12.28.12. Friday.

I received rockin' grades this semester. Couldn't have done it without the willingness of Cameron, at work, to take my every other Friday shifts & the 'no man' in my life. Sheesh. What you can do when you truly have no life except school & work. What a great feeling it was.

I had three finals. Did well on all of them, but one of them super surprised me. I took it knowing if I even received a 90 on my final, my grade would only be a B+. & If i didn't take the final at all, my grade would be a B+. Well. I took it & received 96% on my final. Only missing two questions out of fifty. What an awesome feeling! & So worth the studying I did put into school this semester.

Been working a lot over the Christmas break. It's been good. Spent Christmas with my family, Michayla came in town. It was really great to have everyone here. She even brought her dog, ruby. Ha. She's suuper big but she's a good dog. Decided we would plan a girls night for Feb. & head down to St George to see Mick. That will be a great little get away.

It's been snowing a lot & my SUV has been wonderful in it. Four Wheel Drive SAVES my life. Seriously. I enjoy it. Although I'm sure when I live in Logan, I won't think my drive is as glamorous as it is now, only driving twenty minutes (no snow) compared to my hour drive with no snow.

Working this weekend, what a drag. & it makes for a long four day weekend. But after shattering my phone in the snow the day after Christmas, I suppose working is what I need to do. Yuck. What a gut wrenching feeling that was. Anyways. Working tomorrow, going to get to bed soon. Or go read in bed. Mmm. Yeah. Leave you with this picture, from Christmas.

Loves.

12.18.12 tuesday.

Love this quote.Watch your behavior, because that's what people will pay attention to, more than anything. Watch how you treat others. Because that could come back & bite you in the butt. Behavior is key to keep others around. They want to be around those with great personalities & those who show positive behaviors & positive interactions with others.

Loves Yous.

12.13.12. Thursday.

One Year ago this weekend (Finals weekend) I made a big decision. I moved out of my cute little townhouse and moved my things into a house in Perry. Placing some things in storage & setting out to find out what I needed for myself in life. I saved all my things. Our Table. Our Couches. Our Washer/Dryer. It's been sitting in storage. Until recently. I finally gained the courage to sell my things. The things that I've been holding onto forever because they reminded me of "him" & more importantly "us". I sold the table. The table that we ate dinners at sometimes. & The table that we tried to figure things out at when things were falling apart. It's gone. Sold. & The couches. Those couches we watched movies on, many nights of the week. The couches we sat on with company that came and saw us. Sold it. Starting over. My dad once said, "Why would you want to keep that stuff? Wouldn't you want to just start over & start fresh?" He was right. I do want to start over & start fresh with new things. With my new somebody. Not sharing my old things with a new somebody. It makes sense in my head. . . Even though it's hard.

I've gained a lot of confidence in myself this year & I've had a few people comment just within the last month about it. I haven't started dating much, until recently really. & I've gone on a few blind dates. One of which happens tomorrow & on Saturday. It's funny. People like playing "match maker" & I don't mind. This week I've had a few dates. Date: Tuesday. Date: Wednesday. Date: Today (Thursday). Date: Tomorrow (Friday) & Date: Saturday. It's nice. Having someone spend some money on me. Last week I went on a few dates. Different boys. Just nice getting out & meeting people most importantly.  Anyways.

I took three finals this semester. Can I just brag about my awesome grades this semester. Three A's & one B+. Yeah. That just brought my GPA up TREMENDOUSLY! I'm so proud of myself. & I'm basically working full time every other week alternating with part time. =) That's all. Doing what I need to, for myself. That's all.

Loves.

12.o3.12. monday.

You say don't walk away
But baby give me one good reason
More than just a line
You better make it count this time
You told me but you never really showed me
That I'm worth the fight
Oh I'm worth the fight

Baby, just breathe in
Breathe out
Before you turn around
Just/slow/down
Think of all the love we've made
If we give it just one more try
Maybe we could stop this goodbye
I know through all this pain
Somehow somewhere love remains

Love takes time to build it's defenses
And trust takes time to tear down those fences
And love remains that's stronger than ever before
So don't walk out that door
I don't wanna hurt anymore


Gosh. Song of my life. These holidays are killing me. . .
SOMETHING HAS GOT TO GIVE.
It's 1:16am & I can't sleep . .
Thank you mind for racing at such convenient times, oh wait.
You haven't stopped all week. . .

--Lady Antebellum.

Check it. ^^^ Loves.