this book that troy from work said i would like alot. it's called blink. has anyone read it? its about how we do things without even thinking about it. it kind of fits into my psychology field. =)
pray that this monday is not as awful as past days off have been. i feel like i could sleep another 295803 hours. somebody called me and i didn't know the number this morning. so i didn't answer but it woke me up. boo. so i called my daxie. and said good morning and such. i love him so much. this past weekend he came down and spent it with me and stayed the night. and i swear. its like i can have the worst week with work and stress and such. and i can be so unsure about everything in the world and how things are going to play out. and then he shows up at my house and everything is instantly better. =) i dont know how he does it. but i really think he's a miracle in my life. we're trying to decide wedding days and months now. but with school and such. its kind of a stress.
dear utah state, why couldn't you make your winter break longer, seriously.
we will see what happens. jess's wedding is the next big event in my life. i seriously am so excited for her! but i dont know what i'll do without her for a week while she's on her honeymoon! dax gets to come spend three days in a ROW with me for her wedding. which i'm stoked about. =)
well off to get ready i suppose. peace out friends.
ps. on another note real fast, i got on myspace and found some things that made my heart just sink, completely. =( my aunt, its been four years this month. i can't even believe it. i miss her so much. ginger, one year this month--this WEEK. my heart is shattered all over again.
i need to pay for my college tuition tonight. twenty six hundred and some.
and i'm going shopping. because i definitely need a break. =) and there's this new store i want to hit up. well new to me. because i've never been there. but Janalynn had thee cutest shirt from there the other day. so mick and i are going in a bit.
i need a haircut as well.
and i need to go to the library to get this book. shoot i never read. but there's this book that troy from work said i would like alot. it's called blink. has anyone read it? its about how we do things without even thinking about it. it kind of fits into my psychology field. =)
pray that this monday is not as awful as past days off have been. i feel like i could sleep another 295803 hours. somebody called me and i didn't know the number this morning. so i didn't answer but it woke me up. boo. so i called my daxie. and said good morning and such. i love him so much. this past weekend he came down and spent it with me and stayed the night. and i swear. its like i can have the worst week with work and stress and such. and i can be so unsure about everything in the world and how things are going to play out. and then he shows up at my house and everything is instantly better. =) i dont know how he does it. but i really think he's a miracle in my life. we're trying to decide wedding days and months now. but with school and such. its kind of a stress.
dear utah state, why couldn't you make your winter break longer, seriously.
we will see what happens. jess's wedding is the next big event in my life. i seriously am so excited for her! but i dont know what i'll do without her for a week while she's on her honeymoon! dax gets to come spend three days in a ROW with me for her wedding. which i'm stoked about. =)
well off to get ready i suppose. peace out friends.
ps. on another note real fast, i got on myspace and found some things that made my heart just sink, completely. =( my aunt, its been four years this month. i can't even believe it. i miss her so much. ginger, one year this month--this WEEK. my heart is shattered all over again.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
wednesday . 7 .21.1o.
i'm officially annoyed. nails bother me. work bothers me. girls bother me.
my nails are ALL pulling up. so i went and bought nail stuff because j hasn't gotten back to me. came home and amanda came over, my cousin. and showed me how to do them off this video. so anyways. then i continue to pull my nails off and then j calls. saying she can get me in friday night. aslkjlkfs. boo. so i went and bought stuff for nothing. basically. whatever.
work just sucks.
girls. you are retarded! i'm totally disgusted by some of you. drunk blowing up condoms like balloons. you're not attractive, no boys are going to like you. you just look like a complete RETARD! drinking is so unattractive. seriously. spend your time and money doing things elsewhere. i'm disgusted. and i'm sure boys are even more disgusted.
on another note, what is a promise ring? a few of these girls i know have been getting them lately. promise one day you'll be married? promise ring . . . hmm . . ?
AND i'm starving. and no one will make me dinner. and i dont know what to even make myself.
ohhh. and our backdoor window, shattered today. yeahhhh. what the freak.
my nails are ALL pulling up. so i went and bought nail stuff because j hasn't gotten back to me. came home and amanda came over, my cousin. and showed me how to do them off this video. so anyways. then i continue to pull my nails off and then j calls. saying she can get me in friday night. aslkjlkfs. boo. so i went and bought stuff for nothing. basically. whatever.
work just sucks.
girls. you are retarded! i'm totally disgusted by some of you. drunk blowing up condoms like balloons. you're not attractive, no boys are going to like you. you just look like a complete RETARD! drinking is so unattractive. seriously. spend your time and money doing things elsewhere. i'm disgusted. and i'm sure boys are even more disgusted.
on another note, what is a promise ring? a few of these girls i know have been getting them lately. promise one day you'll be married? promise ring . . . hmm . . ?
AND i'm starving. and no one will make me dinner. and i dont know what to even make myself.
ohhh. and our backdoor window, shattered today. yeahhhh. what the freak.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
tuesday . 7 . 2o . 1o .
work today. kassidi called in sick becasue her neck was stiff, really? if i was the manager i would have been like suck it up. sorry. no sympathy. tell me your throwing up and i will have sympathy. that's just me. worked an hour over time today. sam brought her daughter in after she got her from daycare to come back and help. and she's the cutest thing ever. i swear. hahahah. i dont know how that even happened. well. i just got my nails done, not even three weeks ago. and they're ALL pulling up. so i ripped one off today after work. =( ugh. i can usually go four weeks without them looking awful or pulling up. but not this time. i'm kind of upset. so i call j after work. she said she'd call me back but she never did. hopefully she will tomorrow. because i need them done ASAP. i'm serious. ps. what's the big deal with P90X. i want in on this.
Who are you texting?
dax, ish.Who are you texting?
Why aren't you in 'love' with your last ex anymore?
because i have my attention elsewhere.
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
i'm sure.
What do you currently hear right now?
fan.
Do you smoke crack everyday?
never. stupid.
When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
a little bit ago.
Have you ever ridden a horse?
yesh.
Have you ever cried so much you threw up?
probaby not.
How late did you stay up last night and why?
not quite midnight. phone call. work this morning.What do you currently hear right now?
fan.
Do you smoke crack everyday?
never. stupid.
When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
a little bit ago.
Who was the first person you talked to today?
daddy.Have you ever ridden a horse?
yesh.
Have you ever cried so much you threw up?
probaby not.
What is your current mood?
okay.
If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
doubtful.
a lot.
What's your favorite smell?
coffee ♥
Ever kissed in the rain?
What are you thinking about right now?
i need to go brush my teeth.
Ever kissed in the rain?
yeah.
What are you thinking about right now?
i need to go brush my teeth.
What should you be doing?
not this.
Do you like working in the yard?
yuck. no.
What color are your eyes?
brown.
Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without?
oh yes yes!
Where did you get your last bruise from?
i have no idea where or when my last bruise was.Have you ever got a D or F on your report card?
i'm pretty sure i pulled off a D in gym 9th grade. =)
If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
madsen.
never happy when i wake up and know i have to go to that hell hole of a place.
yes.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
tuesday . 7 . 13 . 1o .
basically worst day ever.
i hate waking up annoyed and in a piss poor attitude because i know i work and i KNOW i hate my job because it just makes my day that much worse.
i hate waking up annoyed and in a piss poor attitude because i know i work and i KNOW i hate my job because it just makes my day that much worse.
i just want to slit everyone's wrists.
and i just feel like i need to
and cry til i create a rain storm and flood the streets.
that is ALL. alsdkjflaksjdlaksjd.
that is ALL. alsdkjflaksjdlaksjd.Monday, July 12, 2010
2nd for today.
hey all you stupid teenagers having sex,i hope you are on birth control, of some sort. seriously. or else i hope you all end up pregnant. maybe that will teach you to not mess around with the ways of creation. it makes me so frustrated. you don't even know your potential. you just let these boys take that away from you because they 'love you' i don't think so. tell them to put a freaking RING on your finger and marry you before you even think about doing that. and if they do 'love you' they will! i am so disgusted and disappointed. thanks for letting me down.
asdlkjks Chirelle.
monday . 7 . 12 . 1o .
so i made this salad pasta stuff i've been craving lately. for the past few weeks. and it looks REALLY GOOD. but i made it and then decided i didn't want it anymore. what is wrong with me?!
it has like mandarin oranges. bow tie noodles. spiral noodles. grapes. cranberries. water chestnuts. green onions. mayo. and coleslaw dressing. and then you put cashews in it when you eat it. but. i dont even want it anymore. it made a zillion AND i tried to cut down the recipe. i dont know what i'm going to do when i get married. how the freak do you cook for TWO people. dax has this recipe booklet for cooking for two. i will basically live out of that thing for a while. and double it up when we double with jess and justin.
they invited us to THEIR HOUSE yesterday for sunday dinner. it was so cute. jess made lasagna and justin made this oreo cheesecake. it was yummy. they're so cute together. and their house is cute. i'm so excited for them, yet so jealous. one day my day will come that i will have that. but i'm young right? i have time to grow still. i love dax so much. and we're going to be married one day. but we dont need that right now. right? why not be content with just having each other, yeah?
dont get me wrong. i'm way excited to be married to dax. i'm always making comments. i'm sure it kills him. but it'll happen one day. i went to lowes today to get paint swatches for jess' bridal shower. and i wondered over to the colorful ones. and pulled out a grass green. sunshine yellow. and like a rain blue. so not sky blue. but not dark blue. just blue. ha. and then a cottontail white. and i loveeeed it. it was perfect. so i took them. i love the colors together. dax says 'idk about the green' hello mister, you have your blue! i want my green because i can't have maroon. we both agree on yellow. so it just, fits.
i'm hungry. someone bring me food, and i will share my food with you. hmm. i'm watching this show about pregnant ladies with eating disorders. thats rough. like with my vegetarian eating habit. like i know i can't do that for my kids. when i'm pregnant. i dont know where i'll get my protein. meat still is iffy with me. hmm. just give me some jars of peanut butter, yeah? =)
i feel like . . . i haven't done anything today. i did however finish getting jess' bridal shower gift together. hahahaha. she's going to LOVE it. hahaha. hopefully. its. . . sexy!!! and i can't wait to throw her shower on friday. except i had a dream lastnight that it turned out lame and awful. =( eh. hopefully it doesnt!
i . need . to . tan . =)
mmm. tanning bed, did you just call my name?! see ya!
it has like mandarin oranges. bow tie noodles. spiral noodles. grapes. cranberries. water chestnuts. green onions. mayo. and coleslaw dressing. and then you put cashews in it when you eat it. but. i dont even want it anymore. it made a zillion AND i tried to cut down the recipe. i dont know what i'm going to do when i get married. how the freak do you cook for TWO people. dax has this recipe booklet for cooking for two. i will basically live out of that thing for a while. and double it up when we double with jess and justin.they invited us to THEIR HOUSE yesterday for sunday dinner. it was so cute. jess made lasagna and justin made this oreo cheesecake. it was yummy. they're so cute together. and their house is cute. i'm so excited for them, yet so jealous. one day my day will come that i will have that. but i'm young right? i have time to grow still. i love dax so much. and we're going to be married one day. but we dont need that right now. right? why not be content with just having each other, yeah?
dont get me wrong. i'm way excited to be married to dax. i'm always making comments. i'm sure it kills him. but it'll happen one day. i went to lowes today to get paint swatches for jess' bridal shower. and i wondered over to the colorful ones. and pulled out a grass green. sunshine yellow. and like a rain blue. so not sky blue. but not dark blue. just blue. ha. and then a cottontail white. and i loveeeed it. it was perfect. so i took them. i love the colors together. dax says 'idk about the green' hello mister, you have your blue! i want my green because i can't have maroon. we both agree on yellow. so it just, fits.
i'm hungry. someone bring me food, and i will share my food with you. hmm. i'm watching this show about pregnant ladies with eating disorders. thats rough. like with my vegetarian eating habit. like i know i can't do that for my kids. when i'm pregnant. i dont know where i'll get my protein. meat still is iffy with me. hmm. just give me some jars of peanut butter, yeah? =)
i feel like . . . i haven't done anything today. i did however finish getting jess' bridal shower gift together. hahahaha. she's going to LOVE it. hahaha. hopefully. its. . . sexy!!! and i can't wait to throw her shower on friday. except i had a dream lastnight that it turned out lame and awful. =( eh. hopefully it doesnt!
i . need . to . tan . =)
mmm. tanning bed, did you just call my name?! see ya!
