friday . o8 . 2o . 1o.

oh my gosh. did i not just write about teenagers having sex and i hope they get pregnant. because they aren't using birth control. . . . . . . . . . . . .

to say the least, i'm pretty disappointed and upset. its not all flattery like people portray it to be. its a big responsibility that you CANT TAKE BACK. its a life that you just provided and made and have to take care of, not just while they're a baby and cute and blah blah blah. but forever. not til they're just 18. they'll be your child, forever. i'm so maddddd. ugh.

on another note. i did my first session of p90x tonight. and it rocked my body. basically. i'm so unbelievably sore. i did, oh only a zillion pushups. literally. i'm exhausted.

annnnd i work tomorrow. with ronnie, and he's the worst pharmacist to get people out semi on time. its like he doesn't care. its annoying. hopefully tomorrow he'll care somewhat. cross your fingers for me that we get out before seven. because that would make for a long freaking day. with no lunch.

i move up to college in one week. and i'm terrified. beyond belief. i wont have my bestie there with me anymore. =( and that scares me. having to make new friends. uh yeah i'm not very fond of the idea. nor am i very good at it either. =( i'm in a bummish mood right now. can you tell.

peace out home slice.

ps. happy anniversary mommy and daddy. i love youuu.

thursday . o8 . 19 . 1o .

birthday . wow . i cant' believe it!

twenty freaking years old!

jess called me at 3:57 am. and told me happy birthday.
and dax called me at 3:58 am.

i love those two. i seriously dont know what i would do without either of them.
they're perfect.


noooooow. . . yes i should be in bed. its almost midnight. but i'm not tired. =(

someone come party with me. dax already went to bed. he's no fun.

love your faces.

PS. i got beautiful roses today sent to my work. two dozen. he spoils me. and i love him so much!!

tuesday . o8 . 17 . 1o.

ohhh stupid work. i'm glad i trained forever today on the new gui system for nothing. as well as everyone else. stuuuuupid.

http://www.qs1.com/Videos/PrimeCare_Demo/PrimeCare_Demo.html


wel now that wont be happening, i guess we will just stick with the hardest system everrrrr for the next forever. i'm pretty sure our system is the POS system. not kidding. how ironic.

birthday in t minus two days. =) celebration tomorrow with daxxxx.

i wish 'pretty little liars' was on tonight. but its nottttt. boo. i wonder when it comes back on. but 'teen mom' is on! yaaaay. oh my little tv show obsessions.

monday . o8 . 16 . 1o .

dear idiot.

my name is chirelle.

not 'your girl'. not 'my girl'. not 'girl'. its chirelle.

i'd appreciate if you could call me by my name. thanks.

sincerely, CHIRELLE.

ps. i'm glad you could get my gender right, now lets shoot for a name next time, shall we?

sunday . o8 . 15 . 1o .

