wednesday. january 27, 2o1o.

basically : : : : life has been busy.

and i'm not just talking busy, like hecka busy! i haven't been able to do much of anything on the computer anymore. its school. homework. dax. work. dax. school. homework. dax. hahaha. thats my life.

dax is one of my missionary boys i was writing. k so i met him through bryce. like bryce left for his mission in like september of 2008. and dax was his very first companion in new york. so bryce had him write me. so i wrote him for like a year on his mission. then he got home in november. and we met up a few weeks ago here at utah state. because he goes up here. i think i've seen him EVERYDAY since i met him. except like one day. hahaha. crazy! needless to say, i like him alot alot. he's so cute and sweet. so lastnight, tuesday, i hurried home from work. and got home a little after seven ish. daxie came over and we did math homework in my room. jess kept saying 'door open!' i was like thanks mom! oh please. they were so loud! so we did math homework. then katelyn made smoothies and a few other boys from around merrill came over. and john, dax's room mate, came down. yummy smoothies. then we watched up. well attempted. it was so loud though. so we didnt really get anywhere. i told dax we'd watch it again when it was quiet. because its a WAY cute movie. cuddled with daxie. he's cute. i like him, alot. =) around eleven thirty, i walked him down to his car, which was at the church. he was so cute. like 'lets go on an adventure' then he'd turn to go down this staircase. then turn around. uh nevermind. hahah. we got to the church. hugged forever. then he said he'd drive me back to my apartment. so he took me back. playing songs on the radio. cute songs. hahaha. trying to make me forgive him, for whatever he did. hahaah. i dont remember. anyways. he hugged me for like fourty five minutes! i swear. and he kept saying 'man chirelle! why do you make me so nervous!' i'm like i dont know!! he was so nervous, you could just tell. but it was cute. around 12:30 he kissed me! and it was the most adorable thing ever. it was so late, and so cold, but butterflies were running wild in my tummy. first kiss of 2010, baby. and it was well worth it. i was screaming inside. =) and so giddy. and happy! i ran inside and started SCREAMING! jess and katelyn were jumping up and down with me in excitement!!! it was wonderful!!! =) so so so cute!! ahh. i'm so twiterpaited. its ridiculous. but at least i know its a mutual feeling. =) now i just need to get him to open up his feelings more so. but he's been gone for two years, so i'll give him some slack. =) he's learning though. i get good morning beautiful texts every morning. i love it. mm.

thats my spill about daxie for now. today i have soo much class. its ridiculous. =( i had math, psy, oss, and english. like always. four ours, right? k well now i have psy lab at two thirty. then psy SI at six thirty. boo. daxie has plans around seven for a few hours. i hope i get to see him today, for like five minutes, at least. =( we'll see. i think i'll head home tomorrow morning instead of tonight though. =)

asdlkjflskjd. !!! =)

thursday. january 21. 2o1o.

tuesday work. then back to logan. it was snowing horrible that morning. 1/2 hour late to work. hospital for lunch with jenny. sam was being a biiii. she asked everyone if they wanted anything for lunch except me and jenny. typical sam. i swear. work went well. i had to destroy meds for like four hours in the bathroom down the toilet. it was disgusting. liquids. powers. albuterol. etc. nasty. brian helped me for a bit with insulins. then he had me try this nephrovite liquid food stuff. nastyyyy. hahaha. nephro means kidney. so its good for kidney failure and such. then i tried an iv solution sugar crap. nasty. he was like 'well yeah it goes into their veins. not their mouth!' then why did you have me try it! grossss. hahah. hungout with daxie. =)

wedneday. schoolie. stupid kid in my psy class. was like what'd she say. so i waited a minute then repeated the teacher. and he was like uh yeah i was being sarcastic. uhh okay stupid. jess made me breakfast. such a wonderful bestfriendie. breakfast burrito and juice box. =) did psy reading for lab in oss. eh. english went well. then writing lab afterwards. went well. came home. homework. slept for a half an hour or so. put dinner in the oven that jess made. but she let me take credit for it. hahaha. daxie came over after work. ate dinner. jess went off about 'swimming' with him. oh my. how long have you swam for. are you good at swimming. do you swim all day or take breaks. etc. it was soo funny. then we told him what it meant. watched office. he held my hand! so cute. =) heidi and eli came over. then they left. holly and camille left rose and cute note on my desk in my room. awh i love my roommates!! =) daxie left. he got a stupid parking ticket! ahh. but he said he liked me alot. =) whoooow. hahah. oh yes and holly thinks he has a girlfriend. well. he DOES. but ahh. complicated. =) hahahaha joke. i love it. i was so excited i couldnt sleep!!