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
tuesday . 7 . 6 . 1o .
weekend with my daxie. it was perfect. we even went sneak peek engagement ring shopping. =) just for ideas and looks for now. nothing too serious i suppose. but i tell you what. its coming. one day. you will all see.
i learned alot this weekend : wearing flip flops in a windstorm will make your feet black. idaho hates cutting their park lawns but they have the brightest stars around. there's no such things as scratches, they're now called scribbles. 'what the white trash' will forever be a phrase in my language. cow legs in your front yard is normal. never leave your facebook on when dax and i are in the house. there is another girl, her name is Jenifer. four year old boys are tougher than i'll ever be. it is cool to wear your size stickers on your shirt, if you're from idaho. little children that dance at the fair are adorable, except when they're 15 year old boys. no one wants to see them. cheerleaders are stupid. otter pops are hard to open with your teeth. and aliens are real.
yeah it was a very educational weekend. ♥
so today i worked. booooo. it was awful. yeah i didn't talk to anyone. then at lunch i went and sat in my car in the parking lot. then when i came inside tyson said 'wow chirelle. got to eat lunch with the cool important people.' i'm like 'yeah i choose to be anti social. so i ate in my car by myself' and him and sam start laughing. and they both said they didn't blame me and i should have went to lunch with them. ha. typed for like 2 hours today. and answered the phone. my fear of that stupid phone is less and less everytime, but only when i can actually understand their english. and when they're patient and not rude. i took a phone call from a new home we might be bringing in and servicing. i passed the phone call onto danny. he tried to explain we go through a BGS company. so he tried to spell our B G S using other words. 'b as in boy. g as in . . whatever.' and i busted up laughing. what the crap is that?! hahaha. g as in whatever?! oh my gosh. he's like 'well i didn't think i had to explain G to them' hahahahah. it was silly. but that's about the highlight of my work day. yeah it was lame. after work i went and saw keily and kiery and debbie and kelsey. it was nice! finally seeing them. i miss them so much! little keily says 'chirelle! guess how old i am?! FIVE! and you haven't seen me since i was FOUR!' hahaha. she's a doll. i saw their new puppy. he's like one pound! and looks like a little fox! so cute! i want one. debbie said he'll only get to be four pounds!! i sooo want one. someone buy me a baby pom. a teacup pom, that is. mm. came home shortly after. i didn't stay very long. i miss them. i'd like to go over more often. i just don't think i'm much invited anymore. ha. the invitation isn't as open anymore. even though they say it is. eh. oh well. came home. talked with mom about my weekend and i got my new glasses today. my sister went and picked them up for me. except i need to take them back tomorrow because they're too big for my face. they go low on my face. i have to like look up, alot. ha. they'll just have to adjust them tomorrow. i better not get called in BTW. they told tyson not to come in wednesday and to come in thursday instead. so i'll be pretty pissed if they call me in! mmm. i decided i want a boob job. i swear! i wish i could suck all the fat from my freaking fat legs and put them on my boobs. dear future husband. don't expect much. WAIT. i have an idea. we'll just get me a boob job! perfect idea. i know. that will be like the best thing about having kids, besides the kid. ha. i'm just saying. hmm. someone invent a fat sucker replacer vacuum. it would be much appreciated. thanks.
busy day tomorrow, if i dont work! gift shopping for jess. seeing amanda and her baby. fixing my glasses. write about four missionaries. baseball game with mommy. yeahhh that stuff.
i learned alot this weekend : wearing flip flops in a windstorm will make your feet black. idaho hates cutting their park lawns but they have the brightest stars around. there's no such things as scratches, they're now called scribbles. 'what the white trash' will forever be a phrase in my language. cow legs in your front yard is normal. never leave your facebook on when dax and i are in the house. there is another girl, her name is Jenifer. four year old boys are tougher than i'll ever be. it is cool to wear your size stickers on your shirt, if you're from idaho. little children that dance at the fair are adorable, except when they're 15 year old boys. no one wants to see them. cheerleaders are stupid. otter pops are hard to open with your teeth. and aliens are real.
yeah it was a very educational weekend. ♥
so today i worked. booooo. it was awful. yeah i didn't talk to anyone. then at lunch i went and sat in my car in the parking lot. then when i came inside tyson said 'wow chirelle. got to eat lunch with the cool important people.' i'm like 'yeah i choose to be anti social. so i ate in my car by myself' and him and sam start laughing. and they both said they didn't blame me and i should have went to lunch with them. ha. typed for like 2 hours today. and answered the phone. my fear of that stupid phone is less and less everytime, but only when i can actually understand their english. and when they're patient and not rude. i took a phone call from a new home we might be bringing in and servicing. i passed the phone call onto danny. he tried to explain we go through a BGS company. so he tried to spell our B G S using other words. 'b as in boy. g as in . . whatever.' and i busted up laughing. what the crap is that?! hahaha. g as in whatever?! oh my gosh. he's like 'well i didn't think i had to explain G to them' hahahahah. it was silly. but that's about the highlight of my work day. yeah it was lame. after work i went and saw keily and kiery and debbie and kelsey. it was nice! finally seeing them. i miss them so much! little keily says 'chirelle! guess how old i am?! FIVE! and you haven't seen me since i was FOUR!' hahaha. she's a doll. i saw their new puppy. he's like one pound! and looks like a little fox! so cute! i want one. debbie said he'll only get to be four pounds!! i sooo want one. someone buy me a baby pom. a teacup pom, that is. mm. came home shortly after. i didn't stay very long. i miss them. i'd like to go over more often. i just don't think i'm much invited anymore. ha. the invitation isn't as open anymore. even though they say it is. eh. oh well. came home. talked with mom about my weekend and i got my new glasses today. my sister went and picked them up for me. except i need to take them back tomorrow because they're too big for my face. they go low on my face. i have to like look up, alot. ha. they'll just have to adjust them tomorrow. i better not get called in BTW. they told tyson not to come in wednesday and to come in thursday instead. so i'll be pretty pissed if they call me in! mmm. i decided i want a boob job. i swear! i wish i could suck all the fat from my freaking fat legs and put them on my boobs. dear future husband. don't expect much. WAIT. i have an idea. we'll just get me a boob job! perfect idea. i know. that will be like the best thing about having kids, besides the kid. ha. i'm just saying. hmm. someone invent a fat sucker replacer vacuum. it would be much appreciated. thanks.
busy day tomorrow, if i dont work! gift shopping for jess. seeing amanda and her baby. fixing my glasses. write about four missionaries. baseball game with mommy. yeahhh that stuff.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
thursday . 7 . 1 . 1o .
what a day from hell. literally.
woke up at 7:10. snoooozed for ten minutes. then jumped up and got ready. ate cereal real fast and then off to work. i was like twenty minutes late, big deal. ha. jenny typed all day so i didn't even get to gossip with her about 'pretty little liars' not that i've seen this weeks episode or anything. pft. freaking desirae was driving me crazy. she's a tech student. but today was her last day (thank freaking goodness!) so hello she's been there 180 hours. she should KNOW what she's doing by now. its not hard. she's been there for like three months! anyways. she kept freaking screwing up. i think she likes to write cards, but if you write cards you have to make sure its a card! not an opti that the medication goes in! because if you make the cards and use the stickers on the cards. then its like a PAIN to fix it without making a new label especially if you seal it. which i did seal a few. then i had to re do them. i'm sick of fixing her stupid mistakes. like she messed up on SO much today. i'm like really!?! how long have you been here?! then everything she says is 'happy christmas. merry newyears' uh shut up. you're a freaking idiot. that statement doesn't even make sense and its just dumb! so shut your face. her and sam both think its hillarious, i swear. OH and we were short staffed today, which means we were getting our butts handed to us all day. we're always short staffed on tuesdays and thursdays. its awful. more so on thursdays though. anyways. so troy comes in and brings cookies he made and milk for us. what a nice guy. anyways. we're like running around trying to get the first delivery out and desirae is over there stuffing her face with cookies! what the hellllll. we have THINGS TO DO! not just eat! the cookies will be there in a few minutes, just get the freaking delivery out! so then i'm trying to get my IV's. so i go back into the IV room and ask danny for highland and provo. he gives me them and then i had kassidy's provo as well. well i took them out and desirae like runs up to me, knowing that i'm like calling for kassidy. and says 'DO YOU HAVE OREM!? I NEED OREM!!' what the freak. no i dont! why would i even think about helping you out when you're being a pain in my asssp and not even doing anything helpful!? anyways. after that was done. she was like 'i'm going to get buffalo wings. does anyone have money for me' what. no. k if you're offering to bring everyone in food, then you pay for it. you don't say 'who wants to pay for food that i'm buying' you eat everyone else's crap that they bring in. you can bring something in once in a while and not have to have everyone else pay for it. for instance, she was stuffing her face with troy's cookies earlier. troy didn't say 'oh fifty cents a cookie' idiot. so sam gave her 4 bucks and thats all anyone gave her. ha. lunch. and she was just a freaking loud face during lunch. saying stupid things 'gosh. parents always let their kids scream in restaurants and don't say anything. they just laugh' what parent in their right mind would do that? desirae, you're stupid. just don't talk. can you tell i'm extremely annoyed?! yeahhhhh. so then she finally leaves. and then i attempt to type again. i did a few refill sheets. they're not hard. just a pain because i'm like 'angie. what about this. angie what if there's no refills. angie what does this mean . . ' etc. then it was JUST me and sam on the line, the line from hell because we had SO many things to fill. angie left at four. and kassity typed and sam and i filled. well sam left at ten to six. and we were swomped. and the stupid kc pharmacist just walks around and wants to talk to everyone. uh hello. can you not tell everyone is running around?! they dont have time to stop and sit down and listen to your dumb stories. so needless to say, we didn't leave til a little after seven. AND we left a zillion medications out on the counter. like probably 300 medications. because we did NOT want to put them away. we had worked on our FEET for 11 hours. that was the last thing on our mind. i came home. and my exit was coming up on the freeway so i went to switch lanes. had my blinker on and the car in the right lane just sits there next to me and winks at me and waves and stuff. EWE you creeper 60 year old man! MOVE THE HELL OUT OF MY WAY! so then he finally moves up because i slowed down. and the car behind him wont let me in. so i throw up my arms and i'm like screaming in my car. finally i just sworved in between him and the car behind him. i was going to miss my exit. i had my blinker on FOREVER. came home. grabbed kelsey and mary's invites for the bridal shower. no one was home at kelsey's. i'll try again tomorrow. and mary was home so i gave her hers. came home. got a freaking papercut on my knuckle. what a way to end my horrible no good VERY BAD day. came inside. no dinner. birthcontrol pill. finallllly. and headache medicine. shower. this. now going to blowdry my hair and get in bed. i'm ready for this day to be OVER! you hear me?! OVER!!!!!!!!!
