wednesday. 12.28.11.

can i say that tonight & last night were perfect.

ahh. i love everyone. seriously everyone.

zaydenn baby is precious.

& cookie dough milkshakes

& chinese food have my heart lately

oh dear Pilates, come back into my life soon.

my body needs you. <3

it definitely was a much needed day off.

bring on my three day week.

WORK week. because yes. i am a working woman.

12.24.11. saturday

today i've learned that:

1. i have a lot of stuff i have gathered through-out my 21 years of life.
& i could clothe the homeless with all my clothes i do not wear.

2. family will always be there for you, without judgement.
friends can be flakey & they come & go.
but family, will always be there. (extended family included.)
they just want the best for you & they care.

blood deep, baby.

after a long day of worrying, i feel better.
now for a little more worrying tomorrow, then i'll be fine.

butter & i are cuddling in bed.
i love him. hims is cute.
good night & merry christmas.

12.12.11.monday.

two finals over by 10:15am this morning.
one more to go on Friday morning.
bring on the studying. the Friday final is the main one
that I'm suuuuper worried about.



pretty much my life motto right now.
dax has been really sweet lately though.
especially because he knows I need it.

christmas is coming up so fast. i can't wait.
have a good one friends.

12.1o.11.saturday.

well. life has been going pretty smooth lately
& everything seems to be falling into place, as they should.
but i know that's just me telling myself that because things have been
going so well lately. . .

dax & i have been doing really well lately, actually.
i love that man.
he makes me extremely happy & i've never smiled and giggled
so much, as i do lately.
but honestly it almost makes it harder.

finals this week & with everything else going on next weekend.
i'm feeling very uneasy about it.
& i feel anxiety coming on.

you never realize how strong you are
until you have no other choice but to be strong. . .

it's 20 to eleven pm.
& i need to go study some more before bed.

goodnight fellas.

ps. la beaus is delish. except tonight, i got a keylime pie shake. very disappointing. it pretty much tastes like vanilla ice cream with some chocolate pieces in it. dax says it tastes like keylime. i think not. but i'm pretty obsessed with their shakes so far.

pps. finals this week, as mentioned before. so tonight i went and bought raspberry filled hostess donuts & wild cherry pepsi. bring on finals! =) or at least the studying. ha