wednesday. january 27, 2o1o.

basically : : : : life has been busy.

and i'm not just talking busy, like hecka busy! i haven't been able to do much of anything on the computer anymore. its school. homework. dax. work. dax. school. homework. dax. hahaha. thats my life.

dax is one of my missionary boys i was writing. k so i met him through bryce. like bryce left for his mission in like september of 2008. and dax was his very first companion in new york. so bryce had him write me. so i wrote him for like a year on his mission. then he got home in november. and we met up a few weeks ago here at utah state. because he goes up here. i think i've seen him EVERYDAY since i met him. except like one day. hahaha. crazy! needless to say, i like him alot alot. he's so cute and sweet. so lastnight, tuesday, i hurried home from work. and got home a little after seven ish. daxie came over and we did math homework in my room. jess kept saying 'door open!' i was like thanks mom! oh please. they were so loud! so we did math homework. then katelyn made smoothies and a few other boys from around merrill came over. and john, dax's room mate, came down. yummy smoothies. then we watched up. well attempted. it was so loud though. so we didnt really get anywhere. i told dax we'd watch it again when it was quiet. because its a WAY cute movie. cuddled with daxie. he's cute. i like him, alot. =) around eleven thirty, i walked him down to his car, which was at the church. he was so cute. like 'lets go on an adventure' then he'd turn to go down this staircase. then turn around. uh nevermind. hahah. we got to the church. hugged forever. then he said he'd drive me back to my apartment. so he took me back. playing songs on the radio. cute songs. hahaha. trying to make me forgive him, for whatever he did. hahaah. i dont remember. anyways. he hugged me for like fourty five minutes! i swear. and he kept saying 'man chirelle! why do you make me so nervous!' i'm like i dont know!! he was so nervous, you could just tell. but it was cute. around 12:30 he kissed me! and it was the most adorable thing ever. it was so late, and so cold, but butterflies were running wild in my tummy. first kiss of 2010, baby. and it was well worth it. i was screaming inside. =) and so giddy. and happy! i ran inside and started SCREAMING! jess and katelyn were jumping up and down with me in excitement!!! it was wonderful!!! =) so so so cute!! ahh. i'm so twiterpaited. its ridiculous. but at least i know its a mutual feeling. =) now i just need to get him to open up his feelings more so. but he's been gone for two years, so i'll give him some slack. =) he's learning though. i get good morning beautiful texts every morning. i love it. mm.

thats my spill about daxie for now. today i have soo much class. its ridiculous. =( i had math, psy, oss, and english. like always. four ours, right? k well now i have psy lab at two thirty. then psy SI at six thirty. boo. daxie has plans around seven for a few hours. i hope i get to see him today, for like five minutes, at least. =( we'll see. i think i'll head home tomorrow morning instead of tonight though. =)

asdlkjflskjd. !!! =)