3 . 16 . 1o . tuesday.

dear sam.

i hate you. you make my life miserable. and work miserable. no one likes you. keep your trap shut. no one needs to hear your smart ace comments. you are an immature idiot. and i hope you live a miserable lonely life.

love chirelle.


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monday i spent the whole day with daxie. went out to eat at papa kelsey's with ashlee. then took it to dax for lunch. showered at dax's. because our apartments water heater is getting changed. eh. hung out. my place. packed. sisters came over. i said bye to them. dax's with ashlee later. then dinner. then ice cream. thennnnn. back to my place. we brought daxies fish over. and we watched a movie before dinner. and the fish died. goodbye yaboy. we love you.
we then flushed him down the toilet and had a ceremony in the bathroom for him, where me and dax proceeded to cry. ha. i love my dax. after dinner and such came back to our place. laid on the couch with daxie and told stories to each other. of things that have happened in the past. 'first time learning about the f word' 'first girls scout adventure' etc. it was good. i love him. i really do. we talked about falling in love. . . . yes =) he makes everything better.


tuesday. woke up early. dax called me. then work. work suuuucked. sam is hell. i hate her. i literally hate her. she wears me out. she's just so obnoxious and always yapping. they were talking about kassidi today and sam was like defending something kass said apparently i guess. i wasn't there when it was said but i guess she said that the pharmacist trainer dude didn't love his wife because he didn't spend alot on her wedding ring. then angie was making fun of her 'oh did you see how big my ring is?! look at my ring. its soo big. my wedding this. my wedding that blah blah BLAH' ah. kind of sad. but true. i never thought i'd hear angie and christy and everyone bash on her like that. it was weird. costa vida for lunch, thank you drug reps. got out ON TIME. came home. tanned. hungout with z family. sugar loves me. i love her. bed time now. see ya.

3 . 14 . 1o . sunday

wow. what a week. so its finally spring break. and i swear. last week the teachers were like 'death to all students' ha. test in oss. ace'd it! 98 percent baby! doesn't get much better than that! also i got 99 percent on my english essay! =) whooooow.

friday night jade came down. before hand me and jess went and got stuff for dinnnner. yum. she made lasagna rollups. jade came down. the boys took us on a surprise date. blind folded us. and took us to a church parking lot. we got out of the car and some car had followed us. asking if we were okay. hahahaha. i bet they thought the boys were trying to rape us or something. they attempted to teach us swing dance stuff. well. it didn't work too well. so we went and got a movie from smiths. daxie tried to buy me a rin g out of the 25cent machines. well. it was jammed. i'm still so upset, to this date. ha. so he gave me his ctr ring. which i always play with anyways. and i put in a necklace chain and wore it around my neck. =) i love him. we watched the haunting in Connecticut after. well. kind of. i fell asleep, and woke up to an occasional jump from daxie. ha. then he went and laid in my bed. while we started watching alvin and the chipmunks around midnight. ha. i went in and we talked for a bit. i even put cute bobby pins in his hair. what a trooper. anyone who can put up with me at two in the morning when i'm being silly is definitely a keeper. =)

