11.28.13. Thursday.

Happy Thanksgiving.
Thankful for:
1. Immediate Family.
2. Opportunity to go to college.
3. Pharmacy Technician license.
4. My little sister. I look up to her.
5. Supportive Friends.
6. My boyfriend, Zack.
7. The Ability to not have to live Pay Check To Pay Check.
8. Both of my reliable vehicles.
9. The Military.
10. Modern Technology.
11. Health.
12. My Luke Bryan CD.
13. Clean Clean Clothes.
14. Extended Family.
15. The ability to pay for college without taking out any loans.
16. Sugar bear.
17. The Ability Opportunity to Travel.
18. My Parents & their Example.
19. My Apartment in Logan.
20. Little Feet.
21. Washer & Dryer.
22. Warm bed.
23. J.
24. Online Shopping.
25. The Priesthood.
26. Education.
27. Blankets.
28. Modern Medicine.
29. AC in the Summer.
30. Being in a happy healthy relationship.
31. Five Senses. (Vision, Hearing, Taste, Touch, Smell.)
32. Megan & Amanda.
33. Makeup.
34. A job that works with my school schedule.
35. Clean Stuff. (Toothpaste, Shampoo, Soap, Deodorant. The Essentials.)
36. Breaks from School.
37. DVR.
38. The innocence of little kids.
39. Warm Hoodies.
40. Most of my Coworkers.
41. Shaka Laka Chapstick.
42. A M E R I C A .
43. Craftiness.
44. My Cellphone.
45. Sterling Silver Earrings.
46. Portable Electric Heaters.
47. Knowledge of a Higher Power.
48. Warm Showers.
49. Aveeno Lotion.
50. Most of all, I am grateful for the young lady I have become. I have gone through a lot in the past few years & I've learned so much from it. I've gained a new perspective on life & the people who I want to surround myself with. It hasn't been easy, in fact, it's been pretty dang hard. Losing friends, losing relationships. But look at all the things I have accomplished & the good that has come from all of those trials. If my life had maintained how it was a few years ago, I would not have been happy. I would not have met so many people who have changed my life. I'm grateful for those trials. & I'm grateful for every one of you.

Loves.

11.17.13 sunday.

work makes me stressed.
when I'm stressed I break out.
thank you work. . . . not.
i need a new job. asap.




life has been swell. there's this boy.
& i think i'm realizing how touchy/clingy i can be.
i'm annoying myself.

loves.

november 7. 2o13. thursday.

Well Hello.

It's been a while. School has been consuming my life. Psychological stats is killer & my family crisis & intervention class requires a lot of work. Infancy/toddler lab is so fun. I love it, yet it can be stressful at times. I do believe I caught a cold from being so stressed from it this semester. Hopefully that will be the last sickness I will contract for the remainder of the year. Did I mention I am NOT getting a flu shot this year? Last year was terrible. Yes, I am aware that the flu shot last year was the worst it has ever been, but I feel healthier without it. So. There.

Halloween this year was a blast. I went to a Halloween party at my cousin's house. I dressed up as BATMAN, girl version. & J went with me. She dressed up as a Bat. Ha. It was a lot of fun. Cami's family dressed up as the Flintstones. So adorable. My costume was epic. I loved it & couldn't thank J enough for helping me out with it & providing me a big bow, black fish nets, yellow bumpkins, & a black sparkly tutu. SHE IS WONDERFUL! & I'm so grateful to have her in my life. We just . . get each other. Ha.

So around the first of October one of my friends from high school added me on twitter. I haven't heard from him since he switched to Syracuse high my junior year. Last weekend we might have gone out on a date. It was a blast. I've never been so nervous in my life. I kept telling my mom "I'm so nervous & I have no idea why . . . " Anyways. We went to Chili's & Boondocks & did a double with his friends. It was fun. They were really cool too, which made the night flow even better. We are hanging out again this Friday night. We will see what comes out of this. But right now, it's just new, fun, & exciting. It's been a while. . . I like it.

The semester is ending in a few weeks. I have a bittersweet reaction towards it. I'm so excited to be done with some of my classes! I CAN NOT WAIT! On the other hand, Amanda is moving out. UGH. What am I going to do without her? For real though. We've become great friends over this past semester. & When I find friends like that I keep them close & cherish the friendship that we have. Her & Megan are definitely two of my best friends. Thankfully I will have Megan here to finish out the school year with me.

Life is good!! SO GOOD!!

Loves.