o6.2o.12. wednesday.

one month from last night, I will be in DC with Mr. Trent.

did I mention I'm super excited.

SUPER EXCITED.

Yes, now if only the next month will fly by.

<3 goodnight loves.

o6.17.12 sunday

Although I do love my luke bryan. <3
& I'm honestly not a fan with Kenny Chesney's new songs.
But this one, I just can not get enough of it.

youtube: come over.

<3 love love love love.

goodnight fellas. love YOU.

o6.15.2o12. friday.

                                 
Work has been interesting. I mostly enjoy my job. I made this cute note the other day on a nystatin order. All statin medications we change to zocor. so this is just a play on words, because nystatin is not a cholesterol medication. it's a yeast medication.Needless to say, the pharmacists got a kick out of it. Thinkin' it was cleaver.  hahah.

I've been hanging out with my J baby. She's so pretty. =) I love her.
She's most def. a best friend of mine. She's always got my back
So understands when I need to vent & she gets me!
Doesn't leave me for anything. Love her.
& what's even better is, we are both so stinkin' pretty.
She posted this picture on her facebook the other day &
her friend was like 'what the heck J! hook me up with your friend!! She's gorgeous!'

                                                     

 So. . . Low and behold, I have a blind date on monday with him. Eek. Ha =) Hopefully it goes well. Not looking for anything serious, just looking for a fun time & making new friends. ha.

Cami brought baby Fallon over the other day. She's getting so so big! Love her. She's so fun.
She loved my nails. It was cute watching her. & cute watching cami play mom!
Talked to her about Trent. She's excited for my little country boy. hahaha.

Today at work, we were slow during the end, Kami asked what size of shoes I wore. I said 'uh probably the same size as you.' so we swopped shoes. Yes we wear the same size. Then Jenifer was like 'okay girls, use one foot & make a pair of feet.' Hahaha. Her and Brady ended up sneaking pictures. It was fun.

I'm learning how to be strong. & even though I know people are watching over my ever actions, I wish they would just know that I'm doing things I need to do, for myself right now. I don't need to impress anyone. So please let me deal with my relationship with my Heavenly Father. He knows I'm doing the best I can. I don't need anyone else trying to correct me in my faults. Thanks for looking out for me, but I'm a big girl. I will be okay. . .

Ps. I might actually happen to have a ticket to DC next month. . . To go see Trent! =) He doesn't know yet. But will find out tomorrow, hopefully. I thought the package with my flight itinerary would be there today, but It wasn't. So cross your fingers for tomorrow. I need this vacation. . . & It's these little things that I would not get to experience if I was married to him. That's for sure. Travel was not in his agenda for us. . . Fortunately, I get to still make those choices and spend my money on flights & things I want to do, without having to check with someone.

o6.o6.12 wednesday.

After an emotional night last night & an emotional day today
I went out with my fellow tasty's crew, well some of them.
Maki, Kendrick, Jr, Mike L, Mike J, & Ashley.
It was. . . Well. . JUST WHAT I NEEDED.

We went to dinner at The Beehive Grill.
Not impressed by the food, but the company was great!
Talking all about the fellow coworkers at tastys & everything.
Talking about where we are in our lives now & what we are doing.
It was wonderful catching up.

Mike L, Mike J, Ashley, Kendrick, & I went out for mcdonalds ice cream
on our way home. which was delish. love us some mcflurries. mmm.
& Thanks Mike for driving!!

After I got home I called my Trent. Sleepy little thing. It was cute.
I told him I was home safe & goodnight.
Then called Maki & we talked about divorce & everything for a while.
& Basically, it was JUST what I needed to hear.
Someone that can fully relate with me about a real subject.
I wouldn't wish divorce on anyone, but I am glad I have someone
who I can talk to about the topic & they really understand what I'm feeling.
He's great!! I really appreciate him & I'm thankful that we are still friends.

It was a good night. Yes.
Plans with J tomorrow for lunch, then Dr appointment, then plans with Nate.
Goodnight loves.