saturday woke up and showered around eight. jade and daxie came over around nine. breakfast, pancakes. and then we headed down to slc, daxie jess and i did. jade and his sister jenna went to a wedding in bountiful. we picked up eric from the airport. it was nice to finally meet him. then we went to the mall. it was snowing bunnies outside. it was so wet and so cold. =( i only had my flats on. which weren't very warm. boo. it was awful. me and jess were frozen. we ate at costa vida. and then we went to the delta center for disney on iceeee the two thirty show. we got there at two. =) our shirts turned out cute. not as cute as previous years, because we remembered how stressful it was. SO stressful. =( anyways. disney was amazing, as always. you never seize to amaze me disney. i realized how selfish little kids are. such brats i swear. like this one little girl, her mom had just bought her fairy wings which were twenty five bucks and she was BAWLING. sheesh. i would be like shut up! seriously. after disney we headed off to layton for mary and ashton's wedding. so cute! =) talked to lyndee and ryan which i haven't in forever. it was nice. =) awh i'm so happy for mary. she looked beautiful! her seven year fairy tale has finally came true. she's been chasin that boy since 8th grade!! after we left, i decided i have such bridal fever. =( dax probably HATES it. blaaaaah. we went to jess's to fix her headlight. then back to college. fed the sister missionaries and gave them this cute book we made for them full of pictures and such. =) very cute. sister lopez just got transfered to syracuse, she leaves monday. =( i'm going to miss her so much. she was a doll! after we watched the usu game. WE LOST. can you believe it. 17 games in a row that we just won. and we LOST the big WAC game. boo. after me and daxie had a nice conversation about marriage. needless to say it left me a little perplexed. it was good though. daxie and eric left a little eleven.

sunday. SPRING AHEADDDDD an hour. boo. got up and ready for church. dax and eric came over. then dax says 'i'm tired and sick. i'm just going to sleep.' so me and dax stayed here. and what did he do instead? watch basketball! sick my buuuuutt. hahaha. at twelve thirty we got ready and went to providence for a farewell for his friendie. it was nice. the talks were all based around prayer. which was what i needed to hear, basically. the little boy in front of us was a ham! so cute and chunky. daxie was like 'i'll call him cheeks.' hahaha. after we stopped by daxies so he could change. and fish is dying. =( yes. no one will be home this week at their apartment except fish. so i spent some time with him before he passed onto fishie heaven. he will love it there. because there will be plenty of little ponds he can play in and he will find his eternal companion there. what more could a fishie ask for?! came back here. daxie made me and ashlee dinner. yummy. me and daxie took a nap on the couch while watching 'game plan' now were just chilllllin. ashlee is asleep. and everyone else is gone for spring break. so me and daxie are just watching the country music . . . award videos? i'm not quite sure. i love spending time with this boy. he means so much to me. its ridiculous i tell you! seriously. he's sick. and i think he's getting me sick. i keep telling him sleeeeep. thats what he needs 'i'm not tired' well then you're not getting better either! sheesh. so stubborn. anyways. thats the update lately.

i'm heading home tuesday morning for work. then i'll just stay there for the week. i'm working all spring break. it'll be good though. hopefully. anyways. peace out friends. love you.

saturday . 3 . 6 . 1o .

so english on wednesday went well. we voted on our final paper. its a word paper. like you pick a word that means alot to you. and relate stories from that work. example : soccer. when you first started playing soccer. why you picked soccer as a sport. your first goal in soccer. comp teams you did in soccer. etc. so i was like k i dont play sports. i dont snowboard enough. i dont do . . . anything. so i think i'll do mine on medication. that way i can tie my job into it. and my career choice. and yeahhh. idk. help? ha. wednesday night was not so good. sister came over to teach katelyn. but we think katelyn thinks the lessons are more for all of us. so me jess and camille sat out. and just vented to each other in my room. then i guess the lesson didn't go well. and katelyn's no longer taking the discussions. so then holly stormed out crying. and ashlee and camille chased after her. then katelyn left for the night. just drama. daxie came over til midnight ish. i like him alot, can you tell?

