o8.16.12. thursday.

Moving up to Logan this coming week. & I'll be honest, I'm a little nervous. I feel so secure with my life right now. I don't run into a lot of people that I don't care to run into. I spend time with Janalynn often & Ashley. & see some others that I enjoy seeing from time to time. Working plenty. & keeping busy. Change this time, isn't just change. Moving to Logan would never be such a big deal before. but I have a past up there. & That is a past that I would like to leave in the past. & Not revisit. Megan will be up there with me though, & that is a very good thing. She's adorable & I can't wait to move in with her & be roomies. & see who our other two roomies are. Hopefully they're nice. Because that's what I need. No crazies please.

Trent & I have been trying to touch base as much as possible. I wouldn't say it's easy & sometimes I feel bad. I want so badly to be there for him all the time. & right now, that's just not that possible. Skype can only do so much. I'm dreaming of the day that I can actually go back & see him. But right now, it's only just a dream. There's been some talk about what to do next May, school will be out. & my apartment will no longer be filled with my stuff. Debating actually going out & spending some time out there with Trent. But that's so hard to just jump into. Somewhere where I know nobody. Somewhere new. Somewhere with lots of change. & there's lots of questions to be asked about the situation. Right now, we just need to see where things go & just go day by day, week by week, month by month. May is a bit away. I'm really likin' this boy. He treats me well. really well.

My birthday is coming up this weekend. =) Bee's game with Ashley & her family on saturday night. & dinner with my parents sunday maybe? The plans aren't set for sunday yet. We will see what happens.

Birthday sunday, work monday, packing tuesday, move in wednesday, work thursday & birthday dinner with Ashley. work friday. work saturday. work sunday. school & work monday. I've got a long work week ahead of me after celebration birthday sunday. Can you believe school starts in a little over one week? Bring it on.

loves.

o8.12.12 sunday.

blog, unblocked.

Recently went & bought a new laptop. The whole side my previous one had ripped off basically. I have had it for four years though. It was inevitable. Been working a lot, In fact I work this whole weekend. Friday, Saturday, Today, Tomorrow, Tuesday. Makin' that money. HA!

Boating with the pharmacy yesterday after work. It was actually a lot of fun. I pretty much hate water but I didn't even get in the water, got on the boat & from there Mechel jumped in and pulled the wave runner over to me and I jumped on that from the boat.  Ha! It really was fun getting out with some coworkers I actually like & being on a real not work level with them. Thanks Marv for the boat & Ammon, Mechel, Christy, Joey, Cameron S, Cameron J, Brady, Shanae, Millie, & Cameron  S's  brother for coming. It really was a blast. =) It is the little things that make me realize I actually DO like some of my coworkers. Ha.

I move to logan on August 22nd. It should be exciting. Moving in with my lovely Megan. She's so cute. I love her. It will be a blast living with her. & I can't wait to find out who the other two girls will be. We are living off campus in Oakridge apartments. Megan & I are talking about buying a car pass so we can drive to campus instead of riding the bus. Or we could do both. The bus comes right in front of our apartment. I just don't know if I would enjoy riding the bus. Bleh. Back to Sophomore year of high school again I suppose. HAHA. Anyways. That's the big news going on in this girls life. Not a whole lot. Not so much ready for school to start, but ready to fill my life with some socialness.

Trent & I are still talking. I really do like him. It's definitely hard not seeing him. But we skype as much as possible & Talk on the phone often. Our schedules are a little off though, Me working days & him working nights. But we make it work as well as we can. For now at least, because we don't have any other choices. I do feel bad though, coming home from a long day of work & wanting to sleep, staying up as late as possible but Trent can tell I'm struggling to keep my eyes open on skype. I really am trying to be able to talk to him, but it's not easy & I can't imagine it will be any easier once school starts. Just something we both have to constantly try at, if we both want it.

BTW. my mom & I are having a  Norwex cleaning stuff party on Wednesday, August 15. Everyone is invited. So come &  hangout. It should be fun. Ask for details.

love you all.