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i'm pissy can you tell. and i get to do it ALL over again for six hours tomorrow. >=(
on a positive note, dax and i went to shane co. last night and looked at engagement rings. i love him.
woke up at 7:10. snoooozed for ten minutes. then jumped up and got ready. ate cereal real fast and then off to work. i was like twenty minutes late, big deal. ha. jenny typed all day so i didn't even get to gossip with her about 'pretty little liars' not that i've seen this weeks episode or anything. pft. freaking desirae was driving me crazy. she's a tech student. but today was her last day (thank freaking goodness!) so hello she's been there 180 hours. she should KNOW what she's doing by now. its not hard. she's been there for like three months! anyways. she kept freaking screwing up. i think she likes to write cards, but if you write cards you have to make sure its a card! not an opti that the medication goes in! because if you make the cards and use the stickers on the cards. then its like a PAIN to fix it without making a new label especially if you seal it. which i did seal a few. then i had to re do them. i'm sick of fixing her stupid mistakes. like she messed up on SO much today. i'm like really!?! how long have you been here?! then everything she says is 'happy christmas. merry newyears' uh shut up. you're a freaking idiot. that statement doesn't even make sense and its just dumb! so shut your face. her and sam both think its hillarious, i swear. OH and we were short staffed today, which means we were getting our butts handed to us all day. we're always short staffed on tuesdays and thursdays. its awful. more so on thursdays though. anyways. so troy comes in and brings cookies he made and milk for us. what a nice guy. anyways. we're like running around trying to get the first delivery out and desirae is over there stuffing her face with cookies! what the hellllll. we have THINGS TO DO! not just eat! the cookies will be there in a few minutes, just get the freaking delivery out! so then i'm trying to get my IV's. so i go back into the IV room and ask danny for highland and provo. he gives me them and then i had kassidy's provo as well. well i took them out and desirae like runs up to me, knowing that i'm like calling for kassidy. and says 'DO YOU HAVE OREM!? I NEED OREM!!' what the freak. no i dont! why would i even think about helping you out when you're being a pain in my asssp and not even doing anything helpful!? anyways. after that was done. she was like 'i'm going to get buffalo wings. does anyone have money for me' what. no. k if you're offering to bring everyone in food, then you pay for it. you don't say 'who wants to pay for food that i'm buying' you eat everyone else's crap that they bring in. you can bring something in once in a while and not have to have everyone else pay for it. for instance, she was stuffing her face with troy's cookies earlier. troy didn't say 'oh fifty cents a cookie' idiot. so sam gave her 4 bucks and thats all anyone gave her. ha. lunch. and she was just a freaking loud face during lunch. saying stupid things 'gosh. parents always let their kids scream in restaurants and don't say anything. they just laugh' what parent in their right mind would do that? desirae, you're stupid. just don't talk. can you tell i'm extremely annoyed?! yeahhhhh. so then she finally leaves. and then i attempt to type again. i did a few refill sheets. they're not hard. just a pain because i'm like 'angie. what about this. angie what if there's no refills. angie what does this mean . . ' etc. then it was JUST me and sam on the line, the line from hell because we had SO many things to fill. angie left at four. and kassity typed and sam and i filled. well sam left at ten to six. and we were swomped. and the stupid kc pharmacist just walks around and wants to talk to everyone. uh hello. can you not tell everyone is running around?! they dont have time to stop and sit down and listen to your dumb stories. so needless to say, we didn't leave til a little after seven. AND we left a zillion medications out on the counter. like probably 300 medications. because we did NOT want to put them away. we had worked on our FEET for 11 hours. that was the last thing on our mind. i came home. and my exit was coming up on the freeway so i went to switch lanes. had my blinker on and the car in the right lane just sits there next to me and winks at me and waves and stuff. EWE you creeper 60 year old man! MOVE THE HELL OUT OF MY WAY! so then he finally moves up because i slowed down. and the car behind him wont let me in. so i throw up my arms and i'm like screaming in my car. finally i just sworved in between him and the car behind him. i was going to miss my exit. i had my blinker on FOREVER. came home. grabbed kelsey and mary's invites for the bridal shower. no one was home at kelsey's. i'll try again tomorrow. and mary was home so i gave her hers. came home. got a freaking papercut on my knuckle. what a way to end my horrible no good VERY BAD day. came inside. no dinner. birthcontrol pill. finallllly. and headache medicine. shower. this. now going to blowdry my hair and get in bed. i'm ready for this day to be OVER! you hear me?! OVER!!!!!!!!!
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i'm pissy can you tell. and i get to do it ALL over again for six hours tomorrow. >=(
on a positive note, dax and i went to shane co. last night and looked at engagement rings. i love him.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
tuesday , 6 . 29 . 1o .
oh wow. so last weekend i went to idaho with my most perfectest boyfriend ever. i love him. so much. it was perfect. we got there just in time. kire and jen and their family were there. tyanna and her family were there. and jeremy and becca came shortly after. it was really fun to get to see everyone again. =) i pretty much love his family. we played monopoly deal a bunch. hahaha. it was fun though. talk about some addicts! hahaha. just kidding. anyways. date saturday night with brian, dax's friend. and then he brought a date, kyra. she was cute. very nice. dax made me homemade cheesecake earlier that day. =) yuuuum. so we all had some. it was delish! he's a very good cook, it'll be perfect once we get married, because he can cook. . . or teach me. HA. uhhh. sure. sunday we went to a homecoming for one of his friends. and becca made us german pancakes before hand. so good! one of his friends is actually from syracuse. so i went to junior high with him! what a small world huh! i dont know him. or anything. but still. small world! hmm. i loved our drive home. except at the end of the drive i just felt like crying. but it was a good cry. but i held it in very well. ha. we were just talking about wedding stuff. and i love it. it just makes me sooo happy. and makes me realize how much i really do love dax and i really do want to spend the rest of my life with him, and only him. i've never felt that feeling like so strong before ever. we talked about finances and stuff. and we could do it. it wouldn't be easy especially with college and such. but we could do it. what are the chances he would get a job with insurance as well. like it just fell RIGHT into place. we could do it with a fairly nice apartment as well. i think. i love my boyfriend!! one day he will be my fiance, and then husband. mark my words.
i left logan late sunday night because i have a hard time leaving dax. =( then i got called into work monday, on my day off! freak. i worked over 80 hours the last two weeks. so i was excited for my day off. but did i get it?! no. stupid. so i went into work. worked all day. then worked all day today as well. day off tomorrow, and i'm DEF not going in! i have lunch plans with jess, fiesta guad. i can't wait!!! and then i want to go shopping and then i have dinner plans with daxie my love. he's coming down so i'll probably drag him shopping with me! he wants to go as well though for new work clothes. and i'll probably cave and buy him some new shorts. because he needs them. =) i love him so much. =) and you know when you love someone because you realize how unselfish you are. i'm a pretty selfish girl. but i dont feel so selfish anymore. one day we'll share money anyways right? =)
mommy wants me to go watch the time travelers wife with her. boo. i like it. but i feel like i just watched it up at college. i wish it was something else. PS i STILL need to watch the secret life from lastnight. and pretty little liars from tonight. i'm a little obsessed with both!!! maybe i'll go watch the secret life online in my room. . . mmm. i'm excited to see my boyfriend tomorrow!! i just want everyone to know!! =) he's perfeeeect.
OH! and i get my nails done tomorrow!! finalllllllly! love your faces.
i left logan late sunday night because i have a hard time leaving dax. =( then i got called into work monday, on my day off! freak. i worked over 80 hours the last two weeks. so i was excited for my day off. but did i get it?! no. stupid. so i went into work. worked all day. then worked all day today as well. day off tomorrow, and i'm DEF not going in! i have lunch plans with jess, fiesta guad. i can't wait!!! and then i want to go shopping and then i have dinner plans with daxie my love. he's coming down so i'll probably drag him shopping with me! he wants to go as well though for new work clothes. and i'll probably cave and buy him some new shorts. because he needs them. =) i love him so much. =) and you know when you love someone because you realize how unselfish you are. i'm a pretty selfish girl. but i dont feel so selfish anymore. one day we'll share money anyways right? =)
mommy wants me to go watch the time travelers wife with her. boo. i like it. but i feel like i just watched it up at college. i wish it was something else. PS i STILL need to watch the secret life from lastnight. and pretty little liars from tonight. i'm a little obsessed with both!!! maybe i'll go watch the secret life online in my room. . . mmm. i'm excited to see my boyfriend tomorrow!! i just want everyone to know!! =) he's perfeeeect.
OH! and i get my nails done tomorrow!! finalllllllly! love your faces.
Monday, June 21, 2010
monday . 6 . 21 . 1o .
i heard the bessssst quote today. and it SO applies to my life right now.
i went to the chiro today. felt sooo gooood. i love massages. oh man. can my future husband and i just have a date night once a week at least and get massages? or actually, he can just give me a massage a few times a week. i'm good with that. future husband, if you're out there listen up! and get ready for years of massages. hahaha. on me of course. i'm stubborn.
now i'm home. and i had to dig out my printer from college! and drag it up to my room so i can start making these invites to the bridal shower. our reg computer is busted. asdlkfjs. so. i have to do it all on my laptop. prayyyy it works! =(
i saw jess' wedding announcement today! SO FREAKING CUTE! ahh! i can't wait. i'm excited for her. also she said she wants to watch butter while i'm on my honeymoon. hahaha. i told her i would let her. she would treat butter good. and tuck him in at night. =)
bytheway. the weekend was amazing. and i realllly needed it. daxie baby came down and we went to the drive inn's saturday night. and then church early sunday. we got like four hours of sleep. boo. church. sat by chan's family. her mommy is so cute. she was telling daxie how amazing i am and such and she started crying. =( so cute though! hahaha. austin everrett's mommy came up to me and had me hold a 'hump day' sign for him. hahaha. i was like 'uh me hold it? sure!' hahaha. then. hmm. what else. nappppptime. =) it was cute. waking up to dax. awhh. cuuute. i love our sunday naptimes. they're beyond perfect. i'm serious. my favorite. =) then we got ready for the party. family party at our house. it was good actually. i dont think they scared dax away too much. hahah. jk. =) it was a success i think. hopefully. jumping on the trampoline with the little kids was cute. hm. i love that boy. so much. i really hope we can plan on one day. i would love that. but as of now, we'll see what happens.
peace out babies. time to print out invites to jess' bridal shower!! =)
ps. i'm such an amazing brides maid! hahahah.
"You have enemies? Good, that means you actually stood up for something"
ahhh! its sooo true. hello work situtations. ha. christy despises me greatly. its ridiculous. hahaha. oh well. be a b. its fine. =) i like to talk lots to jenny to piss you off, because it does. hahahahah. its the beeeest! i can be a b right back. =) whoooow for talents that you obtain young. hahaha. jenny was at work today. and it made work fly by, granted i left work at four. but stilll!!! it was nice. hahaha. tyson says 'chirelle only talks when jenny or danny is here' and jeff says 'yeah she only talks crap with danny on the jazz.' hahahaha. truuuue. thank you for realizing that everyone. i talk occasionally to tyson. but that's about it. everyone else pretty much drives me insane. sometimes. well. not everyone. i should clarify.i went to the chiro today. felt sooo gooood. i love massages. oh man. can my future husband and i just have a date night once a week at least and get massages? or actually, he can just give me a massage a few times a week. i'm good with that. future husband, if you're out there listen up! and get ready for years of massages. hahaha. on me of course. i'm stubborn.
now i'm home. and i had to dig out my printer from college! and drag it up to my room so i can start making these invites to the bridal shower. our reg computer is busted. asdlkfjs. so. i have to do it all on my laptop. prayyyy it works! =(
i saw jess' wedding announcement today! SO FREAKING CUTE! ahh! i can't wait. i'm excited for her. also she said she wants to watch butter while i'm on my honeymoon. hahaha. i told her i would let her. she would treat butter good. and tuck him in at night. =)
bytheway. the weekend was amazing. and i realllly needed it. daxie baby came down and we went to the drive inn's saturday night. and then church early sunday. we got like four hours of sleep. boo. church. sat by chan's family. her mommy is so cute. she was telling daxie how amazing i am and such and she started crying. =( so cute though! hahaha. austin everrett's mommy came up to me and had me hold a 'hump day' sign for him. hahaha. i was like 'uh me hold it? sure!' hahaha. then. hmm. what else. nappppptime. =) it was cute. waking up to dax. awhh. cuuute. i love our sunday naptimes. they're beyond perfect. i'm serious. my favorite. =) then we got ready for the party. family party at our house. it was good actually. i dont think they scared dax away too much. hahah. jk. =) it was a success i think. hopefully. jumping on the trampoline with the little kids was cute. hm. i love that boy. so much. i really hope we can plan on one day. i would love that. but as of now, we'll see what happens.
peace out babies. time to print out invites to jess' bridal shower!! =)
ps. i'm such an amazing brides maid! hahahah.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
saturday . 6 . 19 . 1o .