thursday. snowed a buttload. so i attempted to go to work at six thirty. yeah there was no way! so i came back home. fell asleep and called work at eight. wake up call for dax at eight thirty. =) and then back to sleep til ten ish. shower. and jess and katelyn got home. lunch . . . brunch. ha. got ready. eli came over, eli from next door. hahah. he seems nice. i was so mean to him. but it was all good. i made him get me ice for my hand. because it hurts so bad. lastnight we were all trying to pop my thumb. yeahhh it didnt work. now its all swollen and shat. =( ouchhhie. math homework while eli was over. then we just hungout and talked. austin came over. then jess got home. everyone else got home and eli left. lunch. now me and jess are watching house. austin brought it over. =) whooow. i love this show. store in a bit for milk and salad. then dax is coming over around seven after work and his class. =) he's cute. i like him. yepp. i do!

january 18. 2o1o.

wow. with college. i can't seem to do anything anymore. no facebook. no blogging. nothing! its crazy.

friday school. then that night dax, nate, dan, and two of nate's guy friends came over. me and five boys. what a nightmare i tell you! everyone was so out of controll. it was asldkjfslk. i told dax he wasn't allowed to leave! hahaha. he was like i wont leave you here alone. ha. cuuute. mmm. we attempted to watch the office but that didn't work out so well. blah. anyways. dax stayed til almost two. then he left. and everyone else followed. nate likes him. whooow! =)

saturday. hungout with dax all day. he's so cute. he showed me how to play the piano. hahaha. he's way good! he kept saying 'thats all i know! okay fine. one more song.' ahahah. he taught me how to play mary has a little lamb though. hahah. i'm horrible at it. but hey, i try. he told ashlee, my roommate, that i'm like pro at the piano. uh no. he is! i'm not. what a nerd. =) then back upstairs to watch the basketball game. i helped him with math ish. well he did math while i called t mobile and they reset my phone. what a drag. i swear. then his apartment to get his clothes and stuff for the weekend. then cafe rio. yummmmy. then home i followed him mostly. he had my gps. i let him borrow it for slc. he's never been there before. i figured i was just going home and to work and home and work and logan. ha. i know how to get there, pretty much. =) i hope!!! came home around six. played with jess. she's a doll. i love her! we went to her grandparents house and played air hockey for a while. then her house and watched 'alvin and the chipmunks' ashlee took me home a little later.

sunday. got up and ready for church. sacrament meeting with jess. we teased ashlee about her bump. hahahahah. ewe. it was so funny!! =) then jess took me home. homework ALL DAY. i read psy. did english homework. and wrote my first english essay 'my life sounds like this' whooow. i'm finally done. finished around midnight. read it off to mom and mike. they like it. hopefully its good enough for a good grade. signed up for the writing center though. =) to help! oh man. when i write essays i tend to put '=)' after every happy quote i put. then i'm like uhhh i can't put that in an essay!! hahahah backspace!!

monday. workie. i woke up late! i need a wake up phone call every morning. i told dax that. maybe he'll take up the offer. =) hahah. daddy came and woke me up at fifteen to eight! ahh. i didnt even put on makeup and ran out the door basically. no breakfast. i was starviiiing. =( work went well. we were SOOO busy though. it was crazy!! blah. lunch around two. i think. work went well. after lunch it was slow. so brian had me and jenny move these boxes. SO heavy! i couldn't even lift the dolly up to move them! it was crazy. then we had to clean the bathrooms. ewe. you boys are sick! the toilet was clogged and nasty. hahaha. eweeee. i wanted to throw up all over. left work fifteen minutes early because we were so dead. saw kyson on my way home. and then home. played with sugar for a bit. showered. nothing much after that. i need to read more on my psy book then bed. and i need to make sure all my stuff is ready for tomorrow. so i can just leave in the morning. what a night i have ahead of me. goodnight. =)

thursday. january 14th. 1o.

tueday night i ended up going to watch my roommates. and then dax invited me over to go to his apartment. so i did for a bit. it was fun. just doing nothing. hahah. we have some silly conversations. he makes me giggle! hahaha. so many insiders we have! =) like his girl. oh my. i'm never letting him live that one down. ever. when i was getting ready to leave he wanted to go spray my pepper spray outside. so we did. in the snow. hahah. its orange! then i told him he had to clean it off. it was so nasty like oily. ha. he did a good job at cleaning if off though. =) i left. and came back home. went and talked to jess and katelyn for a minute. they make me laugh. =) bed.