what a crazy week. wednesday: sharon and allen's wedding. sharon looked so cute! i miss her face. although she should have had a gym wedding like we planned in gym class in 12th grade. when we both hated gym and rebelled against the coach. HA. he was awful. we were in the middle of setting up things for jess and justin's wedding so we just ran over, said hii. dropped off a present. and left. thursday: jess and justin's wedding. i was SO nervous. we got up at three thirty. jess and i laid in bed and talked about everything. and ever since she went through the temple, and she's okay. i'm eager and more interested it seems. so i kept asking her temple questions and such. not that she can tell me much. but its interesting. got up and went to covet to get her hair done at five. and we had to use the heater in the car because it was FREEZING! who would have thought a summer morning would be so cold we would have to turn the heater on. at the hairplace the lady brought her freakishly expensive dior makeup and let us play around with it. so we did. justin and dax brought us mcdonalds breakfast. jess kept saying 'i think chirelle is more nervous than i am!' i'm like 'YEAH I AM!' went back to jess' and she left and ashlee did my hair. jess' little brother philip woke up after jess left for the temple and said 'but i want to tell her that i'd be her bodyguard incase there are villains at the temple' so cute. off to get jess' flowers. and then back to my house to change real fast. then slc temple. i was sooo nervous the whole drive up. i couldn't sit still. but once we got to the temple and dropped off her flowers to the lovely sisters at the temple. i was fine. because i already knew she was married. dax reminded me that this is an eternity thing. and i can't have her as my girlfriend anymore because she was married for eternity. oh please. jess will always be my girlfriend. helllllo. hahaha. pictures. i really liked her photographer. and her daddy wanted me in their family picture. i felt honored! i was so happy. =) yeah i'm part of the family! around 12 we headed back to syracuse for the lunchin. made it back around 12:30. lunchin was good. we sat by her photographer and talked with him and his wife the whole time. justin brought me a piece of cheesecake! that was special ordered by jess and i. yeah i was the only one besides the parents and bride and groom that got homemade WONDERFUL cheesecake. whoooow! =) helped with wedding stuff after. pictures at five ish. reception at 6:30-9 ish. i was mingling the whole time and i dont think i sat down once. i was like talking to these people then running over to these people. it was a madhouse! but SO good! i was so sad to see her drive off. i'm so proud of her and grateful for the example she's set for me! she's wonderful. she sent me a picture of her room when she got to the anniversary inn in slc. they had the Egyptian room. it was cool! work early friday morning. i was soo tired. and everyone kept saying 'gosh chirelle. you look tired.' 'chirelle did you party too much lastnight. you look tired' i know i look tired. thanks for pointing it outttt. left work half an hour early to drive to logan for patrick and kayla's wedding. patrick looked sharp in his tux! we talked for a bit. it was good. dax went and got us papa murphies pizza after and we made it at his house and talked. and guess what?! JESS CALLED ME!!!!! whooow. yeah she's on her honeymoon. but whatever. i guess justin went to get them dinner and she was like 'wellll i'm going to call chirelle' and he was like 'you can't live a day without talking to her can you?' and jess was like 'NO! she's my bestie!' hahaha. we talked for like 40 minutes. i love that girl. im so happy she's still alive! headed home late friday night. worked saturday morning. i typed for like FOUR hours. which is crazy because i hardly know how to type! everyone was very patient with me thought. which was good. i only messed up a few times and had to re-bill things a few times. it was pretty good. we were caught up by two and thought we'd be done by four. then the admits came. and we didn't get out til 6:30. blah. 8 1/2 hour day. with no lunch. i was sooo hungry after. so i went to subway. how yummy. i love me some subway. and its been a while. so it was delish. i think i'm catching something from running around to all of these weddings and working my toosh off. so i didn't feel very well. took some medicine and watched big brother with daddy. OH and i got a letter from finland! whooow. it has been a while. i dont think i ever wrote him back. but it was a happy early birthday letter. i dont even know how he remembers my birthday. he's amazing at this sort of stuff. i swear. then i went to bed.

ps// at work on friday. it was a struggle man. kassiti freaked out. and so tyson lashed out at her. because she was making rude comments towards tyson and i. so she finally left. then i typed for a few hours with tyson and i got this order. it said 'qdbk' well. qd means every day. but bk? that doesn't mean anything. so i asked danny and i said 'maybe he wants it every time he has burger king' danny laughed and said yeah chirelle i'm sure thats what it means. hahaha. we figured it meant breakfast. even though that's not how you indicate breakfast in medical terms. then one of the drivers called and i answered it and he was like 'hey. i'm wondering which run i'm doing' i'm like uh. well aren't you already out on your run. so shouldn't you already know where you're going? he lauged and said 'no for tonight.' i'm like ohhhh. and jenny and tyson and everyone was laughing at me. i figured okay you took the slc run. and you're calling me to tell you which run you're doing, you already left with the slc stuff. you should know. ha. silly me. he was talking about the next delivery. oh gosh.

tuesday. o8 . 1o . 1o .

Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer, but wish we didn't.


thee end.




so. this weekend was good. dax came down saturday night. and we went over to the Ivie's. awh i love their family. we spent much of our night over there hanging out with them and their cute family. dax eating chips, nacho cheese, and jalapenos with ryan. and i was talking with tara and watching samanatha dance for me. ha. so adorable. after we watched 'stepmom' in their movie theater in their basement. literally a movie theater. =) one day i will have a million dollar house like theirs. i promise you that. one day. sunday dax and i went down to elder mark kennington's homecoming. its hard for me to pay attention to talks in sacrament. but during his talk i was like so tuned in. it was really really good! after i stood around while all the rm's talked and talked. ha. it was all good. finally after 20 months met kennington. ha. it was weird. but real good. ha. afterwards on our way home we stopped by draper temple. so pretty. walked around outside. ♥ and then headed home. went on a walk with justin and jess that night. i can't believe they're getting married THIS WEEK! no work monday. did. . . nothing. ha. i'm lame. worked today. it was retarded. i swear. christy is dumb. she acts like she can't hear me. although everyone else can hear me. i'm like 'stop staring at the wall and listen to me. i know what i'm talking about.' sheesh. i talked to ronnie about raises today. because i get paid crap for what i do. and i need an increase in my pay. uh. how about 20 bucks an hour. thanks. so i talked to him about it. and he said he would talk to the higher up management and let me know. everyone's at the temple now. except me. boo. i didn't want to go 'wait' outside bountiful temple for everyone to do a session. so i stayed home. i wanted to work late. but that didn't happen.

i'm excited for my busy week to begin tomorrow morning basically. tomorrow and then thursday is the big day. it will be the longest day of my life. i promise you that. ha.

seeee yaaa.