soooo. i just remembered today is jessica's pageant! and i SO wanted to go. =( miss westpoint. boo. i reallllly want to go. but i have dinner plans with dax, jess, justin, colton, and ashlee. which will be fun. i just . . . yeah. =( i need to cleaaaan like alot. but my bed feels sooo good. i can't get up. hahaha. i'm lazy. i need to go to the store and get floor cleaning shattt. but i think i'll just clean them later today. and get everything else clean in the meantime. i hate going to the store. like yeah if i need a bunch of things then its fine. i still hate going, but i'll go. but no. to go to the store to get floor cleaner. bothers me. like i have to get ready to buy floor cleaner?! whatever. . . hmm. i hope today turns out to for the best. i always get pretty nervous nowadays when i see dax. =( i just dont want things to change.
i'm not even going to go on that 'dax' topic, because as you all know i wont get off of it. has anyone heard the new california girls song? by katy perry? yeah i'm pretty obsessed. i loveee it! i keep it up on youtube, replay. replay. replay. hahah. i'm a nerd. accept it. i needdddd to do bridal shower shat today as well. alsdkjfslkj. i'm screwed. officially screwed. i should have gotten up at FIVE AM to accomplish everything i need to today. =( asdlkfjlskj. peace out kiddies. i shall get a move on the day, i suppose.
ps. progress is shown over an amount of time, not just the next day. you'll see. i need to do this for myself.
ahhhhhhhhhah. i'm so boring.
i'm not even going to go on that 'dax' topic, because as you all know i wont get off of it. has anyone heard the new california girls song? by katy perry? yeah i'm pretty obsessed. i loveee it! i keep it up on youtube, replay. replay. replay. hahah. i'm a nerd. accept it. i needdddd to do bridal shower shat today as well. alsdkjfslkj. i'm screwed. officially screwed. i should have gotten up at FIVE AM to accomplish everything i need to today. =( asdlkfjlskj. peace out kiddies. i shall get a move on the day, i suppose.
ps. progress is shown over an amount of time, not just the next day. you'll see. i need to do this for myself.
ahhhhhhhhhah. i'm so boring.
Friday, June 18, 2010
friday . 6 . 18 . 1o .
i reallllly want to blog and just vent because i feel like i have been holding so much in. and it just piles up and piles up. and venting to people sometimes don't compare. =( i just feel like screaming. i have like a zillion thoughts running through my mind, and its almost like they're trapped. i feel like there's so many things personally, that i want to change about myself. and what better time than now i suppose. right? we'll see what happens. i need to make some changes. hm. i'm exhausted. and bothered. and its been one helllllll of a long day. =( goodnight kids.
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Sunday, June 13, 2010
sunday; june 13 , 2o1o.
okay so last week i went to florida. flew in a week ago today. we flew ALL day basically. so we didn't do much sunday night, except grocery shopping. in the pooring rain! hahaha.
monday we got up early and went to the zoo. it was soo much fun. sooo hot though! 107 degrees. kill me! seriously. so when we got there grandma said 'dont leave the keys in the car' uh. do we normally?! aahaha. it was just funny how she said it. then we went into this bug place in the zoo. and grandma got an electric wheelchair but she didn't know how to fully use it quite yet. so she almost ran into mom when we went into this building. and they had these big robot bugs, like beetles, grasshoppers, worms, etc. and my mom jumped back because she almost got ran over by the wheelchair. and this lady was like 'are you scared? dont be scared. they're just robots' thinking my mom thought they were REAL bugs. hahahahahahahahaah! it was HILARIOUS! oh my gosh. we couldn't stop laughing. we went out for lunch and ended up leaving because it was just tooooo hot. and when we went out like grandma was just sitting outside the car in the heat on the wheelchair. we're like 'you can get in the air conditioned car and eat' so she rammed the wheelchair into the car trying to get it AS close AS possible! my mom was like 'uh you aren't paralyzed! you can walk!' it was soo funny! then they had to take back the wheelchair which was right inside the gate. and grandma was like 'do we need the map?' hahahahahah. no. i dont think we'll get lost says my mom. it was great. came home. it poooored. went to dunkin donuts, that lady was a witch! i'm like 'like your job is that hard!' she was just onry and not so nice. so we're headed back to the condo and grandma is like 'oh we need to stop at the store to get tin foil' so we pass this store and decided to go to a store closer to the condo. then grandma is like 'wait. let's go there' so we turn around and go back. and then we pull into the parking lot and she says 'actually. lets just go to the dollar store' i'm like 'no! we turned around just to come here. go inside and get it!' and it was STILL pooring rain. so we did that. then home. grandpa caught some fish. ewe. went and walked on the beach after it stopped raining. and there were so many turtle eggs like blocked off. so i came home and i was like 'grandma how do the turtles know where they can lay eggs. how do they know to lay the eggs in the marked off zones?' she was like 'well i dont know..' then she looked all confused. hahahah! uhh. the turtles lay eggs anywhere! and someone blocks them off. they dont lay eggs in certain marked areas. hahahahaha. oh gosh. we saw a sea turtle like 4 feet from us though! it was sooo cool! we chased it along the shore line for a bit!
tuesday. played in the pool all day. got buuuuurned horribly bad. walked on the beach. then back for the rest of the day basically.
wednedsay. too sunburned to do anything.
thursday. eyes swollen shut from sunburn. didn't do anything.
friday. laid around. eyes still swollen. left for airport. flew into atlanta. but we taxied around on the runway too long so we missed our flight from atlanta to slc. BUT sam and i got to sit up with the pilot in the cockpit! it was awesome! we got pictures. they're on sam's camera. then i asked the pilot 'will you hold my teddy bear?' he was like 'uhh. sure' hahaha and the other pilot was like 'YES! hold her teddy bear!' hahahah. when i first went up there i was like 'can i sit in the cockpit with you?' and the pilot was like 'yeah! come on up! and bring your teddy bear!' hahahaha. it was funny. the flight attendant kept trying to steal butter from me. stayed the night in atlanta at a hotel, a wayyyy nice hotel.
saturday. airport. this guy was wearing boxers. a polo white shirt, and dress shoes. hahahah! i take it he missed his flight as well! hahahaah. the security guy was like 'i need to see your pretty brown eyes' because i had sunglasses on. =( because my eyes are still swollen. i'm like 'welll.. you wont be able to see them really' and took off my glasses. it looks like someone beat me! i swear. its awful. our flight to chicago then slc was canceled. so we got on a different flight to san diego then slc. we missed that flight. so we had to wait on standby to try to get right into slc. well. we got on BARLEY. they loaded the whole plane then was like 'here! go go go!' and rushed us on. well grandparents got seats. then sam and mom got a seat. but someone was in my seat. so . . the flight attendant was like 'just sit anywhere. its not a full flight' uh yes it is! so there was no where to sit. so i was like 'fine i'll just stay' and then they moved someone and put me in their seat. so i got a seat. so annoying though! flight home. four hour flight. blaaaaah. it was SO long. landed around 4 ish. got sbarro's pizza. and then left the airport. we only ate airport food because having our flights canceled and such delta had to give us money for airport meals. so we had like money to spend basically. home around 6:30. finalllly. showered. re-did my toes. watched toystory 1. and part of toystory 2. they were on disney channel. hahaha. bed.
sunday. scott's farewell at nine this morning. the little boy in front of us fell asleep on his daddy's chest and was snoring SO loud! it was SO cute though! =) awh we were all laughing. after mike's mom wanted a picture of all the tasty's crew to send to mike. so like 15 of us got up to take a picture. she was like 'wow! i didn't know you ALL worked at tastys!' hahahah. yeah we all did! and like megan and rachel and maki and kendrick etc weren't even there! could you imagine if EVERYONE was there! sheesh! it would have been a madhouse! lunch at scott's after. the tasty's crew all sat in scotts bedroom. just like we did at mike's farewell. ha. hmm. it was good. then left a little before 11. came home. made up jess' bridal shower invitations! =) i just need addresses. and to make them up. i have the saying all done. ha. eh. anyways. idk what the plans are the rest of the day. my eye looks and feels better. its just slightly swollen. AND i'm peeling BADLY on my forehead and my back and shoulders. its so gross. ewe. well i get to see daxie later today. i love him so much. i miss him! =( oneday we'll spend forever together. but i'm sure it will be a little bit. i can wait. i'm patient. . . i suppose. ha.
monday we got up early and went to the zoo. it was soo much fun. sooo hot though! 107 degrees. kill me! seriously. so when we got there grandma said 'dont leave the keys in the car' uh. do we normally?! aahaha. it was just funny how she said it. then we went into this bug place in the zoo. and grandma got an electric wheelchair but she didn't know how to fully use it quite yet. so she almost ran into mom when we went into this building. and they had these big robot bugs, like beetles, grasshoppers, worms, etc. and my mom jumped back because she almost got ran over by the wheelchair. and this lady was like 'are you scared? dont be scared. they're just robots' thinking my mom thought they were REAL bugs. hahahahahahahahaah! it was HILARIOUS! oh my gosh. we couldn't stop laughing. we went out for lunch and ended up leaving because it was just tooooo hot. and when we went out like grandma was just sitting outside the car in the heat on the wheelchair. we're like 'you can get in the air conditioned car and eat' so she rammed the wheelchair into the car trying to get it AS close AS possible! my mom was like 'uh you aren't paralyzed! you can walk!' it was soo funny! then they had to take back the wheelchair which was right inside the gate. and grandma was like 'do we need the map?' hahahahahah. no. i dont think we'll get lost says my mom. it was great. came home. it poooored. went to dunkin donuts, that lady was a witch! i'm like 'like your job is that hard!' she was just onry and not so nice. so we're headed back to the condo and grandma is like 'oh we need to stop at the store to get tin foil' so we pass this store and decided to go to a store closer to the condo. then grandma is like 'wait. let's go there' so we turn around and go back. and then we pull into the parking lot and she says 'actually. lets just go to the dollar store' i'm like 'no! we turned around just to come here. go inside and get it!' and it was STILL pooring rain. so we did that. then home. grandpa caught some fish. ewe. went and walked on the beach after it stopped raining. and there were so many turtle eggs like blocked off. so i came home and i was like 'grandma how do the turtles know where they can lay eggs. how do they know to lay the eggs in the marked off zones?' she was like 'well i dont know..' then she looked all confused. hahahah! uhh. the turtles lay eggs anywhere! and someone blocks them off. they dont lay eggs in certain marked areas. hahahahaha. oh gosh. we saw a sea turtle like 4 feet from us though! it was sooo cool! we chased it along the shore line for a bit!
tuesday. played in the pool all day. got buuuuurned horribly bad. walked on the beach. then back for the rest of the day basically.
wednedsay. too sunburned to do anything.
thursday. eyes swollen shut from sunburn. didn't do anything.
friday. laid around. eyes still swollen. left for airport. flew into atlanta. but we taxied around on the runway too long so we missed our flight from atlanta to slc. BUT sam and i got to sit up with the pilot in the cockpit! it was awesome! we got pictures. they're on sam's camera. then i asked the pilot 'will you hold my teddy bear?' he was like 'uhh. sure' hahaha and the other pilot was like 'YES! hold her teddy bear!' hahahah. when i first went up there i was like 'can i sit in the cockpit with you?' and the pilot was like 'yeah! come on up! and bring your teddy bear!' hahahaha. it was funny. the flight attendant kept trying to steal butter from me. stayed the night in atlanta at a hotel, a wayyyy nice hotel.