wedneday. woke up. uuuuugh. early. dan met me here to leave for class. math was suckie. the whole time i was thinking about how to better teach dax to understand this math problem i attempted to help him with lastnight. and i finally got it! and sent him like a 383402 page text!! hahaha. psychology was good. then oss. booooring. i swear. i need to bring my homework into that class. it was horrible boring. me and jess worked on our assignment together. hahaha. about software and something else. it was easy. then hour break. came back to the apartment. then english. ugh. i got called on to read. I HATE READING OUTLOUD! i get so nervous and quiet and nervous. and nervous! ahahah. and my words stumble together and its horrible. =( we played the name game after, i was cheerful chirelle. then you have to say your name and everyone else's before you. except she STARTED with me! whooow score! =) but we have a million B names in our class. it was crazy! they were all together in the circle too! horrible. dax invited me to go watch the joseph smith movie with him that night. i said i would. so i came home. showered. and then attempted to study. but instead i fell asleep. mom called me and woke me up told me to study. i was like noooo. hahaha. got up finally. got ready. and jess and katelyn got home shortly after. we all talked and got ready. met up with dax at seven thirty ish. the movie was good. =) he was explaining things all throughout it, very cute. hahah. he hugged me after and headed to his apartment with his friends. and i came home. i was on the laptop til jess and katelyn stole it from my room! i was like NOOOO!! they're like HURRY! RUN IN THE ROOM KATELYN! LOCK THE DOOR! not chirelle STUDY! aahhh noooo. so i texted dax and studied. hahaha. i had to promise dax not to use my psychology skills on him. hahaha. oh my. i can't read minds! hahaha. silly boy. bed around midnight.

thursday. up at six ten. =( it snowed a tiny bit. so hurried and got ready. didnt even do makeup really. left at six forty. cleaned off my car. it wasn't bad. left. roads werent horrible. i used aloooot of windshield fluid. because the stupid cars were kicking up mud on my window!! haha. got to work and refilled my fluid because it was low. i think its leaking though. =( boo. i did the CII count at work today. i've never done that before. so it was a new thing for me. but i did an amazing job. only messed up twice. hahaha. but i corrected them quickly. hmm. work was a draaaag. i told kassidi my missionary boys story. hahah. she said some nonsense stuff. hahah. in my eyes. jenny FINALLY got there around one. whooow! we had a drug rep bring us lunch. from jimmy's? i think. like pasta and bread and salad and cookies and brownies. yum. then tyson's wife brought us cookies at five thirty. so nice. haha. tyson was being a butt today! he always teases me. so jenny said to deck him in his face! hahaah. oh gosh. could you imagine. haha. brian gave me a stool to stand on for a minute and i was STILL shorter than him. he's a giant!! hahaha. hmm. work went okay. we didnt get done til six thirty. PAIN. grant wanted us to stay til seven. whatever! see ya! i had to get home. oh my gosh worst drive ever home. then canyon was SO unbelievably foggy. it was horrible. i couldnt see two feet in front of my car. i thought i was going to crash. it was badddd. finally got home after forever. i stopped at smiths and grabbed milk. and cough drops. =( my throat has been killing me. and i have this horrible cough. yuck. i dont feel good. my mom was like keep yourself healthy!! dont get sick!!! paaah! jess made me dinner. grilled cheese and chili. i showered and then ate. studied. then blow dried and straightened my hair. blah. no plans for the rest of the night. although its almost eleven. i should probably get to bed here soon. =( night kiddies. hopefully tomorrow will be better.

tuesday. january. 1o.

sunday night. k after i bloggged. i went and watched the little rascals and wrote missionary letters and dax came over and we went around campus. jess showed us where our buildings were. dax wanted his hat back before he left. boo. oh well. then fireside. patrick came. dax went with his roommates. and jess even let me wear leggings and a skirt! whooow. a short skirt. hahaha. with a cute scarf that i borrowed from her. =) lets see. what else happened. after we came home and changed into jammies. then back to the church for ward prayer. then home. me and jess hurried and grabbed food and headed off to our floor meeting. we played this one game where we layed on the floor and like hit our hands on the floor. its complicated to explain but it was soo fun! =) after we hurried here and got blessings. then showered and dan came over for a bit to help katelyn put this stuff on her window. to keep the coldness out. bed.

