november . four . 2o1o.

oh my. it has been one heck of a semester. let me give everyone the key points.

*5 classes, 16 credits.
*work in ogden, monday. friday. every other saturday.
*engaged.
*planning wedding.

well. its becoming very stressful. especially the last couple days/weeks. i've never wanted to cry so much in my life. i feel so emotional over everything. i'm either jumping off walls with energy and happiness. or i just want to cry in bed and not talk to anyone. its been hard.

wedding planning is coming along well. engagement pictures are done. and the announcements are in the making. they should be sent to us soon. just the designs. then we pick them out. and send them out to be made. bridal and groomals are on the 13th of november. and then all three of my bridal showers are the week of thanksgiving. and three of those days will be spent in idaho, hopefully. i need to check with work for black friday off. but hopefully i can get it off! that would be splendid! i'd love to go shopping with dax's sisters. they're adorable!

I got my tattoo retouched yesterday, finally. it hurt like a beast. but it looks alot better. and I think if I wanted it, then no one else should judge. its me. my body. i will do what i please. and its not like i didn't already have a tattoo. i just fixed it. it was already there. do people not get that? sometimes I dont think people do. . . its very irritating.

dax and I went and looked at an apartment today, more like a townhouse. two levels. 1.5 bath. 2 bedroom. deep nice, walk in type closets. washer and dryer hookups. it was cute for a first house. and i dont think i'd feel scared to be there by myself. we didn't even ask if it was pet friendly. =( i dont want to live by myself. i want a little puppy.

I'm missing jess like crazy. its hard to have hardly any friends in logan now. =( real hard. sometimes i need girl time, not only fiance time. and i dont get that much up here with out friends. we've been hanging out with heidi and eli a bit. which is a good change. dax and i are doubling with jess and justin on saturday. we're going to a comedy show. it will be good. i work this saturday. kill me, yeah? i hope my foot allows me to work. i should say.because its all swollen and it hurts suuuper bad. meh. but i'm excited to finally see her in two days!

my classes are crappy this semester. dear everyone. never get married or plan a wedding DURING a semester. your grades will fall. horribly. =( i'm hoping to pass at least 4 of my 5 classes. because I know i wont be passing one of my classes. boo. its hard. never again will i take so many classes and plan something so big and so stressful. don't do it. i'm telling you.

tonight we have plans with heidi & mike. patrick & kayla. dax & i. it should be fun. we're meeting at chili's at 7:30. i can't wait. hopefully it'll be really good. i mean we all haven't really caught up with each others lives in a while. so cross your fingers it will be a success. and hopefully i can put my stressful life away for a bit.

I sold my contract! whooow! which was seriously like a big stress. so its nice to not have that stress anymore. some girl doing 'study abroad' in china bought it. she was really nice though, i hope she likes it since she wont be able to see it before hand. my roommates are getting pretty sweet. i told dax the other day that i was sad i was leaving because i really like my roommates. hopefully we'll keep in touch after i get married!

well i suppose i should be paying attention in humanities. so peace out kiddies.