saturday. airport. this guy was wearing boxers. a polo white shirt, and dress shoes. hahahah! i take it he missed his flight as well! hahahaah. the security guy was like 'i need to see your pretty brown eyes' because i had sunglasses on. =( because my eyes are still swollen. i'm like 'welll.. you wont be able to see them really' and took off my glasses. it looks like someone beat me! i swear. its awful. our flight to chicago then slc was canceled. so we got on a different flight to san diego then slc. we missed that flight. so we had to wait on standby to try to get right into slc. well. we got on BARLEY. they loaded the whole plane then was like 'here! go go go!' and rushed us on. well grandparents got seats. then sam and mom got a seat. but someone was in my seat. so . . the flight attendant was like 'just sit anywhere. its not a full flight' uh yes it is! so there was no where to sit. so i was like 'fine i'll just stay' and then they moved someone and put me in their seat. so i got a seat. so annoying though! flight home. four hour flight. blaaaaah. it was SO long. landed around 4 ish. got sbarro's pizza. and then left the airport. we only ate airport food because having our flights canceled and such delta had to give us money for airport meals. so we had like money to spend basically. home around 6:30. finalllly. showered. re-did my toes. watched toystory 1. and part of toystory 2. they were on disney channel. hahaha. bed.
sunday. scott's farewell at nine this morning. the little boy in front of us fell asleep on his daddy's chest and was snoring SO loud! it was SO cute though! =) awh we were all laughing. after mike's mom wanted a picture of all the tasty's crew to send to mike. so like 15 of us got up to take a picture. she was like 'wow! i didn't know you ALL worked at tastys!' hahahah. yeah we all did! and like megan and rachel and maki and kendrick etc weren't even there! could you imagine if EVERYONE was there! sheesh! it would have been a madhouse! lunch at scott's after. the tasty's crew all sat in scotts bedroom. just like we did at mike's farewell. ha. hmm. it was good. then left a little before 11. came home. made up jess' bridal shower invitations! =) i just need addresses. and to make them up. i have the saying all done. ha. eh. anyways. idk what the plans are the rest of the day. my eye looks and feels better. its just slightly swollen. AND i'm peeling BADLY on my forehead and my back and shoulders. its so gross. ewe. well i get to see daxie later today. i love him so much. i miss him! =( oneday we'll spend forever together. but i'm sure it will be a little bit. i can wait. i'm patient. . . i suppose. ha.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
saturday . 6 . 5 . 1o .
busy busy day today. i have watermelon fingernails.
so nail appointment this morning. then. laundry. and chad's wedding at three thirty. and reception tonight at six. and taylors graduation party at four thirty. whoooow. buuuusy day. and on top of that, i realllly need to pack. because i haven't yet. call me a procrastinator. do it. i dare you.
How many people have you kissed, that you can HONESTLY say you loved?
honestly. one.
Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you?
yesh.
Do you truly hate anyone?
only like two people.
Would you share your drink with a stranger?
gross. no.
What are you listening to?
keyboard.
Did you like anyone last summer?
last summer. not really. ha.
What color are your eyes?
ugly brown.
When will your next kiss be?
daxie.
When's your birthday?
august 9teenth.
Last person to text you last night?
dax.
What are you doing tomorrow?
florida!
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
yes.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
i have one.
Do you know anyone who has messed up your life?
at that time they did. but i dont think its affected me now.
Can you read other peoples expressions?
yes.
Will tomorrow be good?
yesssh.
Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
yes.
Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot? When?
yes. now.
What are you most anxious/excited for?
yesss.
What's your favorite drink?
strawberry lemonade. yumm. or sprite. or strawberry milk.
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
no no.
Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
yes.
Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
a few.
What's the last thing you have eaten?
cookie.
Do you like where you live?
sure.
What do you have pierced on you?
ears.
Do you blow dry your hair?
usually.
Who knows your secrets?
dax.
Do you straighten your hair?
everyday.
Does anyone call you babe or baby?
yes.
Do you like being home alone?
no. it scares me.
Does it bother you when you text somebody and they take forever to respond?
sometimes.
Have you ever fallen asleep texting someone?
all the tiiiime.
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? Who? How long?
off and on, once.
Is there anyone you're holding on to, even though you know you shouldn't?
no.
Your ex says he/she misses you, and you say?
no thank you.
When is the last time you cried?
a week ish ago.
Do you look like your sibling(s)?
i dont think so. others do.
When was the last time you rode in a car? With who?
earlier. by myself.
How was today?
good so far.
How often do you say 'lol' in a computer or text conversation?
NEVER.
Do you feel your life is at it's best?
as best as it can be right now i suppose.
If someone wanted to tell you how they felt, would you listen?
yes.
Have you talked to the person you like today?
yesss. and i love him.
Did you hug or kiss anyone today?
no.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
laundry.
What woke you up this morning?
alarm.
What was the last thing you and your parents argued about?
yeahhh.
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
hahaha.
Will this weekend be a good one?
hopefully. today's busy. tomorrows florida.
Did you stand on your tippy-toes when you had your last kiss?
probably.
Think back to this time last year, were you happy?
not so much.
Are there things in your life that you'll never be able to get over?
perhaps.
Have you broken the law in the past 5 days?
speeding maybe. ha.
Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
probably.
What are you doing?
this.
Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
i went to clearfield high. enough said?
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
no.
Would you be shocked if the last person you kissed texted you right now?
no.
Say your last ex walks up to you and hugs you, what do you say?
get off me.
What is something you disliked about your day?
ehhh.
Do you still talk to the person you were dating 4 months ago?
yesh. i 'm still with him, thank you very much.
Are you capable of holding down a long-term relationship?
i think so.
Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
i have no idea.
What shirt are you wearing?
efy shirt.
Name the shoe brand you are wearing.
no shoes.
What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
old ladies + short shorts = scary! hahahahah!
so nail appointment this morning. then. laundry. and chad's wedding at three thirty. and reception tonight at six. and taylors graduation party at four thirty. whoooow. buuuusy day. and on top of that, i realllly need to pack. because i haven't yet. call me a procrastinator. do it. i dare you.How many people have you kissed, that you can HONESTLY say you loved?
honestly. one.
Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you?
yesh.
Do you truly hate anyone?
only like two people.
Would you share your drink with a stranger?
gross. no.
What are you listening to?
keyboard.
Did you like anyone last summer?
last summer. not really. ha.
What color are your eyes?
ugly brown.
When will your next kiss be?
daxie.
When's your birthday?
august 9teenth.
Last person to text you last night?
dax.
What are you doing tomorrow?
florida!
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
yes.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
i have one.
Do you know anyone who has messed up your life?
at that time they did. but i dont think its affected me now.
Can you read other peoples expressions?
yes.
Will tomorrow be good?
yesssh.
Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
yes.
Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot? When?
yes. now.
What are you most anxious/excited for?
yesss.
What's your favorite drink?
strawberry lemonade. yumm. or sprite. or strawberry milk.
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
no no.
Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
yes.
Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
a few.
What's the last thing you have eaten?
cookie.
Do you like where you live?
sure.
What do you have pierced on you?
ears.
Do you blow dry your hair?
usually.
Who knows your secrets?
dax.
Do you straighten your hair?
everyday.
Does anyone call you babe or baby?
yes.
Do you like being home alone?
no. it scares me.
Does it bother you when you text somebody and they take forever to respond?
sometimes.
Have you ever fallen asleep texting someone?
all the tiiiime.
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? Who? How long?
off and on, once.
Is there anyone you're holding on to, even though you know you shouldn't?
no.
Your ex says he/she misses you, and you say?
no thank you.
When is the last time you cried?
a week ish ago.
Do you look like your sibling(s)?
i dont think so. others do.
When was the last time you rode in a car? With who?
earlier. by myself.
How was today?
good so far.
How often do you say 'lol' in a computer or text conversation?
NEVER.
Do you feel your life is at it's best?
as best as it can be right now i suppose.
If someone wanted to tell you how they felt, would you listen?
yes.
Have you talked to the person you like today?
yesss. and i love him.
Did you hug or kiss anyone today?
no.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
laundry.
What woke you up this morning?
alarm.
What was the last thing you and your parents argued about?
yeahhh.
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
hahaha.
Will this weekend be a good one?
hopefully. today's busy. tomorrows florida.
Did you stand on your tippy-toes when you had your last kiss?
probably.
Think back to this time last year, were you happy?
not so much.
Are there things in your life that you'll never be able to get over?
perhaps.
Have you broken the law in the past 5 days?
speeding maybe. ha.
Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
probably.
What are you doing?
this.
Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
i went to clearfield high. enough said?
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
no.
Would you be shocked if the last person you kissed texted you right now?
no.
Say your last ex walks up to you and hugs you, what do you say?
get off me.
What is something you disliked about your day?
ehhh.
Do you still talk to the person you were dating 4 months ago?
yesh. i 'm still with him, thank you very much.
Are you capable of holding down a long-term relationship?
i think so.
Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
i have no idea.
What shirt are you wearing?
efy shirt.
Name the shoe brand you are wearing.
no shoes.
What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
old ladies + short shorts = scary! hahahahah!
Thursday, June 3, 2010
thursday. 6 . 3 . 1o .
today was the worst day ever. i have a stupid mosquito in my room. yesterday i woke up all bitten. and then again today! except the stupid thing bit my eye and so my eye and face was all swollen. it was awful. then i was late to work. and i went to take my medicine this morning. and i took my sisters SLEEPING MEDICINE instead. ahh. it was awful. got to work. and like an hour later i was exhausted. i was sooo tired all day. so i left for lunch. got tacomaker and then went and got a drink. the caffeine didnt even help. stuuuupid medicine! stuuuupid sleeping pills that look like my antibiotics! ugh. and my thumbs have mosquito bites on them as well. on the knuckle part. so they're all swollen and i can't bend them. ugh. so i went and got banana's after work and rubbed the peel on my fingers. blah. hopefully it takes away the swollen itchyness!
basically an awful day. i'm hungry. and tired.
third day of working ten hour shifts. except today we didn't get out til 7:30. so make that one day of working a ten hour shift, one day of a ten and a half hour shift. and one day of an eleven and a half hour shift. SHOOOOOT ME NOW. =(
basically an awful day. i'm hungry. and tired.
third day of working ten hour shifts. except today we didn't get out til 7:30. so make that one day of working a ten hour shift, one day of a ten and a half hour shift. and one day of an eleven and a half hour shift. SHOOOOOT ME NOW. =(
Monday, May 31, 2010
monday . 5 . 31 . 1o .
talk about the best weekend in a very very long time.
i love my boyfriend so much! he's perfect! ahh! i can't even believe how perfect he is. and how lucky and grateful i am that i've found him. =)
did i mention i want to spend forever with him. because i do. we had some very good talks this weekend. i feel like we're making progress. and some secrets were told, which i realllly needed to hear. =) it was amazing. i love him. so much. i love being able to tell him everything. our endless amounts of giggling. we made manicotti, or however you spell it. and we ate dinner at heidi's one night. and heidi's parents tonight. it was sooo yummy. i even tried meat this weekend. three different kinds. can you believe it. branching out a tad bit. disney scene it. movies. 'what did you drag me to?!' hahahahaha. he loved it! he loved all the birth talk. temple. smashing paintballs. who would have thunk that one could smash a paint ball with their feet?! yeah i had no idea. ha. screaming songs in the car. farewells. dax bringing a pen to sacrament meeting because he knew i would want to draw or color on the program. he knows he perfectly well. heating me up leftovers at one in the morning so i could take my medicine and not get sick. taking complete care of me all weekend long. =) ahhh! i love him so much. i could go on and on and on.
hmm. good weekend. florida next week. lets hope this week speeeeds by. i love you! night.
i love my boyfriend so much! he's perfect! ahh! i can't even believe how perfect he is. and how lucky and grateful i am that i've found him. =)
did i mention i want to spend forever with him. because i do. we had some very good talks this weekend. i feel like we're making progress. and some secrets were told, which i realllly needed to hear. =) it was amazing. i love him. so much. i love being able to tell him everything. our endless amounts of giggling. we made manicotti, or however you spell it. and we ate dinner at heidi's one night. and heidi's parents tonight. it was sooo yummy. i even tried meat this weekend. three different kinds. can you believe it. branching out a tad bit. disney scene it. movies. 'what did you drag me to?!' hahahahaha. he loved it! he loved all the birth talk. temple. smashing paintballs. who would have thunk that one could smash a paint ball with their feet?! yeah i had no idea. ha. screaming songs in the car. farewells. dax bringing a pen to sacrament meeting because he knew i would want to draw or color on the program. he knows he perfectly well. heating me up leftovers at one in the morning so i could take my medicine and not get sick. taking complete care of me all weekend long. =) ahhh! i love him so much. i could go on and on and on.hmm. good weekend. florida next week. lets hope this week speeeeds by. i love you! night.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
thursday . 5 . 27 . 1o .