monday. woke up around seven ten. dax showed up around seven twenty five ish. he grabbed a notebook i had for him. then left. i got all ready for schoolie. and then dan showed me where my first class was. math. weird. my math teacher is suuuuch a weirdie. his voice is normal then it squeeeks. its annoying. and he's old. ha. puberty?! hahaha. weird. after math i met up with dan and we went to psychology. ahh! i think i will love that class! it seems so fun. =) like its a BIG class but the teacher seems real chill and cool. =) which is good. she's funny too. ha. then saw mac and talked to him for a bit. then met up with jess and we went to oss. boooooring. holy boring. so boring! ahh! it was horrible! hahah. that is most definately a class i will have to do homework in. =) then jess showed us where my next class was. then back to the dorm. heidi came over. and chilled for an hour. then english. my ears were SO cold. its freezing outside. i think i need to steal dax's hat again! seriously. english was weird. some guy introduced himself as the alcoholic. ahh. weird. then was like i'm kidding. nope you're always going to be the alcoholic now! then home. jess made us lunch. grilled cheese and salad. then i studied and did some homework. she helped me with math. then left for class. and dax came over and we did math. eh. attempted. but he was mostly done! that cheater. hmm. jess made everyone dinner, rolls and homemade chicken chowder. thennnnn. we went to the game. well. to dax's appartment to get his shirt. then the basketball game. it was fuuun. except we got there late so we were not in with the crowd. next time for sure!! theres this big guy that took off his shirt and was shaking around in a hula skirt when the other team had to do free throws. it was hillarious, they missed EVERY TIME! oh boy. what a distraction! came home and mom called. i decided not to go home for the night. and stay here. studied til almost one. boo.

tuesday. up by six ten. blaaah. left here at six fifty. and got to work five to eight. what a drive! it was soo foggy as well. suckie. blah. ha. work went well. it was steady i would stay. lunch at the hospital with jenny. we brought it back though. it was good. lunch with everyone. first lunch for everyone basically. haha. eh. we got slammed around three. boo. and i left at five. gas. oh my gosh. gas is 22 cents cheaper in ogden than in logan! thats like a big difference per gallon. sheesh! came home. got my parking pass. got here around six thirty. and parked my car. on the other side of the freeway! ghetto! stupid. blahhhh. then hmm. . . came up to my room. showered. and scrunch curled my hair. sooo lazy to straighten it. me and jess watched the secret life. and now this. =) oh my gosh! next week the secret life will be the BOMB! it looks so freaking good! i'm wayyyy excited! well. the roomies are all exercising in the kitchen. i think i shall join them. but not exercise. maybe eat dinner. hahaha. and watch of course! =) peace out babies.

sunday. january 1oth. 1o.

friday. got up early. watched teen mom. then packed. sheesh. i have aloooot to bring up there. all my last minute items. packed. then headed off to work. work went well. =) braden said he'd come party with me tonight at usu. but after that i'm on my own! hahaha. oh boy. oh yes. i tried that protein shake troy made for me. ewe. gaggg me! i couldn't even swallow it. it was horrible!! i drank all i could then had to just chuck the rest of it! haaa! anyways. after work i came home. and grabbed a few other things. then daddys shop with jenny. she looked at a car daddy had. then nick came by and said hii. then i headed off to noodles and co. stupid lady was like oh we dont have mac and cheese noodles, or sauce. can you choose something else. uh no! so i walked off. well then we went to leave and this lady was like no they have it! so i re ordered and they did. stupppid. i should have gotten my meal for free! also i waited in line for EVER then finally once i'm next in like they open up another line. freak! ha. anyways. ate their with jess and katelyn. then headed up to usu. followed them. got up here. dan helped me bring in stuff. it was nice. i set everything up! and its perfect!! hahaha. =) im very pleased. we didn't get to bed til forever though. =( late night. i tell you.

