o9.o5.13. Thursday.

"No calls-She understands.
No texts-She understands.
But when you see her with someone else-Please understand."

Loves.

o9.o4.13. wednesday

Are you ready for photo explosion? Geez.
Okay this summer was pretty eventful. Four concerts & one more to go.

TIM McGRAW Started the concerts out.
He came with Brantly Gilbert & Love&Theft.

 He did an awesome show. Although he didn't do many older songs. He did a lot off of his new album. Which . . . basically nobody knew. But it was still good.

Next up:
KENNY CHESNEY
He came with Kacey Musgraves & Eli Young Band.

 This was such a fun night with these girls. Girls night. All five of us went. & It was a lot of fun. Minus the parking. I drove down to USANA & for any of you that have been to usana, you know it's hell getting out of that parking lot. So, so terrible. After we ended up stopping at tacobell. Not knowing their drive thru was broke. We waited for 40 minutes to get food. This was probably thee longest concert night of all of them. We didn't get back until two ish AM. It was crazy. However, so far, Kenny Chesney has been my favorite. & $35 dollars later I have a shirt to show for it. EEK! Oh well, so worth it. That's all that matters. He did a lot of his older stuff & I LOVE IT! Best concert of the year, so far. :) Can't get too far ahead of us. We still have one more to go this year. :) Also, J & her boyfriend went. It was nice to spend the first two performances up sitting with them. Love spending time with them. They are a riot! :)

 In the midst of all this crazy summer. I did however get to spend some time with my J. She's adorable. Love her. We did a firepit one night. Roasted marshmallows with her cute family at their new place. & all of her 10 kids. Ha. It was a great time. Love spending time with her. & we might have shared some marshmallows. HAHAH. oh boy.

Got to see cute little Fallon this summer.

What a little cutie face! She's precious. Absolutely precious. We had a little get together for my uncle's birthday and the family went down to my uncle Don's house. Got to see everyone. & Had a great time. Love family time. I don't see them enough.

Next concert BRAD PAISLEY:
He came with Lee Brice & Chris Young.

So I actually ran into Chandra & a few of my other friends from high school at this concert. It was really good to go & talk with Chan. She got married like a week or two after this concert. It was really good to catch up with her. & My cousin Cami & her husband went to this concert. It was good to catch up with them as well. I went and talked to them in between shows. & talked with Chandra during Chris Young. The concert was great. Brad Paisley has THEE BEST graphics of any other concert that I have ever EVER been to. I was super impressed. Although, I didn't know a ton of his songs. Danced the night away with thee girls & Josh. Ha.

Next upppp ALAN JACKSON:
He came with. . . Sarah Darling?

Now see, Alan Jackson I actually ended up being sick for. I didn't want to go much. But I'm glad I did. I ended up dancing the night away with Kerina & Josh. I knew quite a few of his songs. But if anyone ever figures out who Sarah Darling is, let me know. Because after her performance, I still don't know who she is. Kerina's friend Justine drove. Geez. We were there in a flash & home in a flash. Home before midnight. It was pretty impressive! The key is driving in the south side rather than the north. Except, how do you get in the south side? I have no idea. I wish I wouldn't have been sick for this concert. But I made the best of it.

Well. Moved back to Logan. It's been good so far. School started last week & it's been . . a rush so far. Went to the UTAH STATE VS THE U game down at the U last week. It was good. Wish USU would have won though, but still a close game. Cameron made me wear that red color. I have to say, I'm pretty sure my new U shirt is my very first RED shirt. Seriously. Am I lame? Must be. Need to branch out with my colors more I suppose.

School is going great. This semester I'm taking: Family Crisis & Intervention (the professor is super intimidating so far. AHH), Human Sexuality (Which I'm super excited for this class. HAHA. Sounds so stupid. Don't judge me.), Infancy & Childhood (which includes a lab, YAY! Working with the little toddlers will be so much fun!), & Psychological Statistics (which also includes a lab. AHH. I'm pretty nervous for this class. & It doesn't help that the book & all homework is done online. I don't like that.) ANYWAYS, It's a full load this year. Working a lot less this year. Only twice a week & every other Saturday. Shouldn't be too terrible. Hopefully.

Work has been great. Just . . . . Keep on Keepin' on. Should be getting a raise here pretty soon. The papers have been submitted & now we wait. Oh the dreadful waiting process.

Been going on some dates. Here & there. Nothing too . . . serious. Just mostly hanging out. Hopefully I can concentrate on school this semester rather than a man. Who needs a man? Not this girl.

Loves.

o9.o2.13. Monday.

"we came together, fell apart, & broke each others heart."

Happy Labor Day.

Update soon. I promise.

Loves.

o6.25.13. tuesday.

what do you do when you find things that are of you & your ex?
pictures? letters? things like that?

cleaning out my little car to switch over for the summer on monday (yesterday)
& I found my old wedding announcement.
& this little four picture set of Dax & I
from his friends wedding photo booth.

weird. I just sit & look at them . .
do I throw them away?
do I keep them? what good would that do?

A few weeks ago I found the
Anniversary Inn card that they give you
with your breakfast. Something I've always kept
for little memories of our first night together.

what do I do with that? It all doesn't mean anything now.

it's just a weird feeling finding those kind of things.

throw things away, put them in a box?

geez. . .

sometimes I wish things were a tad bit different.
but things happen for reasons, right?

one day things will pan out as they should.

loves.

o6.23.13. sunday.

