December 31. 2o1o// friday.

so i went through the temple yesterday. Draper to be exact. and the lady that helped me was AMAZING! so cute! I got to go into the brides room and change in their. =) special attention. I loved it! initiatory was my favorite part! The blessings you get are so amazing! It was realllly really cool!! I'd love to go back and do them. However the session was . . . something else for sure. It was good but i was sooo lost and so confused. and technically, i'm kind of scared to go back. honestly. it was really cool to see how much support i received when i was there. everyone that came! meant soo much to me. especially because weather was awful! dax and i could BARELY get his car up the hill!! This guy pulled over and asked if we needed help! hahaha. we made it though. only a few more days til i marry my bestfriend. and BOY is it going to go by pretty fast! which is good. keep my mind off things. anyways. off for a night at my aunt and uncles with the family for new years. peace out kiddies. see you in 2o11!

saturday. 12.o4.1o.

one month from today until I marry my bestfriend.
i have so many mixed emotions.
excited. happy. nervous. scared. kind of all of the above emotions.
i get nervous and butterflies in my stomach, really bad when i think about it.
=D but i'm excited for my new life to begin with my soon to be husband.
i love him.