saturday. got up at eight fifteen. holly was showering so i waited. then i thought she was out at eight thirty. but she wasnt so i told her to just let me know when she was done. then she came in and got me around eight fourty. i hurried and showered. then went and woke up jess. to shower. no one else was up! so i blow dried my hair in the front room. and jess was like no you can wake up ashlee just do it in your room! but i was trying to be nice! after jess curled my hair. and it curled REALLY well! went off to the book store. it was coooold. bought english book for twenty bucks. and then jess'll let me borrow her other two english books and i'm SET! i already have my math and psy books! whooow. =) then sams club. and sheesh we bought alot. 170 bucks worth of food. me katelyn and jess are splitting the price though. then back home. two trips up to bring food up. thanks to camille and ashlee who also went food shopping with us. hmm. hurried and got ready and packed all the groceries away. then left. went to walmart and got heidi's gift! so awkward. we got her condoms. and jess calls her friend to see what kind. her RM FRIEND. he's like uhh i have no idea!!! hahaha. so funny though. anyways. then subway. and then brigham city for her wedding. got there around two. helped a little bit. then yeahhh. wedding time! it was fun. the little flower girl that stood by me the whole time was so cute! siri was her name. adorable! i tell you. wedding went great! =) heidi loved her cute gifts i gave her! hahaha. lingerie. and such. then after she unwrapped everything and packed it into my car. surgery in the bathroom with jess and mom after. and ITS OUT. finally. ha. you wont understand. =) anyways. its a good thing. surgery was a success! went and unloaded my car at heidis appartment. then went and picked up dax. why hello dax. nice to finally meet you. i'm the girl you've been writing while you've been on your mission! hahaha. it was SO nice to finally meet him though! he reminds me ALOT of garret. =) we went and saw heidi's place she's staying tonight. the anniversary inn! oh my! how freaking nice was that!!! so nice. they had the presidential suite. it was wayyy nice. me and jess laid in the shower forever. =) and eli let us jump on the bed! hahaha. til jess banged her head on the ceiling!! hahaha. we left and headed to walmart. grocery shopping some more. with dax. and jess made him get pink paper plates. because we couldnt find like plastic plates. haaha. oh boy. came to our dorm after. and me and jess wrote our name on everything. well in the process of writing our names on our food. jess put hearts ALL over his eggs and milk!! oh boy. it was soo funny. he was like OH MY GOSH! my roommates are going to be like what the crap! we're like just tell then you went to the anniversary inn with us! hahaha. =) took him home at around twelve thirty. oh the late missionary has been up way past his bedtime! hahah. =) he's fun to hangout with for sure. we're taking him around campus tomorrow. so we'll see how that goes. but i think my roommates scared him off from ever coming back! they're so weird sometimes. blaaah. stop scarin away the cute boys! seriously. =) good day though. verrrry good day!

sunday. jess came in and jumped on my bed at eight thirty. she said i could come to church. so i was like blah i probably should. so all five of us headed off to church. it was good. but ahh. soo longggg. me and jess were sharing a chair in sunday class. so these boys were like ohhh heres a chair! haaha. oh so polite! =) the elders that talked in sacrament, i'm sorry. but i couldnt understand them. at all! they were from like new zealand! or something crazy! anyways. church was good. came home after and lunch. katelyn made salad, well pulled it out of the bag! haha. and jess made this Alfredo sauce pasta stuff. yummy. now this. they're watching bring it on so i'll probably go watch it with them. freak. ashlee just stormed out of the dorm. like STORMED OUT. slamming the doors. sheesh. already?! we haven't even started school yet! calm your ass down! blaaah. we'll see how things go after this. see yaaaa. ps. kendricks coming to see me around three thirty. then showing dax and myself around campus with jess at four thirty. =)

thursday. january seventh. o9.

so i only pushed snooze once on my phone this morning! i'm so proud of myself. got up and showered. then ate breakfast and got ready for the day. workie at noon. i was ten minutes early. whoooow! =) jenny brought me delish starbucks. =) it was soo yummy. vanilla latte, baby. yum! work went well. troy asked about that protein shake again. i was like i'll try it tonight! he was like NO! not at night. have it in the morning. so i said i would. which i will. ha. i even got milk for it. =) good milk! hmm. work went well. around five ten me and jenny were making bets on what kassidi's excuse was for leaving work today. hahaha. then as six rolled around she said 'i'm going to get pedicures in provo with my friends' oh my. me and jenny never thought of that one! then she said 'you guys probably think i always leave early. but i really always have something' yeahhh so do all of us! but we stay! blah. me and jenny stayed a little after six helping with cycle fill. it actually goes out tomorrow, instead of today. so we helped finish it a little more. then left. i stopped by tasty's after. and saw cute riley and cute megan. oh how i love both of them. riley said he was going into jewelery two, second semester. and he would for sure make me a ring. he better. he still has my ring size in his wallet. =) very cute. i'll have to text him and remind him. also, he said he would write me a poem. hahaha. cute cute. after. i went down to janae's house. she had my pants done. whooow! =) that was nice! she gave me a hug and i told her all about my worries about college and everything. i just vented for like half an hour! hahah. she told me to text her and let her know how it goes and to keep in touch with cami as well. i told her cami will become my favorite and best texting buddy while i'm up there! hhaha. =) hurried home and we went out to dinner with thee family. i wanted to go to the fiesta grill. so we went there. but they were bought out by a new company. so we ate there anyways. and it was gross. never ever ever will i go there again. and so expensive! sheesh. after we came home and it was like ten by the time we got home. talked to mommy for a while in her bed. and then came and did laundry and packed the rest of everything that i'm taking up. =( oh how sad it is. my room looks no different though. ha. i'm keeping up all my decorations and such. =) hahaha. well. its about time for me to get to bed. i'm exhausted. and i have a long day ahead of me for tomorrow. night loves. =)

