it's amazing how many people have started talking to me. i think people are finding out. & everyone is trying to be there for me, in their own ways. even if they don't mention my situation. which i completely appreciate. i need all the support i can get. & most of all, i'm glad people haven't been nasty about it. if they do know. that is. Brandon at work said he was jealous of me & that if i ever need anything to let him know. Brandon. yes the one that usually isn't so pleasant. he gives me a hard time. but i know he's a great guy. and if i needed anything i'm sure he would help me out. which is nice to know. it's nice to have those people i can count on. really. they're becoming more important than ever.
i went to st geezy over spring break last week. can i just say how amazing it was. Ben, clint, & craig let me ride down with them. it was one interesting ride. but fun. =) i only got car sick near the ends of the ride home & the ride there. seeing my sister was great. she's cute. i love her. we went down to vegas & stayed in a hotel down on the strip. it was great. we went and walked the strip by ourselves for a bit. then the boys came and met up with us. it was great hanging out with them. i didn't feel so creeped out by the guys on the strip making comments towards just me and my sister. nice to have protective men there. ;) we went to body world, which was terrible might i add. the second room had two bodies in it. and i was two seconds away from passing out. i was all sweaty and clammy and my hands were tingly. it was terrible. so i sat in the corner for a minute and recuperated my thoughts. ended up walking through the whole thing. just not really looking at much. i did enjoy the baby room though, which i'm sure a lot of people have a problem with. seeing that they had a door to go past the room because it was babies. very interesting though. then we went to the shark reef. which was freaking rad. i would definitely do that again! i loved it. then the new york roller coaster. also sweet, except it bruised my shoulders from the stupid shoulder restraints. ouch. we ended up driving home to st george that night. dyed hair on saturday. my sister would kill me for putting this up. but i just have to. =)
then we just kind of hung around. made slutty brownies & went to dinner. rented jack & jill and fell asleep watching it. shopped on sunday & then the boys came to pick me up. needless to say it was just the get away i needed. it was perfect. too bad it only lasted a short amount of time. =( boo.
i've been hanging out with cami & baby fallon. she's soo cute. i already love her. they're fun to hangout with. it's nice to keep cami company. the other day when i went over i was holding baby fallon & all of a sudden there's this horse walking in front of her house. she's like uhhh that's my horse!!! so she ran outside. after she was like 'good thing you were here or i don't know what i would have done with fallon!!' the horse almost got hit by a semi. scary. but luckily they got it put away. i guess the gate wasn't shut or something. i'm glad i was there! i bought baby fallon shoes. they're so cute. i have to share.
cami loves them. and when she showed baby fallon, she smiled. yes. she opened her eyes and smiled. she's only two weeks and she knows she loves them already. ;)
isn't she just adorable? i think so. & she's soo extremely tiny. six pounds two ounces i think her one week checkup was. this was taken one day after her one week check up. & i saw her this week. and her newborn clothes drowned her! completely. she's too tiny. i know babies grow like weeds, but i think she'll be in newborn clothes for a bit. i'm SURE she could fit in preemie clothes. cami and chandler make adorable babies! ha. well. school is going okay. i got sick with the flu the week before spring break. it was terrible. & i ended up having two quizzes and one test that week. with the flu. ahh. terrible. way to ruin a girls gpa! i had one awesome boy come and take care of me while i was sick. brought me flowers, made me soup, played with my hair, made me feel better. he's sweet. but hopefully my grades will come back up. they didn't drop terribly low. but lower than i would like. come on grades. don't let the flu ruin this for me!
good night babies. love you all.