i have my new obsession: 'a rocket to the moon'
yeah so in the car yesterday with shanie she had 'mr right' playing, by them. and i fell in love with it! so i came home and looked up a bunch of their songs. and i fell in love all over again. ahh! seriously. ♥ ha. i downloaded a bunch of songs. i want to make a cd for the canyon drive this weekend. but. i dont think i have nearly enough new songs. that's the suuuckie part about cd's like. you can't keep adding songs. =( boo. i just made a cd not too long ago. like right when i got my new car. and its overplayed already. ha. i find myself listening to it more than i listen to my radio. then i'm like 'what the heck! we have radio here!' and i change it. ha. but somehow i always change it back. mm. i need more music in my life.
hmm. so i have a wicked awesome bruise that keeps getting bigger on my leg. hahahaha. boo. i told my mom on tuesday 'see that bruise?!' and you could barley see it. but its getting there. each day its getting darker. by the time this weekend hits, it will be like this big purple thing on my thigh! hahaha. i can't waiiiit! i have a sick obsession with bruises. ha. i bruise fairly easily. and when you think about it. like eweee. thats a bunch of broken blood vessels. then it scares me! and i freak out a little bit. but. . . . they look cool. only on me though. hhahah. jk. ahhh.
i have like a zillion missionaries i need to write back. but i'm kind of a suckie missionary writer nowadays. sorry fellers. =( i just have no motivation. its awful. =(
so. have you ever
seen those chinese lantern things? that look like this cute picture i found. i loveee those stupid things. and saw them once upon a time at a wedding reception at a golf course. like inside. and i think thats where my obsession with 'golf course wedding receptions' came to be. i want those stupid lantern things hanging all over as well! but i probably wont have them. they're probably expensive. save up thaaaat money now right? ha. i have no life here in syracuse. i might as well just work my toosh off while i'm forced to be here. uhhhahhhh. speaking of weddings, i have one not this saturday, but in a week. for my cousin. mhmm. . . . i told jenny that i'm going to be in 28 weddings before i'm married, and i'm at 3 currently. so i have 25 left before i get married. she thinks i can do it! she told me to put an add in the local newspaper. i want to be maid of honors at weddings for those girls with no friends. price : $100 for the night. also, i want my hair did all up pretty like. and the dress of course has to be bought for me. i want a closet full of dresses like that girl on '27 dresses' you just wait! it will happen before i get married!! =) and i'm content with it. also. i think i want some tanning passes to be paid for by the bride as well. i need my white pastey skin tanned please.
BRING ON FLORIDA! ahh! i can't wait. i hope i actually get some tan! stupid meds i'm on right now 'stay out of sunlight, or artificial sunlight' really dr ericksen?! don't you know that its summer time. and i can't afford to be elmers glue white?! seriously! i want to be tan, like all those pretty tan girls. one day i will be. . . one day. you'll wait and see. hmm. ewe. this medication i had to pour at work today was like glue. elmers white thick glue. it was disgusting. i'm like who drinks this?! it would get caught in my throat!! it wouldn't even come out of the bottle! it was gross. hmm.
at work today i talked to tyson about boys. mm. just one boy actually. and its probably my favorite talking to him. as much as he teases me he really helps me also.
tyson: 'if he stops calling you then you need to worry'
me: 'if he calls me then i need to worry?!'
tyson: 'no if he stops calling you! then you need to worry'
me: 'oh! don't scare me like that!!'
hahaha. it was good though. like i told him 'i know it will all work out like it should work out. but the waiting process is awful' and he was like 'yeah but really it goes by fast. like not when your in your shoes now, but looking back, you will think it did.' makes sense. like when i'm like 'ughhh. seven weeks til florida!!' and its like forever away. then all of a sudden, BAM! and its gone by already. ha. yeah. it will work out. its just a matter of being patient i suppose. tyson and jenny are def. my favorite. i can tell them anything basically and they're always there for advice. its nice. someone to finally vent to about stupid things. =) hahah. mmm. dear waiting process, you suuuck! that is all i have to say. but i'm sure when i get old and after i recieve my 28 dresses and get married, i'll look back and be like 'what the heck! time flew by' as for now. i'm like commmme on man! hurry up time! hahaha. mmm
can you tell i ramble. and have no life. i want some ice cream. except thats downstairs. andddd. that is a long ways downstairs. and i already feel like a fattie pattie. . . ewe. i need to lose some weight. i ate like a few hours then took my pill. and my tummy is not havin it tonight. ugh. please dont make me sick for tomorrow. please oh please tummy. =( i dont want to throw up all over. mmm. someone bring me ice cream. no. not ice cream. i want a rainbow from paces. mmm. they sound SO good right now. or even a shake! not ice cream. but a shake. like a chocolate banana shake. oh those are my favorite. =)
my presh boyfriend said we can go see 'the backup plan' this weekend. it just came out last weekend. and i've heard it was good. ahh! i'm soo excited! i want to see it soooo soooo bad!!!! so hopefully we go! he said we would!! =) i'm so excited! that would totally make my weekend. and my whole week has been nothing but shaaaaat. so i need this. hmm.
night babbbbies.
yeah so in the car yesterday with shanie she had 'mr right' playing, by them. and i fell in love with it! so i came home and looked up a bunch of their songs. and i fell in love all over again. ahh! seriously. ♥ ha. i downloaded a bunch of songs. i want to make a cd for the canyon drive this weekend. but. i dont think i have nearly enough new songs. that's the suuuckie part about cd's like. you can't keep adding songs. =( boo. i just made a cd not too long ago. like right when i got my new car. and its overplayed already. ha. i find myself listening to it more than i listen to my radio. then i'm like 'what the heck! we have radio here!' and i change it. ha. but somehow i always change it back. mm. i need more music in my life.
hmm. so i have a wicked awesome bruise that keeps getting bigger on my leg. hahahaha. boo. i told my mom on tuesday 'see that bruise?!' and you could barley see it. but its getting there. each day its getting darker. by the time this weekend hits, it will be like this big purple thing on my thigh! hahaha. i can't waiiiit! i have a sick obsession with bruises. ha. i bruise fairly easily. and when you think about it. like eweee. thats a bunch of broken blood vessels. then it scares me! and i freak out a little bit. but. . . . they look cool. only on me though. hhahah. jk. ahhh.
i have like a zillion missionaries i need to write back. but i'm kind of a suckie missionary writer nowadays. sorry fellers. =( i just have no motivation. its awful. =(
so. have you ever
seen those chinese lantern things? that look like this cute picture i found. i loveee those stupid things. and saw them once upon a time at a wedding reception at a golf course. like inside. and i think thats where my obsession with 'golf course wedding receptions' came to be. i want those stupid lantern things hanging all over as well! but i probably wont have them. they're probably expensive. save up thaaaat money now right? ha. i have no life here in syracuse. i might as well just work my toosh off while i'm forced to be here. uhhhahhhh. speaking of weddings, i have one not this saturday, but in a week. for my cousin. mhmm. . . . i told jenny that i'm going to be in 28 weddings before i'm married, and i'm at 3 currently. so i have 25 left before i get married. she thinks i can do it! she told me to put an add in the local newspaper. i want to be maid of honors at weddings for those girls with no friends. price : $100 for the night. also, i want my hair did all up pretty like. and the dress of course has to be bought for me. i want a closet full of dresses like that girl on '27 dresses' you just wait! it will happen before i get married!! =) and i'm content with it. also. i think i want some tanning passes to be paid for by the bride as well. i need my white pastey skin tanned please.BRING ON FLORIDA! ahh! i can't wait. i hope i actually get some tan! stupid meds i'm on right now 'stay out of sunlight, or artificial sunlight' really dr ericksen?! don't you know that its summer time. and i can't afford to be elmers glue white?! seriously! i want to be tan, like all those pretty tan girls. one day i will be. . . one day. you'll wait and see. hmm. ewe. this medication i had to pour at work today was like glue. elmers white thick glue. it was disgusting. i'm like who drinks this?! it would get caught in my throat!! it wouldn't even come out of the bottle! it was gross. hmm.
at work today i talked to tyson about boys. mm. just one boy actually. and its probably my favorite talking to him. as much as he teases me he really helps me also.
tyson: 'if he stops calling you then you need to worry'
me: 'if he calls me then i need to worry?!'
tyson: 'no if he stops calling you! then you need to worry'
me: 'oh! don't scare me like that!!'
hahaha. it was good though. like i told him 'i know it will all work out like it should work out. but the waiting process is awful' and he was like 'yeah but really it goes by fast. like not when your in your shoes now, but looking back, you will think it did.' makes sense. like when i'm like 'ughhh. seven weeks til florida!!' and its like forever away. then all of a sudden, BAM! and its gone by already. ha. yeah. it will work out. its just a matter of being patient i suppose. tyson and jenny are def. my favorite. i can tell them anything basically and they're always there for advice. its nice. someone to finally vent to about stupid things. =) hahah. mmm. dear waiting process, you suuuck! that is all i have to say. but i'm sure when i get old and after i recieve my 28 dresses and get married, i'll look back and be like 'what the heck! time flew by' as for now. i'm like commmme on man! hurry up time! hahaha. mmm
can you tell i ramble. and have no life. i want some ice cream. except thats downstairs. andddd. that is a long ways downstairs. and i already feel like a fattie pattie. . . ewe. i need to lose some weight. i ate like a few hours then took my pill. and my tummy is not havin it tonight. ugh. please dont make me sick for tomorrow. please oh please tummy. =( i dont want to throw up all over. mmm. someone bring me ice cream. no. not ice cream. i want a rainbow from paces. mmm. they sound SO good right now. or even a shake! not ice cream. but a shake. like a chocolate banana shake. oh those are my favorite. =)
my presh boyfriend said we can go see 'the backup plan' this weekend. it just came out last weekend. and i've heard it was good. ahh! i'm soo excited! i want to see it soooo soooo bad!!!! so hopefully we go! he said we would!! =) i'm so excited! that would totally make my weekend. and my whole week has been nothing but shaaaaat. so i need this. hmm.
night babbbbies.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
wednesday . 5 . 26 . 1o .
there's this song called 'letters from home' by john michael montgomery. and i heard it yesterday on the way to work for the first time in years. and i fell in love with it all over again. particularly one line in the song.
"But I'll be all right, I'm just missing you."
mm. only a few more days. that's it. =( two weeks. and its been awful. i miss my bestfriend. . . .
i miss telling him secrets. and gossip talking with him late at night while laying on the couch. i miss cuddling. i miss having that one person there that i can tell anything to, no matter what it is. i miss our little bets we would make with each other. i miss saying 'cross your heart! cross it!' and watching plenty of movies. i miss sunday nap times. i miss trying every redbox in logan city to try to find a movie, and failing. and just . . . smiling and laughing! simple things like that. i miss it soo much!
its weird. like being put in a situation where you always have that one person you run to with everything and you spend every day with. its almost like you take it for granted. and once you're taken out of that, its a big eye opener to how much that someone means to you. i know love grows, but i really think the heart grows stronger when you're away from that special someone. i know my heart has.
i miss just having him and the weekends i spend with him will never amount to everyday like it once was. but i'll take every second i can get. i can't wait til this summer is over. =(
enough sappiness. what's everyone doing tonight?!
"But I'll be all right, I'm just missing you."
mm. only a few more days. that's it. =( two weeks. and its been awful. i miss my bestfriend. . . .
i miss telling him secrets. and gossip talking with him late at night while laying on the couch. i miss cuddling. i miss having that one person there that i can tell anything to, no matter what it is. i miss our little bets we would make with each other. i miss saying 'cross your heart! cross it!' and watching plenty of movies. i miss sunday nap times. i miss trying every redbox in logan city to try to find a movie, and failing. and just . . . smiling and laughing! simple things like that. i miss it soo much!its weird. like being put in a situation where you always have that one person you run to with everything and you spend every day with. its almost like you take it for granted. and once you're taken out of that, its a big eye opener to how much that someone means to you. i know love grows, but i really think the heart grows stronger when you're away from that special someone. i know my heart has.
i miss just having him and the weekends i spend with him will never amount to everyday like it once was. but i'll take every second i can get. i can't wait til this summer is over. =(
enough sappiness. what's everyone doing tonight?!