wednesday. january 6th. 1o.

tuesday. so i planned on going to target before work. yeah that didn't happen. got to work on time though. two minutes early! whooow! troy asked if i tried the protein shake he brought me yesterday. i said 'nooo. my mom bought one percent milk! and i hate one percent milk!' he was like well it wont taste any different. so i'll have to try it. hahaha. ewe. one percent milk. gross. work went well. they are sooo screwed for tomorrow though! they have moutain view cycle fill due by like thursday i think, maybe its friday. but still! they had the whole freaking pile left still! and it was big! and tomorrow they'll only have sam. christy. angie til four. jeff til noon. and tyson at one. yeah. crappy! hahaha. so they bought two filing cabinets today. so i asked if i could have the boxes. so after work we crammed them into jenny's truck and she followed me home. dropped them off here. then headed to janae's to pick up my towels and my jacket that her mommy did for me. and then back home. dad said i dont need the boxes. pft. lame! waste of our time! hahah. came home and packed up what i needed to. i think i have everything packed. its so hard to say though! blaaah.

wednesday. daddy came and woke me up at eight fourty. i was soo tired. i helped him pack the truck and jess came over and we finally left around ten ish. got up to logan. and went and checked in. then went up to the room to show mom and dad around. then dan and gregg showed up and we went and started packing things upstairs. it actually only took two and a half trips. not too shabby! =) then we had to put everything away. patrick showed up when we were putting things away. he was a tad bit late. yes. so we got my whole room situated except my bed made. because dan has a foam pad for me. but he didnt bring it over. so i'll make my bed on friday.
except i'll have my cute new bed spread on it on friday. so i'll take another picture friday. hahahah. so. anyways. moving in was good. and it was over fast. well. dad had patrick throw away a bunch of boxes. which one was my printer box! well i need that. so me and patrick went down and he got it out. he was going to put me in the trash can to get it out. but he could just reach it. then piggy backed back. because it was all muddy and wet outside. came back inside. got everything set up and left. around two. headed to lunchie with dan and patrick and jess and mommy and daddy. some mexican place. it was alright. eh. no fiesta guad! thats for sure!! haahah. after we headed home. stopped by smith and edwards on the way home. hahaha. me and jess tried on these rad hats and big coats. we looked like we were going hunting for lions! hahaha. mommy got a picture on jess' phone. it was good! jenny called when we were pulling up to smith and edwards. she vented her little story to me. she makes me laugh so hard. she broke her key off in her gas thing. like to open her gas thing to get gas she needs a key. but her key broke off when she tried to do that. hahaha. it made me laugh so hard! oh my. just thinking about it makes me giggle. =) poor girl. she's so funny! then dropped mommy off at mike's. then came home. oh mommy bought these watermelon gummy o's. not so good. but she bought apple gummy-o's. those were yummy. came home and jess left. i gave sugar a bath. and then trever wanted to hangout. so i went over there. it was so awkward. we played pool. then we played yahtzee with bianca. then i left around nine thirty, a little before. came home and talked with thee family forever. now this. then bed. maybe? doubtful. tv! hahaha. i always lay in bed and watch tv. yes i will miss that when i move up for good. but after a long day of moving, i'm stoked to move! just very nervous for schoolie now! ahh. we will see how it goes. nightie loves.