thursday. so i had work. and i told kassidi all our problems in the apartment. and she helped me with it. 'have a meeting. no name calling. no pointing out people. just list the new rules you need in your apartment. and type them all up so no one can say 'i didn't know that' because then its right there! you didn't hear it, you could have read it!' perffffect! good idea. so then a little later katelyn texts me saying she got the RA involved and we're having a meeting. oh my gosh. stupppid. we're big girls. so. jenny was like 'shoooot. point out names now!!' hahaha. anyways. during lunch today the new pharmacist, kc, which i worked with at 4care. came into the lunch room and was like 'do you like energy bars' and throws some down on the table for us. we're like oh thanks. then he leaves. well we start looking at these bars closer. and the ends are taped shut. and they have been opened and half eaten! SICK! hahahaha we were all laughing about it forever! troy came in, and he's a health freak. so we offered one to him. oh it was disgusting! they were all expired in like 07 & 08 too! eweeeee. hahahaha. left work, on time. can you believe it!? went home. my headlight went out the other day. but now, its working. so daddy just sent me with a headlight incase it goes out again, i can have someone fix it. then he hands me a box of hostess raspberry donuts. mm. my absolute favorite! awh i love my daddy! =) he's thee best! me and mickey went to lakeside elem. for our ten year time capsule reunion. =)
it was good to see a few select people whom i haven't seen in a while. i opened my time capsule and sheesh. i didn't even think i put anything in it! i had notes, and papers, and names of friends. so weird. so when we were leaving i got a picture by this lion i so remember. from FOREVER AGO.
and then we saw these shirts in the office. and everyone had them on at the reunion. so i'm like lets take one! i want one! so . . . we took a shirt. hahaha. it says like lakeside student counsel on it. so i'm not sure we were SUPPOSED to take it. but oh well. =) like mick said 'we wont be coming back' hahaha. left and came back home. and then the meeting was at ten. it was horrible. it solved nothing except katelyn is moving out. thats it. jess left in a wreck. =( so then i went to study math in the hallway. and camille chased after me. i was like 'no i'm fine' then i look at my phone and dax called and was like 'are you okay' and i just burst into tears. it was bad. i told him i would text him since i couldn't exactly talk. i couldn't breathe. or study. or see from my blurry vision. it was not pleasant! went back home around one. and bed. attempted to sleep at least. butter helped, thats for sure. i love my butter.

friday. math. suuuucked. test. and i know i bombed it, horribly. i didn't even finish the test in time. =( whatever. it was dumb. after i saw daxie talking with andrew and camille and i just walked up to him and hugged him. instantly i felt so much better. no words even had to be said. then psy quiz. i got 4/5 which is WAY good for not even studying. hahaha. stupid girl 'can i call the coin toss, because i want a quiz' are you kidding me?! you're an idiot. i swear. oss was good. i did jess' assignment for her. ha. english went well. we got our groups for our next project. it shouldn't be too bad. hmm. jessi pointed out something interesting in english. we have 7 groups. and there's one girl in each group. hahahaah. i thought that was interesting. brant's doing his group on the food. so i was like 'you better bring food! like taco bell!' hahaha. he was like taco bell?! thats not even real mexican food chirelle!! hahaha. oh gosh. came back and daxie was here. =) i luff him. he spent all day with me. knowing lastnight was horrible. it realllly meant alot. i love how we can just sit and talk and laugh and be stupid. =) he was trying to eat his cheesecake he put in camille's fridge and it was FROZEN. so i was like stooppppppp! just wait! he got very impatient and ate it anyways. =) i really dont know what it is about him, but he really is perfect. later we went to the store and got a few things for dinner. came home and i made homemade potato soup with rolls. we were going to make peach cobbler. but we didn't. maybe saturday we will. =) we went to the speak easy that night. which was just held at merrill. like a party deal. they had strawberry daiquiri's and such. it was goooood. everyone was dressed up so cute. hahaha. 1920's. except me and dax. hahaha. oh gosh. outcasts, its okay. we like making our own statement. came back and we watched the pursuit of happiness. i fell asleeeeeeep. now he knows what the twitch is. when i say he twitches in his sleep. because apparently i do it too. ha. everyone does. he stayed til three am. after the movie we just talked. like about our worst date. our first dance date. just random stuff. i love that about us, as well. =) its not all about the physical kiss kiss stuff. we can just lay there and hold a conversation. and talk about everything. after i had to go move my car from parking down to my parking. and he kept saying like 'oh! did you hear that' acting like someone was behind me. scared me! then he was like 'whats under your car!?' like someone was under my car. ughhhh. i freaked out. no it was just snow. =( butt. came home and went to bed.