Sunday, May 23, 2010
sunday. 5 . 23 .1o .
i love my boyfriend. i love my boyfriend. i love my boyfriend. i love my boyfriend. i love my boyfriend. i love my boyfriend. i love my boyfriend. i love my boyfriend. i love my boyfriend. i love my boyfriend. i love my boyfriend. i love my boyfriend. i love my boyfriend. i love my boyfriend. times infinity. =)*notice his ring, enough said. =)
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
tuesday ; 5 . 18 .1o .
so this weekend was fun. i was going to elaborate alot more. hmm. i'll just say the highlights. well the main stories. dax was telling me a story about his friend and how she was like crazy or whatever because of this medication she was on. i asked what it was he said 'prilosec' i'm like 'what? prilosec is a heartburn medication!' hahahaha. then i laughed really hard til he pushed me off his bed. =) oh that boy. i love him so much! then i asked if he meant prozac which he did. oh trying to be all medication smart like me. =) hahaha. so cute!! he's adorable. i attempted to go rock climbing at the field house with him. but it was closed. so we went to the park and the boys played basketball. and camille and i swung on the swings. i even sat through TWO boy movies. granted i fell asleep during 'iron man' but so did dax! and he didn't even snore, i'm so proud of him. =) hahaha. but i stayed awake through 'robin hood' i think it was a no go show, like i would NOT recommend it. and i dont think dax would either. he didn't seem to like it. he owes me big time though! sunday naps, and making pretzels, home made pretzels!
cuddled alot. broke into my car! after forever. ha. sang songs, well i sang songs. lots of songs and dax just said 'whats up with all these songs!' uh idk! ha. we found popcorn trees at the temple! hahaha kind of. hmm. what else did we do? we drove through the canyon to look at the stars. parked. got out of the car. and stood in front of it. and then dax scared me. i was like talking about the constellations or whatever and he was like 'get in the car.' i'm like 'what?' he's like 'get in the car now' and i run and get in the car and we take off. he had a not good feeling. which i'm glad he did. because i was scared! we had a not good talk afterwards. but it was probably something that needed to be said. just figure out what we are this summer and such. =( i did not like the talk, at all. and i will not speak of it on here. we . . . . played games at his friends house. we didn't sleep at all sunday night, awful. =( we went and sat outside the logan temple monday, and it was thee most perfect thing ever. the grass is like SO big. and our bodies just look so small with this big perfect temple behind us! i loved it. i want a picture one day! seriously! that would be like thee best picture ever. it was perfect. and they had pretty tulips! =) i took a picture.
and its actually the background on my new phone. which i'll talk about later. we actually named one of the tulips our tulip. it was a verrrry small tulip baby tulip. ha. hmm. i loved laying outside the temple. it was so peaceful, even with the cleaner up workers cleaning up the flowerbeds and such. laying on the grass, holding hands. perfect. and comparing each others pupils, what a stud of a boyfriend i have. who could ask for anything better? ha. i dont think i could like do simple stupid things like that with anyone else, and love every minute of it. came home around 1:30 on monday. chiropractor after. and then home. my phone got here! and i was wayyy excited. taylor and mick helped me put it together. mytouch, and i love it so far. i'm still learning so much about it! there's so much stuff! so many apps, etc. anyways. i didn't eat at all sunday. well. til dinner, then daddy made me eat half of a grilled cheese sandwich. no appetite. on the plus side, i lost five pounds since college. =) hahahaha. whoooow! and i didn't even gain the freshman fifteen. ha. hmm. cried forever with mom monday night.
tuesday work. it was awful. managers changed. and it was just like an overall quiet day. like i think sam is the only one with the loud mouth today. like everyone else seemed realllly queit. which made the day go by SO slow. it was awful. my back killed. =( i really dont know how to fix it. after work i went to the mall and got a cute undershirt, and a shirt from ae. but i dont think i'll ever even wear the shirt. i dont like it much. its bright yellow with a jeep on it. and a surfboard. random. i dont think i like it. but it was only ten bucks. meh. after i went to victoria secrets. and i got these freaking CUTE pair of underwear for free, with a purchase. so i bought lotion and then these adorable underwear.
i only got the saying. because i dont think you really care to see ALL of my underwear. ahaha. anyways. i'm excited to wear them! whooow. hahahah. not that anyone sees them. but still. then they made me try on this bra. called bombshell. oh my heavens. they're like 'it makes you 2 cup sizes bigger' uh. yeah! it did! i was huge. and she was like 'let me see' so i showed her, with my clothes on of course! and she was like 'oh it looks WAY good on you! you have such a cute hourglass figure with that!' uh yeah no. it looks like i have fake boobs! so weird. i would have to ONLY wear that bra for it not to look so weird, all the time. you can't wear it. and not wear it the next day! seriously. but i did want one of their zebra bra's sooo bad! but it was like fourty bucks. ugh. =( someone buy me a cute zebra bra from vickies, please. then i tried to get a cover for my phone, but i didn't like any of them. i wanted the zebra one, but it was orange and not pink. uh no thank you. i'm not an orange girl. hmm. i came home and taylor asked if i had been crying, i replied 'nope not yet. why' he was like 'you can talk to me if you want! i'm here! i'll be here for a while!' hahaha. awh so sweet, just like his lastname. sweet. so fitting, sometimes! ha. came in. everyone was having dinner. i didn't eat dinner, no appetite. mom kind of got mad, she says 'you better not be starving yourself! you're already skinny' but she did say i looked skinnier. ha. hmm. yeah i need those extra pounds off. but i'm not starving myself! i eat plenty. mick helped me with my phone and then my daxie called me. and we talked for a bit. i love him. mhmm. it was nice. even if he does play bubble popping games while on the phone with me. ha. well. now that its past 12:40 am. and i have a doctors appointment in the morning AND i dont feel good, i think i'm catching something. i suppose i should probably go to bed. butter says hello. and that he loves you, as well as i do.
goodnight fellas.
cuddled alot. broke into my car! after forever. ha. sang songs, well i sang songs. lots of songs and dax just said 'whats up with all these songs!' uh idk! ha. we found popcorn trees at the temple! hahaha kind of. hmm. what else did we do? we drove through the canyon to look at the stars. parked. got out of the car. and stood in front of it. and then dax scared me. i was like talking about the constellations or whatever and he was like 'get in the car.' i'm like 'what?' he's like 'get in the car now' and i run and get in the car and we take off. he had a not good feeling. which i'm glad he did. because i was scared! we had a not good talk afterwards. but it was probably something that needed to be said. just figure out what we are this summer and such. =( i did not like the talk, at all. and i will not speak of it on here. we . . . . played games at his friends house. we didn't sleep at all sunday night, awful. =( we went and sat outside the logan temple monday, and it was thee most perfect thing ever. the grass is like SO big. and our bodies just look so small with this big perfect temple behind us! i loved it. i want a picture one day! seriously! that would be like thee best picture ever. it was perfect. and they had pretty tulips! =) i took a picture.
and its actually the background on my new phone. which i'll talk about later. we actually named one of the tulips our tulip. it was a verrrry small tulip baby tulip. ha. hmm. i loved laying outside the temple. it was so peaceful, even with the cleaner up workers cleaning up the flowerbeds and such. laying on the grass, holding hands. perfect. and comparing each others pupils, what a stud of a boyfriend i have. who could ask for anything better? ha. i dont think i could like do simple stupid things like that with anyone else, and love every minute of it. came home around 1:30 on monday. chiropractor after. and then home. my phone got here! and i was wayyy excited. taylor and mick helped me put it together. mytouch, and i love it so far. i'm still learning so much about it! there's so much stuff! so many apps, etc. anyways. i didn't eat at all sunday. well. til dinner, then daddy made me eat half of a grilled cheese sandwich. no appetite. on the plus side, i lost five pounds since college. =) hahahaha. whoooow! and i didn't even gain the freshman fifteen. ha. hmm. cried forever with mom monday night.tuesday work. it was awful. managers changed. and it was just like an overall quiet day. like i think sam is the only one with the loud mouth today. like everyone else seemed realllly queit. which made the day go by SO slow. it was awful. my back killed. =( i really dont know how to fix it. after work i went to the mall and got a cute undershirt, and a shirt from ae. but i dont think i'll ever even wear the shirt. i dont like it much. its bright yellow with a jeep on it. and a surfboard. random. i dont think i like it. but it was only ten bucks. meh. after i went to victoria secrets. and i got these freaking CUTE pair of underwear for free, with a purchase. so i bought lotion and then these adorable underwear.
i only got the saying. because i dont think you really care to see ALL of my underwear. ahaha. anyways. i'm excited to wear them! whooow. hahahah. not that anyone sees them. but still. then they made me try on this bra. called bombshell. oh my heavens. they're like 'it makes you 2 cup sizes bigger' uh. yeah! it did! i was huge. and she was like 'let me see' so i showed her, with my clothes on of course! and she was like 'oh it looks WAY good on you! you have such a cute hourglass figure with that!' uh yeah no. it looks like i have fake boobs! so weird. i would have to ONLY wear that bra for it not to look so weird, all the time. you can't wear it. and not wear it the next day! seriously. but i did want one of their zebra bra's sooo bad! but it was like fourty bucks. ugh. =( someone buy me a cute zebra bra from vickies, please. then i tried to get a cover for my phone, but i didn't like any of them. i wanted the zebra one, but it was orange and not pink. uh no thank you. i'm not an orange girl. hmm. i came home and taylor asked if i had been crying, i replied 'nope not yet. why' he was like 'you can talk to me if you want! i'm here! i'll be here for a while!' hahaha. awh so sweet, just like his lastname. sweet. so fitting, sometimes! ha. came in. everyone was having dinner. i didn't eat dinner, no appetite. mom kind of got mad, she says 'you better not be starving yourself! you're already skinny' but she did say i looked skinnier. ha. hmm. yeah i need those extra pounds off. but i'm not starving myself! i eat plenty. mick helped me with my phone and then my daxie called me. and we talked for a bit. i love him. mhmm. it was nice. even if he does play bubble popping games while on the phone with me. ha. well. now that its past 12:40 am. and i have a doctors appointment in the morning AND i dont feel good, i think i'm catching something. i suppose i should probably go to bed. butter says hello. and that he loves you, as well as i do.goodnight fellas.