monday. january 4. 1o,

so i got up and ready and then i had to run to walmart to get prescription filled. and they said 'fifteen minutes' so i was like okay its eleven. i'll wait. i went around and got a few other things i needed for college. and then went back to get the prescription. waited like til eleven FORTY. and it still was not finished. so i finally left. so i was ten minutes late to work. blah! my gas light came on too. blah! work was SO busy. because like its a new year. so everyones insurance plans changed. and insurance numbers. and things their insurance once covered, they no longer cover. and stuff like that. it was a MESS!! second lunch didn't go to lunch til like fifteen to three. i was soo hungry! and i didn't even go in early like everyone else. and i was starving. my tummy was growling. and jenny was like dragging. as was i. we were like DYING for some kind of food, for energy. hahaha. it was kind of silly. at lunch it was me, jenny, and brain. he told us how he met his wife. and how he proposed. then he asked how i wanted to be proposed to. like thoughtfully or just simple. i said very thoughtfully. that makes me all nervous and happy thinking about that day. awh. one day, chirelle. mister right will come around. he'll be perfect. =) ahh! =) anyways! it was cute. then back to work. me and brian worked on the line alone for a while, yeah we rocked it! hahaha. he's a very odd pharmacist. but he's pretty cool, i'm learning. =) he jokes around alot with me. so i think he likes me, which is good. because i think he's taking over for grant, the current pharmacy manager, in june! which means hopefully i'll have a better chance at keeping my job for the summer. cross your fingers for me, fellas! =) work went well though. kassidi left at like six fifteen for 'wedding stuff' oh please. me and jenny were rolling our eyes. seriously. what an excuse! you still have three months. so i told jenny we need to just get pregnant and then we can say 'we need to get our nursery ready' and jenny said 'YES! LETS GET KNOCKED UP!' hahaha. it was so funny. jenny left to go see a car, because she NEEDS a new car like this week! ha. she left at like ten to seven. and then we were done at seven. so at least she stayed for most of it! i had to show the new pharmacist in training how to check out. kind of weird showing someone who has more knowledge than me in the pharmacy aspect how to do something in the pharmacy. ha. he seems very nice though. his name is bradey. and he looks alot like timmy. ah! me and jenny thought the same thing at first like WHAT THE CRAP! because we thought he was timmy. good thing he wasn't though. sheesh. we dont need anymore 'scootchie scootchie' talk. haha. after work i went and got three dollars worth of gas. enough to get me to roy basically. then filled up down there. because gas was only $2. 17! compared to the usual $2.40 everywhere else is. score basically! ha. then went to walmart for prescription. then home. jess came over and we had a date. with each other. my couch. and the tv. watching 'the secret life of the american teenager' =) oh it was lovely! it was the season premiere tonight! looks like its going to be an awesome new season! i'm stoked!!! it kept talking about oral sex. and dad was freaking out like 'why isn't this on mute?! you dont need to be listening to this!' hahaha. it was so funny. jess was like well she better learn now then when she gets to college! and dad didn't like that response much. after we watched 'make it or break it' season premiere. and dad talked to us about jess saying freaking. because he doesnt like that word. he said he's the poster like 'this is you. this is you on alcohol. this is you. this is you on drugs. this is you. this is you on . . ' and i said SWEAR WORDS! so he said 'this is you. this is you on swear words' hahaha! it was so funny! jess left around eleven. then i came up and talked to mom. now bed. argued with patrick again tonight. =( i just dont get it. i think he knows he was the reason me and spesh dont talk. but like he doesn't stop talking to her. like he's the one in the middle you'd think he'd stop talking to her, knowing that its obviously a problem that he does talk to her. eh. whatever. its just . . . frustrating. rolls eyes. too much for me to handle right now. seriously. well. i'm off to bed. long day ahead of me tomorrow!! nightie night.

sunday. january 3. 1o.

thursday. december 31. 09. happy new years eve! workie. it was soo crazy. and so busy! it was crazy! we got thirsty thursdays, thank you braden! i swear. we only ever get thirsty thursdays if he is working. jenny went and got me and her lunchie. dang. should be savin my money. blah. they require us to take a half an hour lunch. now. like a FULL half an hour. to unwind and stuff. so we did. its kind of weird sometimes taking that FULL half an hour. because like we just sit there. ha. so. work went well. nothing too exciting. after work i came home. we were actually out on time. like the last half an hour we were DEAD slow. so we pre packed meds and such. it was boring. got out on time. came home. and then left for don and janae's around seven thirty ish. met michayla and daddy up there. mom went somewhere with mike then was going to meet up with us. oh my gosh! k chad was plastered. and he was soo funny! like they were playing rock band and he was singing. and i've never laughed so hard in my life! it was soo funny! then he was dancing. and made me record them and put them on youtube. to 'make him famous' hahaha. oh geez! it was soo funny. =) i love when everyones drunk. like then they tell stories that i've never heard before of like when they were little and such! =) hhaha it was so funny. =) brought in the new years over there. =) and our tradition is like eat bacon or pork or some kind of pig and it will make you rich for the coming year. like thats the FIRST thing you can eat coming into the new year. so i had a piece of bacon! cami didn't believe me. but yes i did!! oh and channy is engaged! but waiting til april of 2011 to get married! wow. her ring is huge! 3 karats! and she's younger than me! i want a ring like that! sheesh. boys got money! or something!! got home around one am. and then stayed up and stuff with the family til two thirty ish. BEST ADVICE OF THE NEW YEAR : Don 'chirelle, you need to find a guy with money, that makes you happy. but he has to make you happy!' and BEST COMPLIMENT OF THE NEW YEAR : Linda 'you have the cutest personality! Really! you are such a doll!' hahaha. those were my firsts for the new year. thank you very much.