saturday. sheesh. why do i think its sunday. possibly because i was with daxie ALL day friday. and that never happens. =) hahah. woke up. i had a weird dream. holly kissed a moose. and dax was like 'i need to tell you something' and then this moose came in through the window and holly kissed it. weird. hmm. plans today : basketball game tonight at seven. parents are coming! i'm sooo excited!! =) i'll update more later. enjoy kids. love you.

wednesday . 3 . 3 . 1o.

this past weekend went well.

i played with daxie friday night. we watched the secret life. well . . . i watched the secret life. he slept. =) he's so cute when he sleeps. all cuddled up with me. awh. =) ever since psy. and learning about sleeping in that class. i like think about it. like it stage one. its the stage where you jerk around a little. or twitch. =) hahaha. so daxie would twitch and it'd just make me smile and say in my head 'stage one!' hahaha. oh i'm stupid! bailey lost his key. so he was locked out. forcing daxie to leave a little after midnight. =( to go and let him into his room. booooo. whateves. i was all alone. how scary. house to myself!

saturday. daxie came home with me. nail appointment at three. i stopped by carley's house before hand. and the bank to cash my christmas check from nick. hahaha about time eh? =) so got my nails done. daxie slept. boy can sleep. hahah. he was so tired. he went to the temple early this morning with bailey so he was up early, out late. jess came over after work to get her nails done. j is hilarious. 'sex is good. . . real good! BUT ONLY IF YOU ARE MARRIED!' thank you for thee advice. =) daxie and i left. we went to the mall. shopping time. bought two shirts. two undershirts. one pair of pants. =) whoow. my ae jeans were cheeeap. 19 bucks, including tax. that's not bad at all. after we raced home and changed. then off to bryce's sisters wedding. it was cute. =) i got some good ideas. and they had yummy homemade cheesecake. that they let us take! because they had extra, scooooore! hahaha. they had a cardboard cut out of bryce. nifty, i must say! anyways after. we went to my house. first thing my daddy says to dax was 'she's not getting married for twenty years!' hahahah. oh please daddy. its sooner than you think! and if i didn't get married for twenty years, you should be worried. because something is probably wrong with me! awh. sad. but true. hmm. attempted to do taxes. but got frustrated. 'do we claim chirelle? no. . yes . . no' so i gave up. hmm. went to jess' with daxie. hung out there for a bit. then came home around one. one thirty? i dont remember.

sunday. up at seven fourty. shower. and got ready for church. paden's farewell at nine. the little girl next to me was like 'will you color with me?' so i did. she was so cute. she asked if i could draw a dolphin. i was like uhhh no. sorry. hahaha. then she was like 'wanna know why me and my brother have the same color of hair?! because we're TWINS!!' so cute. i so can't wait to have little kids. they're adorable when they're young. such trouble makers when they get big, though. but still! hahah. so cute. i colored with her. then after sacrament she thanked me and her mom also thanked me. oh okay so she was drawing this one picture and i'm like 'what is that' she's like 'its a rainbow' so i'm like ohh okay. so she says 'i'm going to show my mommy and daddy' so she did and i hear her dad say 'thats a good house' and she says 'ITS A RAINBOW!!!' hahaha it made me laugh. oh how cute little kids minds work. i love it. =) anyways. after paden's farewell. dropped jess off at her house. and came home with daxie. he took a nap, ish. and i did homework. then he helped me study psychology. 'daxie, question. what are the main differences in males and females reguarding sex. physically. emotionally. etc' HAHAHA. he was like I DONT KNOW!!! and got all red. hahah. i'm like well figure it out. its on my test! hahaha. silly. he's so embarrassed so easily. i love it. oh how he makes my heart go pitter patter. i love it. we hungout at home for a bit. then headed home around five thirty? got to my apartment. cuddled and knock knock sister missionaries show up. so we shared our cheesecake with them. hahah. then everyone else started showing up. i think everyone had a great weekend. jess's sister ashlee came up! and she brought this dance game for the wii. oh boy. i wish i could upload the video. except i'm not sure how to get it off facebook. its on my facebook. find it on there. =) its hilarious!! it was fun. then bed.

