o6.25.13. tuesday.

what do you do when you find things that are of you & your ex?
pictures? letters? things like that?

cleaning out my little car to switch over for the summer on monday (yesterday)
& I found my old wedding announcement.
& this little four picture set of Dax & I
from his friends wedding photo booth.

weird. I just sit & look at them . .
do I throw them away?
do I keep them? what good would that do?

A few weeks ago I found the
Anniversary Inn card that they give you
with your breakfast. Something I've always kept
for little memories of our first night together.

what do I do with that? It all doesn't mean anything now.

it's just a weird feeling finding those kind of things.

throw things away, put them in a box?

geez. . .

sometimes I wish things were a tad bit different.
but things happen for reasons, right?

one day things will pan out as they should.

loves.

o6.23.13. sunday.

I've been sick, again. seriously can I not just go like a month without being sick. Sheesh. Strep test on Tuesday, negative. Dr was sure it was strep so he put me on abx & cultured my test. I called in sick on Wednesday. went to work feeling like crap Thursday & Friday. Strep test came back on Thursday, results negative. So the doctor isn't sure what I have. He said it's not a virus or allergies. Clueless,  basically. Great. called in sick again Saturday. After sleeping all day yesterday & lounging around today, I'm finally feeling better. ish. Getting there at least.

Like a week ago Friday on the 14th, I went with Kerina & a few other lovelies to go & see Tim McGraw! Soo amazing. Loved the company I went with & the show was pretty good, except he kept playing songs off his new album & everyone was like standing there like "heyyy Tim, no one knows this song. . . " still pretty good. We missed Love & Theft but saw Brantley Gilbert. He reminds me of Trent. Just his songs. I think Trent introduced his music to me. I didn't get very good pictures of the concert itself. We were like mid-way on the grass & near the end we pushed our way to the front of the gated grass section. It was nice, but we were only there for a few songs. & these lesbian rave girls were next to us. Shoving each other like we were at a big rave party. . . & they had these big gauges in their ears. I looked at Kerina & said, "I think they came to the wrong concert." For real though. Weird.

Just a few pictures from the concert, of us. None of my other pictures on my phone turned out.
*of the concert at least*
I will have to see what I have on my camera & upload those if they turned out well enough.

Has anyone ever heard of ThoughtCatalog ?
If not, you need to check it out *CLICK THAT LINK ^^^ *. I follow them on Twitter & it's basically like a big blog & people post whatever they want anonymously. I have fallen in love with it. Seriously.
People are such good writers, I wish I could write blog entries like some of those entries.

Enough for now. Next time I will have to tell you about our trip to St George & Mesquite that my family went on last weekend for my sisters birthday. :)
Bed time for now. Goodnight.

Loves.

o6.11.13. Tuesday

So. Everything has been going swell lately. I deleted facebook for a bit. It was causing drama & I felt very consumed by it. I reactivated my account today at J's house. She talked me into it. & When I came home today I deleted some fellas & blocked a few others who I don't feel the need to see what they're up to, even though we aren't facebook friends it still shows up on my feed. I don't need that, nor do I have time for that drama in my life.

In other news, Cameron has been telling me to get a bike so we can go mountain biking. HA. So I sent him a picture of this. He definitely got a kick out of it. Except I don't think it will make it very far up any mountain. Ever.



Just had my seven work days on. & today was finally my first day off in a bit. Back to work tomorrow, but it's okay. My St George getaway weekend is literally just around the corner. & How about some Tim McGraw?! Because I'm so looking forward to his concert.
At work a few days ago, after asking spectrum to change my name on our computer system, they finally did it! So nice to have my P e a r s o n name back, especially at work. I told Tim that I hate typing & that everytime they make me type & I have to log in under my ex's lastname, it makes me so depressed & blah blah blah. HAHAH. I think he got the point that I wanted my name changed in the computer system. Thank you Tim & Brady for both urging spectrum to change that for me.

We had a work BBQ on saturday at Jennifer's house. The turn out was amazing & It was so nice to get together with everyone & have zero drama. Also nice to see everyone's kids & families. We did a BBQ & then shooting. The kids got to play with waterguns & see all of Jennifer's animals. It was kind of . . oh my gosh ish. So I was the very first one to shoot the gun. There were three of us shooting at once. I shot & then Lisa's son shot. He put a hole RIGHT into Jennifer's fence. & everyone turned around & looked at Lisa. She had no idea until like a few seconds later. Her face was priceless!! But oh my gosh. So not good. Right before I shot, Jennifer's husband said "okay everyone make sure your guns are pointed up. Don't put a hole in my fence." Two seconds later, BAM! Hole in the fence. They were a good sport about it, but dang!
I enjoy doing those kind of things with the pharmacy. It's nice to be able to make other memories with everyone, besides the usual work. Being able to talk with everyone about other things is also key in the pharmacy. Keeps everyone from going insane. . . For real though.

Nails at J's house today on my day off. Four hours later & I love them. They're perfect! So happy to finally have some sunshiney nails. Bring on the sunshine & summertime! Can't wait to hear the compliments on these babies. Victoria Secret's semiannual sale is going on now. Went to newgate with sis today. We got a few things. then came home. Hopefully we can place an order online before all the sweet sales are over. & Now I leave you with this sweet picture of my nails.
Holla atcha babyyy.

Loves.