friday. january 1. 1o. woke up kind of early for me. like nine. on my own. expecting breakfast. no breakfast. ate toast and packed a little. got ready for the day. and then at two went over to don and janae's house again for our usual new years dinner. ate down there. we watched the tyra show after, over there. and sheesh. she was like cutting girls hair. and it looked HORRIBLE. then she did this one girls makeup and we were laughing SO hard. like i bet that girl would have been SO embarrassed if she knew what her makeup looked like!! hahaha. it was horrible!! oh man. tyra, you can model. but you can not cut hair or do makeup! hahah. came home. and then me and mick went to rue twenty one to look for peacoats. so when we were backing out mickey ran into the trash can! like totally plowed over it! i was laughing so hard! we both were. like my throat hurt from laughing so hard!! oh my!! good way to start off the new year, laughing! =) dad came out and was like what were you thinking?! mick was like 'well you put the trash can in the middle of the drive way!' mom didn't think it was so funny. hahaha. went to rue twenty one. they were closed. bummmer. came home and patrick came over. we played wii then we went to noodles and co. but they were closed. so we went to cafe rio. it was yummy. then he bought me home. watched some criminal jail show with dad. then bed.

saturday. january 2. 1o. so this was supposed to be heidi's bachelorette party. but she couldn't get off work. bummer. so i packed. alot alot. like my clothes are packed finally! sheesh. took long enough. now everything else. blah. got ready and went shopping to procrastinate a little more. shopped at aero. =) got some clothes. $45 later. ha. then target and got some school stuff $30 dollars later. then tasty's to see megan and give her her birthday/christmas gift. =) i think she liked it. i hope!!! then met up with mick at rue twenty one. we couldn't find stupid peacoats. so we got other stuff instead. ten bucks for a sweater, hat, and underwear. DEAL. seriously. well mick had a twenty dollars off a fourty dollar purchase. so i spent twenty and she spent twenty but then we both just paid ten! =) the guy was like 'uh you are FIVE cents off. its 39.95! do you want a piece of candy' i'm like YES! so then mick runs and gets a dollar head band instead. it worked. ha. so we barley spent fourty. which means it was ten each. scoreee. seriously! came home. did . . . nothing the rest of the night. went and got dad and someone else pizza. then me and mom talked and when dad came back inside then we watched 'obsessed' its good. like. . . kind of weird. but good. i fell asleep watching that. i was SO tired. sooo tired. then bed.

sunday. january 3. 1o. janae called and woke me up around 9:30 about my towels. then i fell back asleep til eleven thirty. then got up. went down to janae's to drop some things off. like washcloths and another towel and a jacket. =) and i checked up on my pants i had her sew. they look much better! stupid shortness. all my pants were too long so she hemmed them up. like 28503 pairs! well. they'll be done sometime soon, hopefully! came home and packed up some food from here. so when i go to college i'll only have to buy like milk and bread and cheese and unpackable things. hahah. then packed other things. i didn't even get ready today. i was soo lazy. packed and packed. then i think i'm done packing. so i need to start cleaning my room now. blah. i can't believe i move out wednesday!! crazy. mom went and got me a camera i've been wanting. because my camera broke so i need one for college! its a super nice one. i just need to pay her back. it was 230. with a fifty dollar rebate. so 180. =) not shabby. i asked david if it was a good camera, because he works at best buy in the camera area. and he said it was way good! so hopefully!! =) dinner with the family. souppp and rolls. yum! then clean a little more. productive day. doing not alot. ha. =) but it was good!! showered and now i need to blow dry and straighten my hair. nightie night..