monday. school was stressful. so after classes me and jess came back and there was this wall of the world. saying 'where have you been' so me and jess make up random places. i said i went to saudi arabia. ad dammam? something like that. and i think jess was in russia. hahaha oh gosh. we're nerds. i studied psy forever. and it still was frustrating. so i went to si. and i was planning on going to eli's si as well. but after my hour, i was so frustrated. i couldn't bare to do any more psy. it was bad. so i went to the basketball game. well met up with everyone there. dax has this way of making all my stress worries go away. like a simple touch my my hand, or a simple hug makes me feel like everything will be okay. its perfect! i dont know how he does it. =) but its wonderful. so after we WON the game, gosh. can you even call it a game. we won like by 40. not even kidding! it was bad.
after we went to angies and cleaned the sink. we had three sinks. three people per sink. ashlee, ashlee, and will won. then jess, alexis, and chris. then clayton, daxie, me. eweee it was gross. like i wanted to throw up afterwards. so much for dinner. THIS was my dinner. grosss. too much ice cream.
yummy. but like the first half is ice cream. then the last part is just liquid. because it melts so fast. stupid vanilla ice cream. i really think vanilla melts faster than chocolate. has anyone done a study on this? it would make for an amazing study. hahaha. after daxie came over. we played the dance game at the boys place for a bit. i was laughing so hard. daxie's cute when he does it. shakes his little non-existent butt. hahaah. oh gosh. me and jess were dying! so then we came back home and we are out of milk and bagels so i asked daxie if he would make milk for me. not realizing what i was saying. hahaha. oh i swear our conversations sometimes. kill me! i was like WAIT! NOOO. uhhh NO! hahaha. i meant go get me milk! hahaha. fine. make me bagels. he wouldn't do either. so basically i'm going to starve when attending work in the morning. boooo. hahahah. oh good day. i luff my daxieeee.

tuesday. daxie called and woke me up for work. i got up and ready. and headed to work. work was SO long. like we didn't do alot of scripts only 450. but we had cycle fill. so we were constantly doing something. there was no down time. and my feet killll. i really need to invest in some gooshy shoe things. slippers don't help. blah. =( KC from 4care pharmacy now works twice a week at my pharmacy. i worked with him at 4care a few times. brian was a butt today. knocking everything and anything out of my hands! i swear. i met the new tech cameron. he seems nice. odd but nice. he likes typing. enough said! odd. hahaha. hmm. work went well i suppose. except we didn't get out til almost seven. boooo. then when i left jenny pointed out my headlight was out. suuuuck. but i didn't get pulled over, thank goodness. daddy said he'd fix it for me when i come down thursday night for lake side elem. time capsule thing. so cross your fingers i dont get pulled over. came home. studied. blaaaah. then did english reading. then bed.

wednesday. woke up. math class. i didn't stay the whole time. it was just a review and sheesh i was so paranoid about my psy test. i couldn't concentrate. so i came home and looked over psy. then left for class. took the test. i think i did okay? ahh. i hope. i studied too much on the brain, instead of like the other stuff though. after when i was leaving some guy asked me a question i gave him my answer and he was like 'oh crap! you are right! because blah blah blah' so i think he got it wrong and i got it right, scoreee. but then i found out i was wrong on a few other questions boo. =( so we'll see. i feel like i did better than my last test. but i dont think i did real good. booo. oh well. oss was boring. we got done 25 minutes early so we left. came back. now time for english. our papers are due today. i hope i did okay on it. blaaah. we'll see. i did my review on gel and acrylic nails. favoring acrylic over gel. whoow. well peace out babies.