Monday, May 17, 2010
monday 5 . 17 . 1o .
i attempted to post this from my phone. it wouldn't work. so weekend was a blast, with exceptions to sunday night. locked my keys in my car friday night at angies when i first got there. cameron and dax finally got it open around 9:30. well dax did. saturday was good. this weekend def. helped me realize how much i really do love my boyfriend. and i can gladly still say my boyfriend, because he still is. =( sunday night was gosh awful. i didn't sleep at all. monday i couldn't eat. no appetite. so dad finally made me eat half of a grilled cheese sandwich. cried to mommy about everything. cried to the point where she was just yelling 'breathe! breathe!' over and over. =( no bueno. tuesday morning now and i'm headed to work. my eyes are still swollen. but i'll write more later. bye babies.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
thursday . 5 . 13 . 1o .
woke up, i did not want to get up. pushed snooze. well i didn't really think i'd sleep til i snoozed. so when my alarm went off again, i freaked and jumped up so fast! hurried and got ready. late to work. the usual. fifteen minutes. work went . . . alright. it was SO slow though. it was awful! SO SO slow. we did 533 scripts today i think, but we didn't even think we did that many. our guesses were in like the 300's. i went to tacomaker for lunch. talk about SO slow. so i waited for like FIFTEEN minutes, then i started walking towards the counter, because i got it to go! and this guy was like 'what'd you get?!' so i told him and he hurried and made it for me. hellllo. some people need to get back to work! because when i leave work, i dont get paid. boo. got back and everyone was at lunch already. hurried and ate. and back to work. tyson got there and him and ronnie were SO ganging up on me! jenny was like 'chirelle, i feel bad for you! i'm sorry!' hahaha. 'oh dax hasn't found someone yet? just give him a month. he'll move on' stuff like that. =( it was awful! then tyson said 'chirelle, i really hope everything i said doesn't happen. i would feel like a jerk!' i'm like uh yeah! you would! i would come in crying and you would be like oh crap! i told him he needed a crystal ball if he's going to predict the future. BUT HE'S NOT PREDICTING THE FUTURE! because there will be no other mistress. sorry. off at six. and then i went and got my hair cut. the lady was realllly cool! and so nice. hahah. easy to talk to, definitely! came home. tanned. i put a heart sticker on my tummy, you can see it a little. just like my kissie mark. come on tanning. WORK!!! seriously. i'm all pastey white. dinner consists of a quesadilla. meh. shower. then we were all watching the news on the story of ethan stacy. which is AWFUL! and then sugar kept jumping up on her tote box thing with all her toys in it. we couldn't tell what she wanted so dad tipped it over. well she crawled in her box and we have a cone for her head we got once when she had surgery on her tummy. well her bone was inside of it. and she stuck her head in the cone. and couldn't get it off! it was SO funny! i could NOT stop laughing! it was hilarious! we were all laughing so hard. awh. i was trying to get her to do it again, but she got too smart and she would just tip it over or whatever. ha. anyways. bed now. nighhhht.
OH PS!!! did you know that i get to see my cute perfect boyfriend tomorrow!? its been a WEEK! and i miss him so much! i can't even wait!! =) i'm SO excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope he's excited. he's mine ALL weekend. =)
love you kiddies.
OH PS!!! did you know that i get to see my cute perfect boyfriend tomorrow!? its been a WEEK! and i miss him so much! i can't even wait!! =) i'm SO excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope he's excited. he's mine ALL weekend. =)
love you kiddies.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
wednesday . 5 . 12 . 1o .
woke up and laid in bed forever. called mom and asked when the carpet people were going to be here. got up. showered. straightened my hair. makeup, uh no. too lazy. ha. pj's all day. YES! i redid my toes. so now they're pink, with a brush down of purple. they looked good when i looked at them earlier. i've been wearing socks all day though. its been so freaking cold all day! i watched the tyra show today. i loveee that show. it was about popular teenagers and not popular teenagers. and how they treat each other. it was good. like she said 'dont say 'i'm sorry for whatever i did' because then its not a sincere apology. its saying sorry because you need to' which makes sense. and that there can be fact like 'i kicked the ball' or 'i did not kick the ball' but when its someones emotions, you dont know how they feel so something you say that might be nothing to you, might really hurt someone else. so you can't say 'i didnt hurt them' because you dont know if you did. idk. tyra put it alot better than me. then i watched her next show. it was weird. like a guy with a vagina! or a guy that wants to breast feed his children. and he was like 'i think if i try hard enough i will produce milk one day' and this doctor was on there and she was like 'no you will never produce milk' hahaha. or this couple that are married and they're FIRST cousins. gross. it was an . . . odd show to say the least. taylor came over and was like 'WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO BREAST FEED!? i mean unless your a girl!' hahahah. it was funny. came up and cleaned my room. its getting there! i can actually see the floor! most of my mess has moved to the hallway though. but its all baskets and bags of DI stuff. i need to take it friday. anyways. hmm. i can't wait til friday. whooow. i'm so excited! excited for to see my boyfriend! excited for my phone! it should be here tomorrow or friday. =) probably friday. HOPEFULLY! i'll be pissssed if it doesn't come til saturday because i wont be here. but it said its in colorado now. so we'll see. colorado is close! =) well. off to bed, or something. love you babies.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
tuesday . 5 . 11 . 1o .
monday. carpet guys called and said they'd be a little late. so after laying in bed forever. i finally got up and showered. straightened my hair. then went and cleared off the carpet. the guy showed up around 11:45. cleaned the kitchen while he was here. as much as i could! all the tables and such were pushed into the kitchen. ha. i ebay-ed for a bit. mick got home and helped me bid on a phone. =) i need it bad. my speaker is all retarded on my phone, so everything sounds all blurred. its annoying and retarded. i say 'what?' alot when talking on the phone lately. that's why! blah. hmm. then i headed out to the chiropractor. he wasn't there. so i went to layton mall. and bought a dress and some shorts, which i'm undecided if i like them enough to keep them. 45 ish bucks. eh. i dont know yet. i tried to find shoes at forever young. but i didn't like any of their shoes this time. so i'll have to look at the ogden mall, that store is bigger. hmm. went to sally's and got nail stuff. and hobby lobby for glitter and such. then back to dr. canova's office. he helped my back a million times! it feels so much better. all i needed was a little back lovin'! ha. a have a million knots in my lower back that just need to be worked out. any volunteers? seriously. i would go to the chiropractor daily if i could. anyways. brought tacobell home to mick. and then we watched the tyra show for a bit. gosh. these moms wanted their daughters to be famous. so this one lady had a three year old daughter and was like 'yeah i would let her do nude pictures, as long as her hair was long enough to cover her boobs.' tyra was like 'there's ADULTS that wouldn't even do nude pictures like that!' hello that child will be SO scarred when she grows up knowing her mom didn't even care to put her body out there when she was THREE! some people! i swear. attempted to do my toes, but they just messed up because i didn't take the other coats off. so then i began filing them down. still not done. i'll work on them wednesday. that's a WHOLE lot of filing! blah. i did mommy's toes when she got home, bright purple. and mick's bright blue and bright green, switching off. dad said i could do his, but i wasn't daring enough to touch his feet. i'm SO not a feet person. so doing someones toes, is like about all i can handle!! watched the lakers vs jazz game while i did it. whooow. my lakers won AGAIN. but who's surprised? because no one should be. =) bed afterwards.
tuesday. woke up around 7:00 ish. well a little before. but i just laid in bed. went downstairs and mick was on the computer, she's like 'you're winning! only a little bit longer!' sweeeeet. so i went and got ready for work. no makeup. pft. i have no one to impress. i've gotten past that stage. i dont even care anymore. ha. ate some yummy life cereal. it was like maple and brown sugar. so good! =) i def. need to buy some more of it! then checked the computer. my dad was more excited than i was for winning the phone! $215 later i will have a new phone soon. =) its much needed. and i hesitated alot alot on buying the stupid thing. but. it needed to be done. =) i hope i like it! it'll be a new change. left for work. 13 minutes late. not bad. i counted CII drugs with sam. work actually was gooooood today, real good. jenny acted like the crazy ladies on 'maury' and was like 'i am 120 percent shooore he IS the faaauther of my babyyy! look at them eyes! they the SAME!' hahaha. it was so funny. we were laughing so hard. she's very good at impressions. ewe. what i noticed today at the pharmacy that bugged me. one lady i work with, she has the WORST grammar ever! she just says stuff and its like 'uh that's not how you say it' like she said 'that's how its pacifically to be' pacific? like the ocean? it drives me CRAZY! whatever. so there was this spider. and i took this box and smashed it with it.
** i had a picture, but it wont upload. i'll insert later **
well ronnie saw me then like five minutes later he was like 'chireeeeellle your spider is alive!' ewe! so i went and smashed it with my shoe! sick! hmm. hospital with sam for food for lunch. then back to work to eat it. called daxie after. only for like two seconds though. eh. my back didn't hurt at ALL today, i was sooo impressed! i kept looking at the clock like 'k its 4pm. when is my back going to hurt?!' vented to jenny about everything today. she gave me some good advice. but alot of stuff that would contradict what i've already said to people. meh. why didn't i ask her for advice before i opened my big trap!? she's smart! what was i thinking? i'm stupid. everyone was saying tyson is really excited for work thursday to tease me about me being home and dax being in logan. oh i can only imagine what he's got stirring up in his pot!! after work went to JCPenny to look for glasses. no glasses. so i went to walmart in clinton, their selection was awful. so i came home. dinner. mom made spaghetti sausage stuff. mine without sausage. and rolls. played with sugar. i wore her out throwing her squeaky bone. she went and laid by her water and tried to drink it while laying down. so tired! it was cute. then she came and cuddled with me and fell asleep til i put her in her kennel. came up played on mommy's itouch. and then came in here and thissss. then bed shortly. i'm tireeeed! that's what i get for working early, and longgg days. tomorrow will be nice to have a break! =) i already need it. the carpet place is coming again, because they didn't clean the carpets right, they stink SO bad. so hopefully tomorrow will be better. the owner is coming down instead. ha. mom called and complained. oh gosh. anyways. butter and i are ready for bed now. goodnight kiddies.
ps. kendrick's baptism is may 29th! =)
patriarchal blessing may 30th! -- jess said she can't come with me because she'll be out of town. boo. so mom said she'd come.
so many plans this month! i'm stoked!!
loveyou,bby.
tuesday. woke up around 7:00 ish. well a little before. but i just laid in bed. went downstairs and mick was on the computer, she's like 'you're winning! only a little bit longer!' sweeeeet. so i went and got ready for work. no makeup. pft. i have no one to impress. i've gotten past that stage. i dont even care anymore. ha. ate some yummy life cereal. it was like maple and brown sugar. so good! =) i def. need to buy some more of it! then checked the computer. my dad was more excited than i was for winning the phone! $215 later i will have a new phone soon. =) its much needed. and i hesitated alot alot on buying the stupid thing. but. it needed to be done. =) i hope i like it! it'll be a new change. left for work. 13 minutes late. not bad. i counted CII drugs with sam. work actually was gooooood today, real good. jenny acted like the crazy ladies on 'maury' and was like 'i am 120 percent shooore he IS the faaauther of my babyyy! look at them eyes! they the SAME!' hahaha. it was so funny. we were laughing so hard. she's very good at impressions. ewe. what i noticed today at the pharmacy that bugged me. one lady i work with, she has the WORST grammar ever! she just says stuff and its like 'uh that's not how you say it' like she said 'that's how its pacifically to be' pacific? like the ocean? it drives me CRAZY! whatever. so there was this spider. and i took this box and smashed it with it.
** i had a picture, but it wont upload. i'll insert later **
well ronnie saw me then like five minutes later he was like 'chireeeeellle your spider is alive!' ewe! so i went and smashed it with my shoe! sick! hmm. hospital with sam for food for lunch. then back to work to eat it. called daxie after. only for like two seconds though. eh. my back didn't hurt at ALL today, i was sooo impressed! i kept looking at the clock like 'k its 4pm. when is my back going to hurt?!' vented to jenny about everything today. she gave me some good advice. but alot of stuff that would contradict what i've already said to people. meh. why didn't i ask her for advice before i opened my big trap!? she's smart! what was i thinking? i'm stupid. everyone was saying tyson is really excited for work thursday to tease me about me being home and dax being in logan. oh i can only imagine what he's got stirring up in his pot!! after work went to JCPenny to look for glasses. no glasses. so i went to walmart in clinton, their selection was awful. so i came home. dinner. mom made spaghetti sausage stuff. mine without sausage. and rolls. played with sugar. i wore her out throwing her squeaky bone. she went and laid by her water and tried to drink it while laying down. so tired! it was cute. then she came and cuddled with me and fell asleep til i put her in her kennel. came up played on mommy's itouch. and then came in here and thissss. then bed shortly. i'm tireeeed! that's what i get for working early, and longgg days. tomorrow will be nice to have a break! =) i already need it. the carpet place is coming again, because they didn't clean the carpets right, they stink SO bad. so hopefully tomorrow will be better. the owner is coming down instead. ha. mom called and complained. oh gosh. anyways. butter and i are ready for bed now. goodnight kiddies.
ps. kendrick's baptism is may 29th! =)
patriarchal blessing may 30th! -- jess said she can't come with me because she'll be out of town. boo. so mom said she'd come.
so many plans this month! i'm stoked!!
loveyou,bby.
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