I've been sick, again. seriously can I not just go like a month without being sick. Sheesh. Strep test on Tuesday, negative. Dr was sure it was strep so he put me on abx & cultured my test. I called in sick on Wednesday. went to work feeling like crap Thursday & Friday. Strep test came back on Thursday, results negative. So the doctor isn't sure what I have. He said it's not a virus or allergies. Clueless,  basically. Great. called in sick again Saturday. After sleeping all day yesterday & lounging around today, I'm finally feeling better. ish. Getting there at least.

Like a week ago Friday on the 14th, I went with Kerina & a few other lovelies to go & see Tim McGraw! Soo amazing. Loved the company I went with & the show was pretty good, except he kept playing songs off his new album & everyone was like standing there like "heyyy Tim, no one knows this song. . . " still pretty good. We missed Love & Theft but saw Brantley Gilbert. He reminds me of Trent. Just his songs. I think Trent introduced his music to me. I didn't get very good pictures of the concert itself. We were like mid-way on the grass & near the end we pushed our way to the front of the gated grass section. It was nice, but we were only there for a few songs. & these lesbian rave girls were next to us. Shoving each other like we were at a big rave party. . . & they had these big gauges in their ears. I looked at Kerina & said, "I think they came to the wrong concert." For real though. Weird.

Just a few pictures from the concert, of us. None of my other pictures on my phone turned out.
*of the concert at least*
I will have to see what I have on my camera & upload those if they turned out well enough.

Has anyone ever heard of ThoughtCatalog ?
If not, you need to check it out *CLICK THAT LINK ^^^ *. I follow them on Twitter & it's basically like a big blog & people post whatever they want anonymously. I have fallen in love with it. Seriously.
People are such good writers, I wish I could write blog entries like some of those entries.

Enough for now. Next time I will have to tell you about our trip to St George & Mesquite that my family went on last weekend for my sisters birthday. :)
Bed time for now. Goodnight.

Loves.

o6.11.13. Tuesday

So. Everything has been going swell lately. I deleted facebook for a bit. It was causing drama & I felt very consumed by it. I reactivated my account today at J's house. She talked me into it. & When I came home today I deleted some fellas & blocked a few others who I don't feel the need to see what they're up to, even though we aren't facebook friends it still shows up on my feed. I don't need that, nor do I have time for that drama in my life.

In other news, Cameron has been telling me to get a bike so we can go mountain biking. HA. So I sent him a picture of this. He definitely got a kick out of it. Except I don't think it will make it very far up any mountain. Ever.



Just had my seven work days on. & today was finally my first day off in a bit. Back to work tomorrow, but it's okay. My St George getaway weekend is literally just around the corner. & How about some Tim McGraw?! Because I'm so looking forward to his concert.
At work a few days ago, after asking spectrum to change my name on our computer system, they finally did it! So nice to have my P e a r s o n name back, especially at work. I told Tim that I hate typing & that everytime they make me type & I have to log in under my ex's lastname, it makes me so depressed & blah blah blah. HAHAH. I think he got the point that I wanted my name changed in the computer system. Thank you Tim & Brady for both urging spectrum to change that for me.

We had a work BBQ on saturday at Jennifer's house. The turn out was amazing & It was so nice to get together with everyone & have zero drama. Also nice to see everyone's kids & families. We did a BBQ & then shooting. The kids got to play with waterguns & see all of Jennifer's animals. It was kind of . . oh my gosh ish. So I was the very first one to shoot the gun. There were three of us shooting at once. I shot & then Lisa's son shot. He put a hole RIGHT into Jennifer's fence. & everyone turned around & looked at Lisa. She had no idea until like a few seconds later. Her face was priceless!! But oh my gosh. So not good. Right before I shot, Jennifer's husband said "okay everyone make sure your guns are pointed up. Don't put a hole in my fence." Two seconds later, BAM! Hole in the fence. They were a good sport about it, but dang!
I enjoy doing those kind of things with the pharmacy. It's nice to be able to make other memories with everyone, besides the usual work. Being able to talk with everyone about other things is also key in the pharmacy. Keeps everyone from going insane. . . For real though.

Nails at J's house today on my day off. Four hours later & I love them. They're perfect! So happy to finally have some sunshiney nails. Bring on the sunshine & summertime! Can't wait to hear the compliments on these babies. Victoria Secret's semiannual sale is going on now. Went to newgate with sis today. We got a few things. then came home. Hopefully we can place an order online before all the sweet sales are over. & Now I leave you with this sweet picture of my nails.
Holla atcha babyyy.

Loves.

o5.3o.13. thursday.

It's crazy to me when I see people married, divorced, & moved on two weeks later.
Onto new relationships.
Is your divorce even finalized?

Or married, divorced & already re-married?
I mean I understand everyone has their different
times of healing & no one moves on at the same time.
But how committed to your marriage were you really?
Especially if a few months later you're already re-married.
Seems a little suspicious to me.

I've been here for a year & a half,
& I'm no where close to being in a relationship
with anyone,any time soon.

Just need to remind myself that moving on
takes time & everyone has their own
moving on process.
I'm not judging because well,
I don't know their stories. I just know mine.

Dating life is . . . awkward. Sometimes.
Especially when you have to spill you've been married
on the second date, because he is all about
being open & honest & doesn't understand
why you aren't looking for a committed relationship right now.
Or better yet, they question you about something
your father said at a previous time.
a w k w a r d .

I enjoy going out & meeting people,
but when I feel that someone is definitely
looking for a wife, I back out real fast.

This girl is not ready/looking for that, Thanks.

Loves.